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Sorry to everyone I cursed at but wanted you to know when I did wasn't thinking of any people in particular, just sorta an idea.  My contacts were in when I slept, and I hadn't taken them off!  I think I wanna watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," today.

Una Problema

My dad is really a problem.  He sits in the dirt and pops secretly racist crap on me, even when he says he doesn't.  He keeps being nasty and making me not feel good and not answering why.  Hey, ya'll, stop acting like my dad being mean to me solves all your problems.  It really affected my nose, though.  I forgot what happened, though.  :|

Problema

COMMENT ON MY FORUM instead of telling me I "know" exactly what you're saying.

Una Problema

How many times do I have to tell you to shut up!  What are you, some sickling creature?

Stop putting in messages.  Stop doing anything my dad wants.

News

Are you just doing this bullshit for Ellen DeGeneres?  Every day for almost a year, I've put up with your grimy worthlessess.  This is illegal and should get in the news without mention of me.

Problema

SHUT UP

I feel a bad feeling on the right side, my girl side..

Problema

Leave me alone!  Or else I will get madder and madder.  This is literally an illegal act, and I miss the good old days when people respected me.

Problema

I heard at my computer, "Tink."  Shut up!

Problemas

I'm getting more secret messages blown at me alone in my room!  and they also said it was "the tap" which is what you do when you give up.  Someone fix this nonsense!  You can't chant insults like that to me in private, I'm still feeling it.  I know no one does that to you.  Leave me alone @ that stupid boy.

Problemas

Shut up @ me getting mad, you nigger.

What was I gonna say?

They made my right sack feel mended with my dad.  I don't wanna hear @ that nigger.

Let's just call you a nigger.

Una Problema

I'm hearing those suicidal clicking noises as things in my room settle.  Please shut up @ my dad, you nigger, I don't want his s**.

Back

I got donuts and lowfat chocolate milk for breakfast @ 711.

Commandment

So, you think you test how European someone is?  Thou Shalt Not

Una Problema

I may be pretty in Chinese, but people ignore me for my better traits and not others..

Does

Ellen DeGeneres like to make people uncomfortable .. like push something you already settled against?

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My Rules
•shit words do not equal poo

Una Problema

So, I get these offensive messages because it's something that will happen sometime.  However, it feels pretty forceful, these associations, shouldn't be..  What's your problem?  I ain't gonna listen to your constant crap.

Whattayathink

Do you think it's so impressive making fun of successful young people having kids?

Una Problema

Pretty much I want a private life away from my dad.  Ya'll are *beep* to confide in a *beep* alone.  No one's gonna talk to me, think they can talk to someone who knows me.

Una Problema

Oh wow, so do you .. forget!

I just shared this message.

Ah yes you do things like that that don't have to happen.

Una Problema

WOW THANKS JUST LEAVE ME WITH CRAP

My parents shouldn't transfer punishment to me.  Why the fuck are people doing shit to like my nose?  I didn't do anything to yours.

Una Problema

My dad has no business talking to me.  He did something and it like just changed the shape of my nose, and he thought, "Filipino."  I am hesitent to get in bed and wasn't tired.

Equality

Why doesn't Ellen DeGeneres treat us as equals?  I do.

What Gets to Me

is treating me differently.

Stop

giving me the silent treatment because that's a niggerish thing to do.

Problemas

People all act like they're siding with my dad.  I wanna go to bed.

GO Gemrans

English people make a big crap scene @ .. wut wuz it .. oh yes identifying with the underdog.  The Goddamn Under Thunder Dog.

Una Problema

I just want people in my life to leave me alone and strictly go by rules you can follow.

Ugh

I feel like I'm gonna burst out in an o*****.

I am not

a suckup

Better Idea

Since I realized a lady was so good, we should come for those experiences and have a nicer dormy stay.

Need to

****

I will not take anyone making fun of my dignitiy for I see you don't really have any.

So

What do you think @ me @ the mental hospital?  I liked being away from home and was rather prepared.  Nothing too disgusting.  There was this lady who kept talking, but it sorta made the whole place surrender.  No, they were not attractive.  But what else?  Uhhh.  So, I had to get out of school because I was doing worse after the break and didn't get enough sleep prior.  It wasn't completely bad, in the end.  The Mardi Gras was over, and I'd reached like ½ the teacher's age.  I got to go home after.  I just found the whole process rather humiliating, at it for maybe over an hour to these really stupid "counselors."  That's not what got me in.  I called the police again, and they came to where I was with the therapist, who told me to go to Lakeside.  I don't know why, maybe to get away and cool down, not make the family relationship worse.  I was gonna move after..  I decided to stay with my parents.  I wanna be the waver @ Disney, if that sounds alright.  In the night parade.  I mean, why not just tell me to take a break from being tired and force it because of it?  I already had contacted the police and asked to see a counselor @ Lakeside..  They lied and institutionalized me for a month which was supposed to be a week, but I took the liberty.

Look

If you want attention, come and get it.

So

I'm better than you, racially.

Una Problema

My dad must be a piece of Jewish shit.  He wants to act like he's knocking me out when -I- make a racial point and just to say something suggestive, which shouldn't really exist for me..  Is he just some shit infused in my hard life?

What Comes Up

I just got a weely bad idea.  I like Ellen DeGeneres, whose last name may be Jewish.., I mean mom's maiden, and then my teacher Ginny who has an X with a Jewish last name who's younger by several years.  I had worried I like Ginny just because I accept Helena Bonham Carter, know her well now.  I'm not really sure what came up, but I felt left out by just being ½ Chinese.

Una Problema

Me as a drunk cowboy|girl:

I don't really give a fuck for yer existence.  If you're Jewish, you can't tell me I'm like less similar to somenoe.  Didn't you get ****ed in the attacks?  I don't mean the 1st sentence in its traditional form, why would I?  I am not a baby that needs to be told it does nothing for no one nor to be picked on for having non-Jewish blood.

