Sunday, June 2, 2013
Idea
Why don't you move up attractive, slightly bad people instead of hurting people for being different when it seems like a bad idea.
What you "Can .. and Can'T"
So, "my aunt can't be sarcastic in private" but is in public. Let's make sure it's not her being brutally racist because of her German in-laws. I guess I feel German enough with my mom being Chinese? with Dutch culture, which lasted through possibly @ over 20 generations.
What to Do
I used to talk to that aunt, and she often seemed awkward. I hope she's not mad at me because I don't give a fuck, like when I mention her my parents act like I should. I'm nice and interesting, and sometimes she's made me uncomfortable, if not very often in the past.. Ugh, if she's mean like that to my brother then what did she do ot my younger cousin, a girl? She knows I'm really nice but might be mad at the cursing on my blog about being in an experiment where people who do a lot for you also are very mean to you regularly and sorta tip toe away like they have business needing to be taken care of, trying to make it seem like they "had to do it." I don't believe I curse for fun. Well, yea, but I don't attack anyone in the 1st place. So, part of it was about who we are. She tried to affect me by not answering and by canceling a summer visit, like my summer partially rests on thinking of what to do with her, maybe just go eat out, go for a walk, and let her go home. However, that's what my dad does.
Well
I have this aunt who gets riled up and curses. I think she hurt my brother. I guess I was a bit goofy on Facebook. She seems to know when I get mad, but I can get mad if I want, don't hurt anyone. It's my blog, and then it's my Facebook, though she was tagged. She must be really uptight. She's a bit out-of-ball-park being from Pennsylvania, not sure @ her being like a New Yorker from NYC, never actually lived there but in the area, I guess. I mean, she might try to hurt me. May as well go in for people I look up to. Let's just say she's not a good person, if that means never getting mad and never cursing at young people, like a kid generation to her and other women of a certain age.
Evening
I just woke up. My dream was better but laborious. I woke up once in between. I pee'd so much just now. Have to do that shopping.
New Shopping Ideas
link
Audition Dance Clothes:
Pants - $18.95 - Extra Large - Black
Sleeved Leotard - $24.60 - Extra Large - Black
Tights - $13.20 - Extra Large - Black
Jazz Shoes - $24.95 - Size 8.5 - Black
__________
Total: $81.70
So, this might be better than picking out a premade
fairy costume of Tinkerbell, just so it doesn't throw me off. So, this
is for auditions to be Tinkerbell in the Disney parade, which just came
back this year. I gave up auditioning to be an orphan in Annie in NYC, I
think a traveling show.
Also,
I already have a dance bra. I might not wear underwear. I guess I
really need the black tights so I don't wear something that will slip.
They didn't sell 1-piece long sleeved and hippie cut pant bottoms as
unitards.
Thanks,
hope something will work out to wear to the auditions for Tinkerbell.
Remember, you can ask Mom to help with my savings. The vanity would
really be a relaxing thing for me, as well, so let's dig my savings if
we can't afford it since it seems like a basic necessity.
Thanks.
Problema
I'm less shittier than other people. Aw, you just simply want your mamma. I'm - hey my dad broke in. Well, yes, that may be the fight. So, you think my aunt to me is me to you? Why should I believe that? That's awfully mean to say after what I said happened. You shouldn't know anyone, you just know niggers and evil people who hate me and like spit at me.
Hm
Sound the alarm, I cannot call the police. My aunt made my brother feel m**********. Go visit Gregory, you SOAB. Or what should I say, your son-in-law?
Apology
Sorry to the people I was mad @ last night. :(* I'm trying to be even more civil, but I like cursing sometimes it seems hopefully not at certain people..guess no one wants to be cursed at no one but me
Facebook Conversation
- Barb Barrett Morning Christina, how are you today? Doing anything interesting today? When do you start your sewing lessons?
- Christina Joanna Barrett I dunno, just have some to clean of my room left. I need a vanity to get ready in the mornings. I cleared a whole wall of the garage, where I'm staying, and I'm still taking liberty to store bags of papers in my old bedroom, have some other things I shouldn't have, as well on shelves. I have this nice big table I can sew on. It might be a little big but okay. Sewing lessons might be next week. So, I'm excited to look for a vanity set. I have 1 little table to move outta here, as well. So, my challenge is to decide to keep some stuff and just put it in my old bedroom for now, as well as my more recent papers and some other things like that maybe in 3 garbage bags. That will clear another well of space. It's strange how like everything we have these days we don't seem to need.
Also, I'm going on a trip to the Magic Kingdom to film the rides so I can put them on my YouTube at home. I might also be able to go to Epcot and film Ellen DeGeneres on her ride. Going down Splash Mountain, I had to hold onto a cup and had a backpack, a Grad Nite cup, not sure if it was themed that, though. So: me singing Haunted Mansion, Country Bear Jamboree again (have it up where I filmed it already,) waiting for Space Mountain and leaving it on in my bag, Splash Mountain, guess leaving it in my bag until it's safe to come out, Small World, Pirates though it's not as cool now, and that's probably about all the work and recording space for that.
I was gonna try out to be in "Annie" by yesterday, but I decided to try to be Tinkerbell in the Disney parade instead. The parade came back this year, I think. I wanted to be her because I like waving, as opposed to dancing for Disney. She's all jittery and young, though, but I look kinda like her in build, like I guess my legs and overall demeanor. I'm just not a crazy fan over her like lots of other girls, so I'd like to see what the role means to others and maybe if they have anyone a lot younger who'll do a good job. It should be a meaningful experience.
MAD
Someone help. My brother is in the living room, and I have vicious thoughts @ Ginny. He keeps "paying me back" for being upset. I made some forceful noises and let out a lot. Forget what else. It appears to have affected me. I just don't remember any shit. Oh yes, me having curfew.
Well
Hey, Ginny people, my brother acted like he knew @ the counselor. Ginny's classes are worthless to me bc of the dickheads. They're all mean and think they're better and won't accept they look stupid and worthless to Ginny. Even in good company am I the prize creme de la creme.
Racist Topics
The answer everyone in the state of Florida knows is the white person is offended because they are more fortunate, in the world-
Una Problema
LOOK GINNY YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN ANYONE YOU STUPID BULLSHIT FLORIDIANS I CAN COMMUNICATE WITH WHOM I COMMUNICATE
blah blah blah .. blah blah blah
Wow, Ginny, if you have me talk to shit like that disciplinarian then .. you're probably not even a person. You want me to get you to like quit being happy and thinking you're all that blah blah blah blah blah.
I already told 2 people who worked there I wasn't comfortable @ him..
I already told 2 people who worked there I wasn't comfortable @ him..
Una Problema
So, Ginny, I don't care .. watcha doing about your own kids or others in the class who deserve to be mistreated? They were all mean to me. You won't even let me get back. Guess you'll jut sorta hang there stupidly thinking you're all that with your mom from California. I already **** Ellen DeGeneres to ***** about listening to my dad or anyone or pretending to.
Una Problema
Oh wow, I'm not as stupid and worthless as you, I never experienced bullshit like this since the N word thing. I get nagged by Ellen DeGeneres all year, too, liked her a lot though too bad @ Nell.
I'm not
giving a fuck @ my worthless brother. He was thinking of the eyes of that dumb Spanish disciplinarian @ that school who's making me feel like shit for nothing. Ginny is stupid to have sent me there, you GODDAMN WHO TOLD YOU TO DO THAT AND WHY YOU MOTHERFUCKIN DID IT
So Do ..
You think my teacher Ginny seems to be out there and want attention? Bye bye Ginny, hopes she's got a good life 'round folks.
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