Monday, June 24, 2013

You know what I did


I was walking all from @ 6-11.  I got a Coke slushie, a Pepsi, and later a strawberry lemonade slush.  Nothing'd do't.

O MY GOD

Why would you attack me for being succesful in some way I can racially, like ooh I'm not Christina, I MEATTER.

Mucho Problemos

Erm, I blame Johnny Depp for the 1st time I went to the mental hospital .. there's something else that's true I forgot, unfortunately.

They said something @ not going to her class to my mom, but they may forget @ it as time goes by.  I just don't want to have contact with the disciplinarian..  I think the counselor doesn't like him.  All I told them was I was doing the classwork.  She didn't say not to go to the bathroom.  I don't remember going so much after or not.  I mean it was 3 classes in a row on Thursdays.  She has a job like everyone else, I mean.  I was stuck at a mental hospital not even allowed to lay in my room.  There must have been something I could do confined in such horror.  The other patients there were always a danger.  LOL.  Not funny but how I said it.  What else.. forget.. Ah, yes, so they just made it seem like there was some thing they didn't like about me in a theater setting going to the bathroom and something else, like I giggled inappropriately.  I was trying to provide, but it was brushed aside.  Why give a fuck!  So, I'm not as white as Ginny or something?  I think she laughed a lot, and the other kids were just mean, seen 'em look at me, the darker 1s.  I wasn't thinking @ my skin.  So, what?  I don't wanna take that..  They acted like they left something out.  Also, they read a lot of things the 1st time, the disciplinarian.  It was calling her late, just 1 time too late said what you didn't unplug your phone?  Then it was @ e-mailing the kids, possibly even knowing @ the group that no one joined, I did for fun.  It was fun, I made a multiple choice thing.  So, this makes no sense to me.  They didn't say anything about hitting my papers and kicking the kids bothering me's chairs by me.  They didn't seem like it, but the whole class did a lot, no big problem but made me unable to be good, so overwhelming.  I need my freedom.  That's it!  I'm contacting a lawyer someday.  I want to turn in the disciplinarian for being stuck up.

What's the problem with what I said @ Ginny w|my mom?  I didn't mean anything.  Oh wow, you piece of shit, who didn't know that, LOL!  You don't even know who that's to!  Neither do I but it's not Ginny..  I can say what I want and not to anyone, and no it's not to her, unless I don't know it.  You think that you told me not to do that.  I do it when I'm mad, and I make up a collective person model.  Just let me know if that doesn't do it for you.  I know you were nicer to people who curse than me.  What's this basing everything I say on cursing?

What else pops up.  Erm, yes, why would you think it's me that's not white?  I can like whatever I want.  I'm used to "accepting" who I am secretly somehow.  You can't "accept" you I am..  I already know my mistakes, and it was not getting enough sleep which means lower grades for awhile, well here's my lower grades!  Take that!  Oh, wow, I didn't come here to learn to read lots and lots of papers for nothing.  This class is an outlet like Weight Training 1 was.  It was 2 credit hours.  This is the place for adults, too!  They are so cutting at us older kids or younger adults.  No one thinks I'm worth anything, well don't go into that because my accomplishing is worth more than some mucusy 7-year-old, don't mean any person in particular.

What else?  If you work with kids, you can't get tired of giving and then get mad at them for it and wish you were the youngest and never talk @ it.  You think there are things you don't have to do because you're already white.

Look, stop PUTTING MY DAD IN THE PICTURE - He's not in a nice moood to me, and also don't get by me with you think I'm not good like either of my parents and not a good individual and you hate me with all your heart, anyone who promises anything just to live to bite my fl*** when the truth is out in the open.  Why don't you just be finished with it?  Also, it will mean something in my life if people I know move away just because of me.  Why does the teacher have a distaste for me?  Why doesn't she act normal?  It's the god daing Tim Burton lol.  I mean, she's missing out on a lot if that's the look on life.  I know everybody wants a cool teacher, figured she's just really presentable, born @ 1960.  Hm, I don't feel she can just accept things the way they used to be.  I was wondering about if my parents took lessons from her why I would be trashy..  Also, I was in her neighborhood waiting, and it's like they all knew I was coming and are mean now because of her finding out what I said @ my mom.  Ex-cuse me.  I'll never help you when you're ever down in any way.  I know you are getting back at the world in stupid ways because of Tim Burton.  If you want attention, you'd better go find something..  Stop ruining the fact that kids are always to be encouraged by what you know.  I'll just say it, my mom is mean but healthier but not socially-  Hello, did you forget I'm here?  What's all this Tim Burton nonsense.  Just leave him alone.  Where's the world!