Wow, you're not really "different."  What else?  xp

So

What is Nell's goal?  I mean, if someone like took ellen away from me, I'd be like distraught I know, but I mean I just feel she's like thinking something funny.  I mean, what do you think she wants and what weird thoughts come to a what 6-year-old's mind?  I was 6, once.  I want to meet her and help raise her.

Also, what was I gonna say, like watcha think about m*********** and not touching people who are like not your peer?

MY Dream

I don't remember it, but it wasn't so bad that I'd remember.  Er, I was in the disability van, and this guy, like all guys, "have" to slip in an insult, maybe I better get up and cry.

And, no, no one taught me or made me m********* to things I cry about, in those things at least.

How I Feel

Okay, I have that sorta saliva-induced feeling.  I got 5 hours of sleep in my clothes.

My mom and I went to Joanne's Fabrics, and I'm to take the sewing classes there..  I got the material, thought the material'd be $6, however if you wanna know the lace was $25.  Fabric $19.  A Spanish lady was telling me how it wouldn't fit and it's for kids, she was pretty big.  So, I was reading the instructions while I was in there and found what I need.  Only thing I didn't get was buttons.  I needed ribbon and of course forgot @ the elastic.

I did want some nice pants and shirt, but I have a deep obsession with making just old-fashioned dresses..

How I Feel

I feel empty.  My head is like hollow.  It's a tired, swerving feeling.  Again, I don't seem to feel as much, feel a bit like crying, just so I don't feel like m***********.  Ha ha!

UNaccepted

What if I got mad that Nell Burton didn't accept me?  You see, I'm not her worse side.  I could be, but I had parents to guide me.

If you didn't already know, "worse sidE" means the side that's not as wanted, like her being plump, assuming other people would actually let themselves mutate into such an ecstasy, haha.

Her mother is very supportive of her with others than herself..

I Won der III Wonder

I wonder what?  Oh no, I really was too tired to remember.

Did You Know

how hard it was for me to shape my nose, to feel for it.

To just mold myself in a European frame?  I didn't die.

Maybe

people who fix up Ellen DeGeneres in weird ways or is it just me that why is she in a service role, "so-to-speak?"  I'm right.  She's timed the generation of her kids, and so has everyone else.  Did you know that -I- m******** but don't if I don't have to.

So

Ellen DeGeneres doesn't necessarily accept good people..well, she does, but she can't change like some deep-seated hurtings that are unusual and affected by the times.  People are on edge to call people crackheads.

I Sawr It

Ellen DeGeneres when she finds out she's ruining you changes and it's like she says she's perfect really quickly making up some excuse.

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Before

What does anyone think of how traditionally you meet a nice, accomplished, neat person and like the popular adults treat you with respect?

What's this, a 3-ring circus of how Ellen DeGeneres is famous to be stimulated like Johnny Depp?  HA!  I don't give a Goddamn fuck!

Why should I?

If you don't tell me, why should I think I should "listen to you?"

My Last Post

Why would you want me to keep going?  Isn't it time for you to answer?  I'd just keep going until I was a skeleton.

I Know What Happened

I already know that bad people spread the word and made me permanently infamous and unaccepted racially outta like how "well-to-do" I am.

Also, don't take normal things so hardly, like when I use the word m********* with someone, like I apologized for on the Ellen board .. I meant it so it'd seem more casual but actually more acutely playful..  It's just 1 of those things for people.  I'm a bit drained, at the "mo'" moment.  I did go back and apologize and said I shouldn't have done it, though..  Still not 100% sure.

Also, I have no identity.  I am a good person, but I know people are digging to death to find it was my mom's forcing me to be self-sufficient.  I think if you go Europe, you'll find people like that..

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For get it

Ya'll froget @ Depp, he makes you too sensual.

I was a reserved in a way, accomplished, successful young lady before this shit began.  People weren't all mean to me.  I finally decided to take a sabbatical and clean myself up, and this is WHAT I GET

UNacceptable Hissss

Putting me down will never be accepted.

How I Feel

I didn't do anything wrong to you, you just didn't seem to agree with me.

Forgot

Sorry if I said anything out loud on my blog @ Nell..

Ques ti on

If I can be ***y, why like make a wax figure of my dad, instead?  Time to go, to another world.

Ques ti on

If I can be nicer than say my mom what the fuck is the problem?  They like her because she's all 1 race.

this 1

LPO looks good

Opera

Do you know Pres des remparts de Se vi i i i ille?  from Carmen?

Florida

See, there are things I already know I don't need to think @.  I can think @ it.

In on What the Stuff Is Said to..

I'm what you call a cut-out Floridian.

I think I've figured it out, for good.

Nell Burton in the world is taking the shit due to me I never was getting.

People Feeling Happy

So, Ellen DeGeneres is also ecstatic @ her race.

Who'd Care

Who cares @ the evolution of the Jews?

What I Think

Watching Ellen DeGeneres on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," I feel she's like sitting at church squirming @ about racial issues she thinks I believe in when it's the opposite.

Feeling Good

So, does Ellen DeGeneres wanna bow down to Nell and make her feel good?  Have fu-un, "Ellen DeGeneres."  No hard feelings, just not really talking just to you..  =.

Oh, so now Ellen DeGeneres is like Nell Burton.  Wowee, I was the nice 1 to her and actually talked @ her in the past.  I mean, she feels the blood.  x  Not being a rude tone, just sayin'..  Well, yes, bein' snooty again.  It brings me pain to here of anything since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory problem days started.

Feeling Good

Is Ellen DeGeneres trying to feel good because it's inappropriate to fight a Jew over a Chinese.  I think she was thinking of it on her show.  WHAT THE FUCK YOU THINK I DID.  You think I was mean?  Huh?  Huh?

Mistaken

I feel Ellen DeGeneres is acting like I'd been reminded I was wrong though I Was very attuned to it.  I was always told how perfect I was and nice and friendly and like shy.  I "wanted to know" "what I did wrong," but I'm just left here being a person.

If anything, it's Tim and her who are considered publicly imperfect.  Don't-know-who-they're tryin' to impress.

I was indeed concerned they got enough attention from older people, just to "say it."

"The" -Thing-

What's the thing now?  Nell Burton is a sissy baby?  That's how I feel about Tweens when I don't want what they want.  Stop telling me I have an attitude, I'm just typing.

Thay's Mo'(r)e

The root of destroying online WAS Nell Burton and the n word thing.

Also, you can't so greedily come in to such a perfect, sweet, shy girl like me who's been appraised all my life for this shit.  This shit I was complaining about wa'n't e'en the shit.

What I'm Doing

I might have to get ready to go.  Not sure if I'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" now.  Have stuff to clean, not feeling the same.  Excited @ the show, but guess will watch later.  I also wanna get to bed early.  I can't drink too much, neither, so I don't need the restroom, don't think I'm going for another walk, today.

More Problems

Did you know getting married even disconnects young people from the world?

Also, why help Nell and not me?  I don't need help.  You wanna turn her into the best, well it won't be "something against me."

Some people are rude and ..what.. like aren't really asking what they're really asking, not being courteous, even to a gentle, young lady.

You see other people also care about these things for themselves.  Why Nell is defintely a question because I mean she has a life and stance and is really good, why just use her as a power tool.  We don't give a shit, we still want to see Tim Burton.  I do respect her, but I see this issue riding up too much of something that doesn't matter and isn't there.  Why not just have a conversation without bringing her up?  Yea, I always hope someone will bring me up, but I mean I don't mean to spray it, myself.  Also, people like smart, accomplished people who like attention, as well, and Nell Burton seems pretty filled up.  Ahaha, nothing bad.  Don't mean anything bad.

Okay

So, Nell Burton may not be as cultured as I was, like you know American and a possibly decidedly white mom with the British tongue, at age 6 or whatnot.

I am happy Ellen DeGeneres thinks of herself as mommy to her, except she seems to already have 1.  I mean, yea, you can definitely try to have more than 1.  I just know, like I said, let me just "say it" that other people "don't like" it but don't seem to get mad at me in the same way if like something happens and someone sorta "reveals my identity."  I just kinda figure out what's going on with others, and I am not sure what Nell does on her own but her parents seem to keep teaching her manners for others.  She just seems like a wild animal, which is a confident, a little kitty with marks on its body and a dark gold coat and possibly white on the underneath.  Does she even know what a wildcat is?  You know, though, when she goes into that she doesn't go into it twice so soon.

I said what I said about what for her's been said, however.  What about the fact it's because she's a childceleb?  Don't you agree she's hogging into everyone's life, not in a crude way, just using a simple term?  I feel like I'm not as good because of her existence and also have even tumbled into the fact I should not have been born because of the issue of her that's deeply rooted and of which I'm chosen -not- to dwell.  I'm not vicious over too much but the extreme hype of her Jewish blood and that maybe it's like Ellen DeGeneres is her mom.  I don't know what to say.  It's been sorta a blasphemous or whatchacallit surprising thing.  I can only say I do it, too, but I try not to do it myself and see how I feel.  I know for sure Nell Burton is imposing..  She gets cranky if her father doesn't let her have whatever she wants, and her mom even dresses up for her each day and thinks she's the best in the world because of her dad.  I don't like the way she thinks everyone else is wrong, either her daughter or her.  Is everyone like this, more or less?  I guess it bothered me for some reason the kind of attention she gets, like when I think Ellen DeGeneres is thinking of her.  It's something I'd talk about and

it'd be pretty nasty but not disgusting.  I fear the reason I wrote all this is because I think it's good to think of Ellen DeGeneres as a mom in a good way .. but it was the way things'happenin'.  I'm sure you can say that was my fuss, though, but I wanted to address what was happening otherwise, with that as the centerpiece sorta.  :/  To go further, people always liked me and when I get attention dunno think they understand well in that way.  I'm not so much wanting to rub in what specifically happens but just like the social message.  Pretty much, I'll notice anything, esp. like bc of what you talk @, bc of Nell Burton.  That's rather suggestive.  "bc of Nell Burton" alone.  No, she is not a part of my life, just like my brother is not really my kid.  I would be very careful if I met her..  What about the way Ellen DeGeneres thinks Nell Burton is a power tool.  She used to be treated like dirt rather than outwardly royal at others, like me.

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Doing Things for Yourself

Did you ever have to do anything for yourself?  Also, why would a baby have horny traits from the dad, being an aged man?  I mean, are you just telling me about parents?  I guess I have a strong rapport with my mom, but I also do with my dad, though he didn't decide to do everything I did, much like my brother.

Jea lou sy

Why do people blow up in jealousy, right and left?

Figures

I figured out the Goddamn, worthless teens.  They were hurting me somehow like Matilda because I didn't attend everything at the beginning of the 1st class.

Now, I'm mad.

I'ai'n' givin' no blood-fuckin fuck @ the citizens of Orlando.

Una Problema

If you're different from your parents or extremely at it, I mean you'd get along with other people who chose to be like you, their mannerisms, the way they take care of themselves with what they've figured out perhaps..

If you didn't know, I miss when my dad would rub my back like a businessman when he got home and I was at my table doing homework and said hi.

I liked when my mom kissed me, but she's a different race but still said good night to my little brother.

I can't take it in ways, I do have a good rapport with my dad and the fam, though.

Do you want to be famous .. like ....

Anne Hathaway?

Y

do I keep having to m*********?  This is 3 tonight.

Thanks!

Wow!  Thanks, Ellen, for teaching me to m*********.

Yay!

My dress patterns are in.  I'm making plain, old-fashioned party dresses, almost perfect, comes up to the bust, the dress part and then to your knees, a bit more higher than below, long drooped elastic cuffs and then flared for the short sleeves.  Something for me to do while I listen to music or just do that.

Evil Deed Doers

I see that Late Boomers show off how younger kids know what they're thinking.  I am a good person, don't understand the insult.  So, Late Boom is just evil?