So

What if I said you weren't as good to me?  I was convinced to toss that idea around but figured someone would do something stupid.  It's just an idea, too.  What else..  Erm.  I am a presentable person.  What's this thing going @ where you wonder what I know, like I care.  I mean, I'll just talk @ it.  There's nothing else to do in all our worlds, now.  We're on the slave ship.  Oh, rats, what else!

Do you know how undignifying that is "the world with Tim Burton?"  I know who done what!  I grew up talented in everything but got kicked outta so many things since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  People always said I could (simply) do anything I set my mind to.  I guess I just didn't know what to do next.

Something Figured Long Ago

I knew ya'll weren't better to me than Tim.

Mo' (More)

Did you know Tim needs to get it out, like "what" his daughter is, in sin?  Now, that's sin.  She's so nice, but to me I labeled anyone who defied me a brat who wants to "exchange" what I have so they have it.

Watcha Think @ Race

So, what do you think of bringing up the race is all of an extremely talented individual who grew up both sheltered at home and unsheltered and successful in the world, like people at school watching and knowing me, as well as other places kids go, theater, .. hoping for music performances in singing and hopefully some talented pianists, under their belt.

Una Problema

My biggest point on my walk was thinking to myself how annoying Tim Burton was.  I just wanna talk @ it, not tweet it TO him.  Lots of people don't care until someone brings him up.

Oh, did you get just this.. it's really too late to do "what" he promised to do with his fame.  Mainly he's a scardy nut thinking he saved me racially, but no..I don't need your Jew spouse and new cute baby daughter to do that.  I thought he was just Tim, an adult like anyone else, not Tim the Tiny Tim of family Christmas lol..

Too bad no one is online posting to me, don't know who'd read this crap, but I mean if you didn't know now you do.  The world needs to know.

Help!

I might get a lawyer counselor, so tell me @ that.

My dad keeps peeping in my life and won't let me in his.  THANKS A LOT TIM BURTON YOU *BEEP*  Thanks for turning on the world.  What, I know Johnny isn't perfect, as well.

Not Too Hard to Find a Friend, in Life-

You don't tell someone 30 years older that they're a peer.

What else.. ah, yes, I do not care what you think Miss Ginny messed up in, for I don't see anyone else.

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u no

You know the hard hit of Florida is based on a time of confusion and hunger.

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New Thoughts

You can be in pain in an easy way. Notice you lose a leg it doesn't come back. The pain is unnecessary.



Johnny Depp got in a fight in public over his cute family, on purpose, and cut himself as a kid and to this day has many tattoos. Another note is that though he shoves aside his kids to others has tattood his daughter on his heart. This does not make sense either way. I used to not get into this stuff.



Guess you should start a blog, ASAP. Just do something on a blog and go to other sites. Also, use Blogger.



Also, why do you get mad at me when I was made mad? I can relay anything to someone if they are really close. I can even tell if it's going to happen. Actually, my public blog is used to relay everything. I do curl away alone when I know I've been stupid or silly. People think Johnny Depp looks drunk when he really is..

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Cropped the Bodyshot

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Edit

I fixed the Flickr link so it would work.

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Funny

Funny how unpopular people think they're better.

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Independent

I was very independent from my dad as I approached graduation from high school and lived in a university dorm.

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mad

My dad got grossly close after the n word thing with Tim Burton, thinks he can sense a change.

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wut

My dad seems to get mad, easily.



What do you think of families where kids get unnecessarily close and sorta end up over-exposed?

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Problems

Stop acting like I did something wrong.  What, confiding in my aunt and not worrying @ her sanity?

Mad

Everyone keeps looking @ me and doing things to me socially like they understand, but not a flicker of movement on their face..  You don't understand nothin'!  You never took an interest to the real me.  What do you think I am, now, a psychopath?