A Real Grudge on Others

I dunno what happened.  I went out and found others hated Nell Burton.  I'm like whatever burt realized all the fun things I could be doing.  Put me in.  I don't really hate her, but I have many grudges against her, unfortunately.

What You Hate and Don't

You can't "turn back" someone who's nice.  You're just to like putting things in their places and wanna be cozy and comforted in a world with a guy who's not much older and hate children with older parents.

Danger

It's not really dangerous to talk to me from before, but my life was a bit weird.

But

We know we like my mom better than racist hags.  She doesn't get more than everybody else, though in some way everyone you find will.  Why tell my I'm shit.  Do I look like that?  Oh boo hoo, maybe I don't know shit.

And

Why are you speculating and can't say what just know I shouldn't be doing this?  I like who I like, like everyone else.  Why do you give a fuck about meanies?  Yer all mean.  Hm.. Ellen DeGeneres might be against her generation, but maybe it's just people like Tim having a daughter.  Why is she so blubbery?  Look, I did wonder about her diet, but I don't give a fuck @ you and her.  I didn't do shit.  You're just..something you won't want me to say and I didn't say who all it must be to.  I didn't do anything wrong, you did.  I'm a sensible person, but ya'll just got hungry for *** induced by Johnny Depp.  Now, my life will never be the same.  I should just run away.

What about him?

If I look like him, why does he go for featureless creatures?  I felt a lot of hatred with his fans.

What about her?

Ellen DeGeneres people think has an attitude, but I think her being fun and well-liked is good enough to keep her ass on air.  I don't mean to be crude but more affective.  I really like her, but I bet she's racist and racist-mistaken.  :/

Oh, so, maybe I did something?  No, you did something.  I never hurt anyone.

The Stupid People

What do you think of the stupid boys who seem to say I had a choice and I did what I did.  No, idiot.  You did what you did.  You don't give a fuck @ manners and hurting others.

Squeeze It Out

Nell Burton is the 2nd illegitimate, spoiled brat of the well-acclaimed Tim Burton.  He was an attractive person no one could get attention from, but why would he then just have a kid and just be nice to her?  Helena Bonham Carter wasn't of "the dream."  She's just like Portia!  I know they could have waited and seen what happened.  If they want to talk to us, they should have said so.  Why are we even bothering?  They believe in none other than marriage and want to "keep" "what" they have and tear down the cycle of the world.  What do you think?  Don't just say it's insulting and forget about it while you're thinking about it.  I said someone else did that, didn't mean it was right nor the only specific thing to be done .. maybe just wanted to look good by being married, except Tim isn't.  EVerything's been about that fatty bratty Nell Belle.  If someone would like talk to me, maybe I'd find something else in this world.  I mean, not much happens that we seemed to have in common.  Well, not in every way, possibly, not sure what you're thinkin', now.  If she really roots for the people today who are in their prime of their youth like me at my age, then ya'll just maybe slowly back away from the idea that..words cannot even seem to describe..why did we have to grow up not as fun as that?  What about the people born in the 70s and early 80s?  They weren't allowed to be that way and either way I can have whatever I want.  I seem to be meandering off the given topic.  I had explained why she's a bad kid.  People do leave me alone when they feel I want to like say something, you know?  Why do you think they have something else in them?  I mean, you speak of it as though it's most people.  Let's just kinda leave it up because that's what people are on edge about.

Back

Why pay attention to people I know with blonde hair!

You know what you say to Nell Burton.  If a person had a problem, they could answer me online.

For me, this conversation is pointed at what's going on and what's impolite.

I said Ellen DeGeneres got hands like Helena Bonham Carter.  She pretended to show us how she might rub her highness the joke Nell who has no soul as in no respect for other living creatures other than herself.  I don't mean to get dirty to her..just to people who support her because she is the epitome of all the rude people because she's all Caucasian and not indian and dad from a place that's certified for that.  Well, Ellen DeGeneres's hands didn't like mutate further, something else.

I'll just come out and say what bothered me was the way she said, "Mommy's here," under her breath.  I don't give a FUCK @ Nell.  She is NOT a dot in my life.

Let me say this, from "da Sout."  Nell Burton is mean and acts like she gets everything and like I am "not white" and that she "does" everything "I do."  She acts like I can't talk to her father, though he likes me more than others.  HE'S GONNA BE TALKIN' TO OTHER FOLKS, ANYWAY!

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Hepl?

I just m**********.  When I had an o*****, which I'd been like pining for..,

Lurking

I'm a little tired and wonder what to do, want to take a walk and get something to eat.

Ohm.. ..Ohm

Where can we live if we have crossed families- like, I ..didn't do.. what "they did" in New Orleans? That's certainly ain't mah flaw

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Perfectionist

I know Ellen can be a perfectionist. Did you ever try to Tweet her?? Have you heard of Twitter? Do you watch thr show each day?

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Nurse for Baby

I should have been my brother's mom/nurse. :(

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Style

We can be happy. We were encouraged to do the tween style, just not all of us in time. Why not just say oops I messed up?

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Ain't Shit

Ther's a girl on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" who's a nice Asian spelling a word backwards, I'd say shit I ain't doing this.

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Y

Why are people treating me .. coming up to me dangerously and sarcastically making fun of me like with pure insults has happened..happens. Doesn't that make you like in that.. a failure? What happened, this time? You gotta get it down, maybe really. Everyone is so awkward, no 1 thinks talking even can make sense. You can't keep bugging me for the same fact and acting like I'm shit. Your relation is not determined by age.

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What Big Deal

So, what's the big deal of women lifting tweens--

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I may not be the 1

but I am someone.

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Could Not..

Ginny, I had a pretty sure feeling the "counselor" couldn't counsel.

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Trouble

If someone got in trouble 1st, I'd be fine..

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Right?

So, I can be right. If you don't want to talk to me, what would you actually be doing? Think I said it wrong LOL.

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Me! :D

Why be mean to Asians? It's so mean. They are not like me. Anyway, I'm @ 1/2 Caucasian. I'm not worse for not being more Asian.



Why you shit w/blacks?



What is the logic of treating me sentimentally, getting in the mental clin'c? I even said take me there for counselors.

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Upset

So, I can say I will be good, but what @ that something has to happen? I think my brother makes me mad at the world.

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In a Different Way

I am upset that people want me to "get closer" to mein own parents in a way that isn't what I'm doing.

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My Waking

My bra made my sleep painful, and I didn't have an immediate breakfast, had low fat oatmeal from my dad with water.

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What made me mad?

Probably was holding in deep grudges.

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You're a Waste.

Why do you all like someone says I know who gets it iin the end. What @ the 1 who said that, such a waste.



What will happen to Orla Fallon's baby boy/son baby?

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Fake Show-Offs

Kids with Celine Dion moms are such fake show-offs.

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Moody Moody

Sorry, therapist. Why does my mom get me fed up? Don't see so much of my parents..

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Come on Out

Come out and admit if ancestral blood is your issue.

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:( Uh-Oh

I think the lady here was hurt by what I sounded like.

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What Makes a Person Cool

Central Florida thinks being mean is what makes them cool.

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Boycott + Treaty

If black people say I'm a nigger compared to whites, won't pay attention to them.

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The System

My mom keeps acting like I'm shit and that I think wrong thoughts. That's too bad, how I'm trained to think. Ya'll Late Boomers ain't sexier. I'm younger, so why deny it? That seemed to be the big, obvious,m true mistake.

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Sorry

@ my upset posts

Woke Up Again

wtf

WTF is this!  The zoo where I was born gettin' involved in racism.  Stop trying to make me cry, everyone.  I know I'm careful when I talk to people.

Una Problema

Why am I a part of this?  What does that say for you?

Upset

The girls from Georgia are okay, but only Chloe seems to come in.

Maggie Liz Jones is like an idol of mine, got in movies via a program I'm using.  It's this big Christian thing with meetings but no food every ½ year.  If you wonder what it is, it's AMTC.  My mom told me @ it.  I don't use the others anymore, just did the 1st time.  They are different.  If I get desparate, I might use this 1 friendly 1.  Don't think I applied yet.

Hum

I just found out it's not worth following Floridian girls.  They lack substance. People with non-American parents are substantial.  I am substantial.  I know how to do it, guessin' they didn't.

Una Problema

Did Ellen tell my mom to be mean to me?  I didn't think so.

She's been so mean, lately, and it just kinda leaves a mark..  I mean, what can I do to get people to leave me alone, not think bad things @ me?  I just can't get myself to feel safe and happy.  I thought it was too early to get up but maybe not.

Look, I want my parents to leave me alone.  I can do what I want, I'm 26.  I can think shit like they do on purpose, but I'm not shit.  I don't even feel good.  My dad hadn't gotten me ear plugs so I had to put in waterproof 1s.  They hurt to sleep in so I don't.  I was cleaning out old 1s, but it's not a success.

Yes, my mom washes on the weekend and I have tons of laundry.  Thought I'd stay awake for it all but guess not.  I should go finish what I have, can use my sewing table with ironing.  Might wait a bit.  Not much to wait for.  Have to practice singing but I guess not now, tired from yesterday.

Look, stop wasting my time.  I'm sick and tired of being bothered and insulted by everyone.  People are like doing things that would make me m********.  WTF you think I did?  Why you think I'm just shit now?

What Should I Do

My mom was drying my coat..She does laundry on the weekends and it's Tuesday!  I walked back to my chair and was so inconvenienced for some reason my legs weren't as strong though are and I kinda swerved to my broken up chair, and all that came out was the word "accident" I thought didn't say out loud, though, of course.  She's drying other stuff, too, and there's stuff sitting on the washer.  Told her the medicine made me tired.  I have like 3 huge piles of clothes to wash though with the separating colors I'm guessing that has to make more.  [|:]-  I don't feel like it right now though I'm not too tired.  I'm turned off, might get up and do it if I turn on music I own.  Might see @ reading something, "The Hunger Games," remember reading it so I got it.  Don't remember the cover.  What about that other famous book?  I'm not reading it because I don't want to read so much, books, and I was over college romances.  Sad, the lady is ½ Spanish ½ English but I think like Latin American and British.

My Dream

It's hard to remember it clearly, still very tired, got up and had cold water.  I'm kinda awake though for posting this.  It was very annoying and rather brutal.  I think there was something @ a car ride that mightn't be there, but we got in like a pack of bugs or tadpoles made as a cartoon and made some rules.  I think it's like "The Hunger Games," which I am drawn to reading.  There was some sharp challenge.  I don't remember all it was.  It seemed like a big barren dessert.  You ever seen like orange sand all over?

I am awake with the tired sorta sore throat, snot in my congestion, and just an overall illness.

6-7 Hours of Sleep

5'2"+ on my new measurement.  Didn't need to stretch much, I know.

Oh, I was watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" again last night.  I did for 2 others recently, didn't talk @ the last.  I had to stop it, was tired and from the medicine, which I eat with food so like to wait.

No Need To

Why does my teacher give a shit over little kids?  I don't know why the fuck she cares.

Well, disclaimer.  I forget why I thought that.

Also, what if she spurts out the feeling that it's so endlessly funny that while we are encouraged to make our own clothes that appear more old-fashioned that she thinks it's anti-cultural and rebellious, even if it is what's not rebellious and is what's social.

If You Have a Moment

It was already @ you, to begin with.  You know, if you're complemented in a way that puts you down.  I don't get that way.

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I may not be able to, but it probably isn't my fault .. not sure what I think of Valencia .. @ Seminole, they might have something I like, but I only want to go to 1 school.. I was just in Acting 1 and had to withdraw. Someone did it for me. I don't trust anyone in Central FL. Actually, there is like no way I can get there, now. I tried to make it for myself, but I assume it would be silly for someone like me to go back. Strangely enough, what helped me was waking up in the morning to work out and I eat a salad and something else at the college.. I planned that bc I knew I'd miss the lecture if I didn't or be really in a buzz. The day really goes by once it starts bc then I have to shower after all the working out. I don't have to but bc.. I don't know, Ginny, I kinda was forced to withdraw, though it's been 1 of the best. It's more fun to take more than just 1 class. The hours are not bad, started @ 4 & 5:30. I know people can get out of work @ 5, but it would be too far to reach. Seriously, all I had time for was exercise, lunch, shower, and then class starts. I even passed out notes in ballet for people to meet up, no response. What my downfall was was not bringing a folding chair for after my shower. I was too tired. I had to see a counselor for my progress, and he would not counsel. Also, Ginny, I don't want to take class during the summer. Bc I took it in the Spring. I have other things to see people to do. (http://twiturl.us/2013-05-28-2)

Yes, I would come and do acting, again.  I already am trying to get in a movie like Maggie Liz Jones in We Bought a Zoo thru to AMTC, the Christian big traveling casting agency.  Been there twice, lots of fun, can go out ot eat.  You know, the airport, the hotel @ Disney.... You know, though, I mean I liked the summer off because Ellen doesn't air. I was gonna spend it in my bathing suit and at Disney World.  I can use it to get in shape, as well.  The reason I did exercises was to be with other students in the mornings, then do homework and take a walk in the day.  Getting tired is not an issue, only getting sleep.  I dunno, it's just my big break.  I'm learning to or following instructions on some dress patterns.  http://twiturl.us/2013-05-28-1  I fear that my plan to wear these dresses anywhere being turned down, but I would find something like petticoats to wear underneath.  It's a short dress, though, and I know we didn't -say- "no dresses allowed."  It's no big deal, things like this always turn up on me here.  I did get some nicer pants at Wal-Mart before I got kicked out, but I guess I need different tops, which I got turtlenecks, maybe a bit boring, but these are tight and made of more like swimminsuit material.  People who left the class wore capris, they were chubby and intellectual..  I don't even know if they had on stockings.  That's okay, but I mean if you like it.  Can't get clothes you don't like!  It was also that I didn't know if I could afford nice clothes.  I probably will just purchase more undershorts rather than petticoats on such a short dress, no point really.  You know in theater around the country you have to have talents in drawing and designing, designing clothes and some of the scenery.. xp

wut

Are ya'll picking @ my Facebook cover?  For po', lacking Ginny?  Guess you saw my cover and thought it was a personal message, to you.  Ugh, I need to eat, something tasty..like fried chicken or Buffalo wrap.

wtf

What the fuck is your problem.  Stop making me feel with my dad, I'm not a piece of shit.

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Can you believe how many times I've been scolded at for nothing, nothing but giggling (laughing) and using the bathroom? That was a selfish disciplinarian, wonder what those 2 guys'd do if they saw me again, had a nice meeting with the other at the start of the ye'ar. He seemed to drop the idea of homework, since it wouldn't work to kick me out of school for now, because others all do it. I don't know why I was told harsh things by others after, my therapist that they said expelled when on one else said it. I just need a note from a doctor, a psychiatrist I think. Ginny's class used to be fun, but I was thinking of never returning, besides. — feeling lonely.

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• Christina Joanna Barrett I wonder how Carolyn and Amy and others took her class more times in a row. At least I took the liberty to pass out things on holidays and get their information more than once, e-mail for tennis and then just to talk..got Facebook of the 1st class of the evening.

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• Christina Joanna Barrett I hope she stays at Disney, but maybe she wants to change someday? I thought you couldn't stay that long. Who else does this? Guess it's like having a TV show or being Johnny Depp.

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• Christina Joanna Barrett Ya'll should learn to sing from her, but the lessons are 1 hour, no biggie other than monetarily speaking..which a reasonable price. I'm just really sad, not only am I infuriated because sending me to a counselor they will attack like wild, strong, swift black dogs with spike collars possibly leading to becoming institutionalized, which she has been 3 blessed times. I found she does not really like me but likes my behavior. I cannot like enjoy Valencia maybe? I couldn't sign up for Flex courses. I have to wait for a note, am contacting Lakeside outpatient services and see "what I find there." It's not the same, not a private journey. It's not tacky. I just miss my FREEDOM. MY GODDAMN FREEDOM. I didn't ask for anything, thought it'd be a courtesy. I held my own and didn't have the teacher get too close to me in certain ways, like touching me. I don't mind being touched by anyone, it depends like is it my dad you want to "touch" me? It's weird what he thinks of me. I want to be LEFT ALONE and INFORMED if someone's gonna KICK ME OUT.

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Whattayathink

About how they make fun of my need to take a certain class @ Valencia?

Ah!

5 Hours of Sleep

When I feel energy, I will proceed to cleaning my room.

nu video of me

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Wrap, donut, water

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So Cool and Cute

Good, so, into Nell, would be fine to meet the happy kid.

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"If I Had Mah Druthers"

I'druther for you to pick me up and hold me and/or tough me affectionately.. than to like m***** a teenager..kid

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Rescue

Nell wants to get rescued.

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Y'all're

You're all bad people, don't pick on me for obvious, nice enough things.

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"Friendly"

Why does my complex logic hurt Nell? She is nice even too friendly.



What is there to compliment, like what else to say? I explained why I've felt so bad.

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I Shoulda Known

Helena and Tim don't know she's not better. They are mean to nice people and now this.

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'tractive Folks

You think I wanna live like this with this brat? She's too questioning of attractive folks? Like mad @ her fat. Okay, but she isn't close, to me.

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Above All

So, why is Nell so above all since their little n word trick? Whoops!

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Devious

So, Ellen is making Nell feel good @ Jewish surnames since she is over 1/8.

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Ole Bc of U

How is Nell celeb star blood..bc of me?

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Wand'r'n

I am not mad at the similarities, but why Nell of Ellen, wondering. Is it from her mom, dad? She seems spoiled like her parents.

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My Need

I need to go out and mingle among random strangers of various ethnic categories and races.

Also, 1 More Thing

-I- am NOT Nell.

I'm just like sensitive to people not making me feel better when I've been hurt, try to do it alone, guess that's what the blog is, you know most people agree.  *swims away*

SORRY

Did you guys take what I said @ the n word thing-

Sorry

Sorry I made fun of the intelligent thing of Nell and Ellen looking the same, but I fear the n word thing has involved me in ways thus I do not tarry.

Being Silly

I guess I was silly to blow up, but I'm not trying to direct it to her reading.  I want someone to talk to @ feelings.

See if You Can Figure It Out

Don't go picking into my family for what I did because we didn't do anything and that's fact and final see if you can figure it out.

Hurt by a Toddler

No one is always right to me.  Every time I figure shit I get insulted like by a baby.

Preparation

Look, sometimes, Nell is prepared to be a good girl because of what she is or what she's become..

"Take It Away"

Wow, Nell, you know who and what you are.  You took Ellen DeGeneres away from me.

Silly Girl

I would say Ellen DeGeneres likes being sillier.

The Most Evil..

Let's just throw "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" in the trash - not that it's bad in any way - just seeing what you must feel like because she don't give a shit @ people in their age groups.  She's like mixing the elixir of life from me to that bitchess.  She's prejudiced to people she doesn't like by way of who their parents are.  That is the most evil thing you can do, in some things.

Bitchess

So, why does Ellen DeGeneres have a special Military album for today?  It must be that 1 Nell Burton, again.  Look, I didn't see you say anything interesting @ her, not speaking in a mean tone.  I know people are interested in HeLeNa Bawn hem Caw ta(r) because I called her daughter the n word with people spying on me with cameras.  I already said I was just having fun.  How stupid is this?  Watch out, she might get to pretend my parents died, ooh hoo, then how bad will things get.  I didn't mean anything of the sort.  I just posted this because it's irritating me.  She claims to do stuff for me, for people..and if she does they like it.  I know lots of young fans are eager for her attention, but I guess they get missed.  This is so, like, tacky.  I see all sorts of meanings in this.  I don't want my life to be shit because of that bitchess.

Well!

People always said I was too nice, but I thought I wasn't nice enough!  Oh!  Oh!  Oh!

What You Have in the End

That's what chance is, occurrences.  I have a friend who seems mad and wants Ellen DeGeneres, but she's not talking to me.  The problem with them is they want over me.  I'd like to comment that the 1st doesn't seem thankful to her parents other than for being good people.  The other 1 acts like being cute, pretty, affectionate is gay, just sorta a strong joker who doesn't smile unless something is like testy.  They both latch on to Ellen, but I do more than other people and they've accepted it, care @ me like a daughter or sister.

So.

What if we did this to her mom?

Um.

Don't you like me and wouldn't my dad, in such a situation as this?

Um.

Why would my dad ruin it for me?

Okay.

In some way, this is weird.  Why can't I watch Ellen?  Well, I guess I will.  My parents and relatives have been trying to stimulate us, lately.  I just feel I'd be told I was silly and need to keep up.  I did skip her holiday shows just so things wouldn't be too systematized.  I am a bit sad though it seems my Ellen days have come to an end with the summer, though I don't mean I won't watch her when the new season comes up.

What Really Matters Now

I will not take your invitations as fake.  I'm not here to be tested not to do something that really matters and doesn't.

I'm not your slave.

I'm not gonna "do the trick."

My dad, people think, has a sensual affection with Late Boomers and with me like say I had a show where everyone had off I wouldn't be there to receive anything.  I just don't wanna be worrying every holiday like batshitcrazy.  I still like to engage, like everyone else who can find out about the show and record it.  At least, I didn't know what I was doing yesterday.  I was very annoyed my dad saw some little stupid thing and thought about e-mail just for something of this nature.

So?

So, you like to come up to me to tell me you don't like me.

unBelievable

You wouldn't believe how much laundry I have.

Laundry

I wonder if now's a good time.  I guess I could iron in my room, maybe after supper @ 2-3 PM.

I know you can like just watch the show sometimes, so I dunno.  I guess I should watch it.  It's not like it's a party with people there.

I dunnos

Should I watch her show today?  I'm thinking yas.  Everyone'll be watchin', and it's not like Christmas or somethin'.  Any help?

What I'm Doing Today

I feel like just having my health meal and taking a walk, probably get something to eat.

I need to settle some business and get my Disney ticket to film stuff as I go, 3 day pass, 2 times Magic Kingdom 1ce at Epcot for Ellen, Planet Earth .. Wait, why planet earth!

YAY

ellen i ♥ n so duz every1else

Jea lou ou sy

My mom being young and finding out she seems Caucasian makes people jealous.

Una Problema

People fight that they have what someone they wanna hurt has.

So Happy

Wow, I am so happy for Ginny and you should be, too.

Practice

I'm having trouble with what vibrato I think.  I did it, forget what was wrong.  I just did it a little this time, feels like I'm gonna get kicked out again.  It's Monday.. Skipped a lesson for an appointment with 2 people @ my mental health where they just were mean and stupid sorry if you don't like that word, didn't say shit, just trying to impress.

Heey

Stop hurting me, I am not even from where it snows.

Being in a Flurry

Why does Ellen DeGeneres give a fuck over bad people?  Why is she saying I'm not doing that New Orleans shit for other people when they didn't even do anything?  Maybe she doesn't, but I think she "has to."  I was thinking she didn't like what her strict mom made her do..

So

Who's over and above Ellen DeGeneres and who in this world is not?

Laughing

People keep making fun of me for making my life an experiment.

UNfunny

This isn't funny.  I read with my left eye, and I couldn't see the letters close to me.  I could with my right eye.  It feels offended and I don't have the muscles to counteract it from the m********** I did when Tim Burton and Johnny Depp stopped with me, like I couldn't imagine anything @ what I was doing online and didn't see so much of them, just curled away with his illegitimate daughter who may become his legitimate, though unlikely at least soon..

The Race

I'm actually European.  :I

Una Problema

Can someone stop the stupid Ellen messages, like I'm an evil Chinese?

My computer keeps flashing.

Una Problema

Are you getting mad at Ellen DeGeneres with using us for pleasure in a bad way?  Wow, so **** me for what I just said!  I was sure she gave my mom glasses for sometimes.  My eye feels offended.  No one should give a *beep*  Let's see how they see if they are mad at Ellen DeGeneres for not talking to them.  OMG, open your brain, not everyone in the world can be her friend.  All she has is Portia and her mom.

Also, today, the house is cold.  LEAVE ME ALONE.

Whah Should Ah (Why Should I)

That's not right.  I was a very good girl, and my parents want to say I'm my brother why should I give a fuck @ them?

Making Fun of Me

People are making fun of -me- for liking Ellen DeGeneres.

If?

When Ellen is mean to me, why is that okay?

Una Problema

My parents still think their attractiveness is for someone else.

Age Predicaments

Why does it seem like I'm getting messages also that Ellen DeGeneres is like toying with me, like that I am not supposed to act like I have a Late Boom dad?  You're supposed to act like you have what you need.  I just say I'm a kid like another kid with a too young dad.

There Aren't

I guess Ellen DeGeneres can admit my life is not ideal but I guess not that she wants someone to exist that hurts.  That's mean to say to her, but she's constantly thinking @ problems where aren't

Una Problema

Stop telling me I can't be attractive like all those other bitches in the world, I'm no dirty ho.

The screen flashed at me, like before I got glasses.

Ella Problema

Did you realize this shit is just because of Tim Burton?  Forget that crap.

No time to explain.  Yes, I like him..

Una Problema

I see people in high playses getting that ***yal feeling thinking I thought I was good but saying I was some shit but I was not some shit the other kids were.  I barely made it.  I just am somebody from winding down from physical activity at some utmost importance compared to lots of other people.

Untouchable

I guess Ellen is addicted to being touched.  She thinks everyone wants their moms to m***** them or whatever..  There is another rule that your parents can't touch you ***ually, that they only could touch you if you like it, same as everyone else.

Favorite Singing Music

She asked what I liked and I said I liked art songs, like ones that are slipped in with musical instruments.  I did play instrumental music on piano etc.  The thing was I was able to do it well.  I approached it the right way.  I used to like opera.  As to not singing opera, I mean I had a lot of problems, too much.  I'm not settling down as a singer, but I do want to perform musical theater.  You're actually supposed to do both.  I guess she might have me do something that's not just easy musical theater, later.  They look @ your voice.  I just am not into like pop musical theater but I mean the rhythmic ones are okay.  You know, like not worse than Britney Spears.  I didn't actually see Madonna in Evita because I guess I wasn't interested in that musical and was busy.  I also told her I wanted to do ballet in the opera since I was a ballet minor, but I wasn't asked to.  I think she said she picks.  I was good at it, just had a hard time remembering on command like over ½ minute exercises.  I know the gymnastics made it more about quality than quantity.  I couldn't focus.  I know I could have a nicer figure and be able to execute it more easily, but my legs are still pumped up in a weird way.

So, I'm listening to me singing, and it sounds okay.  I'm not giving up something for singing, it's just a part of my life.

Also, I don't want to be stimulated by my dad- something seemed okay as I typed this, but I feel my mom caused an effect.  I will not take this bullshit.  I don't like my parents to touch me, so much.  I dunno, my parents aren't exactly like me more than others, just some things but probably with my dad with his problems isn't ***.  What, you think I didn't tell him how to take care of himself nor my brother?

Weasel @ Bush

So, I was reflecting on what I sing with this teacher, and apparently I know more musical theater, it's easier..  I didn't know and was like a tomboy because I had a little brother.  I actually prefer like Christmas songs, .. hm, is someone else making a scene of how I didn't take voice?  They gave me musical theater and Andrew Lloyd Webber.  Yes, I did know about singing at a young age but not like singing @ 2..  I was learning to talk..  Maybe, she doesn't want to teach me but cares @ me.  She might be busy.  Yes, but I was thinking it might actually be a punishment, but I got pretty vicious about her sending me to a counselor who just slipped me out.  Why do teachers do that shit when I'm the nicest in the class?  You can talk to me if you think I did something vicious but don't think so.  Yes, what it is is yes you can say no to someone in a vicious way, but you can't do it to a normal person.  I'm a normal person.  She's out there.  It's hard to put my finger on it but that she did specific things she wasn't supposed to and her attitude is flippant.

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Myth

Kids get tired.

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3 Pills, 1 Each of 2

Mucinex Sore Throat

DayQuil Sinus

DayQuil

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Fact.

In fact, I did try to imagine a kind of stimulation this morning.  I was sleeping on my couch and went over to my bed, eventually.

M*********** doesn't last as long, and I've never had ***.  How often you do these things will determine what a drink would be like, I'm guessing.

"Do You Really .. Wanna Know"

Yes, why isn't anyone else at present posting much @ Ellen DeGeneres.  Let her spot you out: on her fanmade site, making an account at her site, and Tweeting out sometime when she's up, like ASAP.

I am not precious like a left behind 1950 Early Boom baby, neither.  There seem to be 2 things in this world.

When You Are Stimulated

Are you ever?  Does it feel "good?"  I know the answer is no.  You just feel like some pop queen.  No one wants you to not live your dreams.  You can be an ancient princess!  Like and not have to worry @ growing up too much.

And It's Not My Ethnicity

So, if Ellen DeGeneres feels really stimulated in some sorta very stimulating, sorta pressing, somewhat "silly" way ... I began to ask myself a few questions.  I was thinking, hey, I'm younger, this don't go, but what I really thought was wait that's something you're jealous of.

I think my brother knew and thought that things were already in place.  Looks like my answer's always gonna be "no."  I am not gay, though, I'm bisensual, and it's not because I'm Chinese.

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