Saturday, June 15, 2013

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Cute Baby Cute Babies

Put up yer baby pic.  I have a friend who looked so cute, I bet, as a newborn, lots of white, smooth hair, so much hair at birth..  Her parents are 45 years older.  My dad is 35 years older..  So, I looked like a person coming out.  From my mom, dunno what to say.  Maybe, I wanted good feelings or you know yearning for something.
Tweets

What do you think of

Florrie

WAH

So Tired  3L

Why Lately So Mad

Urgh!  Stuff I did.

Yea, I gotta practice, too, wanna walk and get some treats.

The Joke

Hope it wasn't offensive, afraid to have kids because of Tim Burton, tried opening up I did.  I need to neatup my life, too.  A bit tired, picked up some things earlier I think.

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IMDb from before

Back

I just got back.  I got an undershirt for the blazer with lace on top, greenish blue.  Fished out my dollars and quarters.

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Might Be Out

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No Attention

No one really talks to me, and people are pretty cold of me.  It makes me mad.  Lots of things, that supposedly I'm not Norwegian, that I'm not very French.

Anyone feeling low?

I thought I'd settle down, pep up, no one cares.

Also, I'm not giving a damn @ my little girl cousin, she can just blast off.

Hmph

Why is Ellen treated well?  You're stupid, you're also mean to her.  Why the fuck would she post 2 puppies?  WHY  It's a hidden message, too, primarily.

El Stupida

Ellen is acting like I need her and I need to be pushed off.  So, how stupid is that?

Why..?

Ginny, why are you stupid..?

Hmph

Ginny, you are mean.

There, now everybody knows.

Una Problema

My dad shouldn't announce his retirement date to waste my life over, it might not even be for real.  He's not allowed to retire now, though.  Dunno what happened to his songs.  Thinks I need to make my own money.  27, not old.  Still a kid.  :/

Una Problema

Tired of Ellen being sarcastic @ how much I can do.  She's really living it down.

Una Problema

Ellen thinks she made me do everything I did.  I asked a question on IMDb..I've been using his Happy Birthday account, Tim Burton, to check timestamp correlations.

Retirement

So, when did my dad decide that?  Fuck my cousin.  I had to text my dad because of my aunt.  He didn't need to answer, could just say he's working but guess not.  What's the big idea dumb Orlando?  This isn't your town.  Ginny, help!  This is just a joke.  My aunt did something.

The Truth

I know Ellen pushes people to be mean.  Ellen has a shitty job.

Una Problema

I'm being reminded of something else, now.  I won't take the bullshit of this experiment nor what I said @ my cousin, didn't mean anything unsual.

Una Problema

Ellen, why are you so mean on the internet.. I just got the idea that maybe your people where I lived my whole teenage life deserve to live where I did, like that's so cool.  You're not a baby - you're an annoying baby.

Update

new text box back

Una Problema

Ellen, why am I being bombarded with messages from you that are mean?  THAT .. IS .. NOT .. OKAY

Another Stupid Message by Ellen

She says that I can't be like cool and say fuck .. but that it's because my dad is from Pennsylvania, and I feel people want to test me to be stimulated.  Look, I'm tryin' to get my room clean and stuff.. Ugh!

Problema

I just heard a tick in my room but a tick of hatred.

Una Problema

My dad looked at me with disgusting thin cut out eyes.  I was worried @ my own.  He doesn't look like that much, though.  I'm not my ancestors, in a bad way.

Women in My Life

They keep totaling the earth.  Might as well lay in bed with my dad.

Problema

My aunt can't parent me, she's being bad, and I'm mature.

I won't take crap @ my problems in school.  Other people don't.

Mad

I want a relationship with my parents.  My cousin is MEAN and I won't accept your N word BULLCRAP.

Tired

I'm tired of reporting everything Ellen does through the experiment with others that is wrong to me.

Are you tired of?

Ellen DeGeneres being so picky @ rules?  And saying she can behave how she likes?  If she didn't then I guess she couldn't do it, but I know I'm not a bad nor stupid person..  I'm not bad and I'm not stupid to fall for it.  I do want attention from her, but I mean nothing I can do about it, just don't want to be on the "not" list.  She really is picky, though, and it's those people also sending me the messages when I know she's just working on something.  I don't want to see her on TV acting bad @ that and then that she doesn't like do that or something..because I just saw her joke it.

No Joking

Ellen, I won't take your joking.  Stop calling me a nigger because of what my dad can do.

Problema

My dad left the door cracked open.. something happened and I won't accept your idiot denying.

How gay is it?

To sit there and wondering about someone making a sad person feel better?

- and to not really be gay

Una Problema

My family won't stop treating people I look up to like babies AND I'm about to post @ that.  on IMDb.

If I tell them to stop, it might be in a bad way, too.

Una Problema

Ellen, stop talking to me insultingly.  I was telling my mom @ having a heart attack almost and right before he made a loud noise, like cutting off my heart.  I don't have to give you pleasure.  It doesn't matter what word I use.  You gotta stop.  Hey what was that tick.  Yea, I might actually dislike Ellen DeGeneres more than everyone-  (joke of my thought, maybe shouldn't fix how I wrote it for some unknown reason.. :/ well or some reason.. wait, I was saying it a certain way whatever too tired unless you tell me..)  That was when my dad was driving and I just kept politely asking why he was being mean to me in secret codes.  Been this way a long time in Orlando, soon after we moved here and I did poorly in school to take care of my health.  Hearing cars worrying.  I was speaking to a Spanish young lady counselor in the end who just went out and accepted me for the 1st time.  Now, my heart hurts.  Is Ellen DeGeneres a baby?  Well, I just feel like it kinda swift feeling about it, a bit gurgly.  Ellen, I don't care about your nasty jokes..  :|

Time to Stop

So, people uncovered the problem and said it was that something like I have relationships with actors.

Your Interest

No, how do you help people who've been too nice?

Oh, already came up with the excuse?  Er, no, I never hurt anyone and don't undeserve anything but I mean really .. what's wrong?  My age, I guess.

Worried

My dad claimed he'd retired in 3 years cuz he'd be the age but I thought he had an older group still.  Just tell me why you'd be jealous that I might be tricked into having a kid or 2 by then.  Why is it inappropriate?  Of course, I'd like to meet someone like Ellen DeGeneres, but I think if she didn't even possibly know @ me ever that I'd still like her..wouldn't find it weird.  I don't see why others don't try, though, I thought of it.  Someone different could come up.  That's okay, but I mean I don't think I'd be unliked.  Well..  Maybe you should tell me what you're thinking @.  I'm having a good time didn't think I was being tacky to you.  Not really happy but glad it's over is all.  Solved maybe that I shouldn't do this so much, not fun, guess it wasn't worth it.  Dunno, though, been since last week seems.  You think I'm a criminal for not fucking up older people?  I'm not gonna I tell you.  Also, I made clear in a way to my dad I wouldn't be there for my little girl cousin.  I'm mad @ his claim to retire in 3 years, age 66 though.  Maybe, he'll live longer, dunno, but I had a life.  I kinda wanna forget @ Ellen.  Why don't you try to get her attention?  I'm guessing you'd fuck her, however..  8|  like against people like me.  Why don't you fuck, then?  You're just a worthy outcast?  That's wha tI said.

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of Me, Short

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Weird

So, I noticed people liked seeing people like Ellen fucked for being nice to people like me.

Forget It

Please just be nice and not hurt anyone.  I can think, too, and don't think you're the experienced thinker.  I mean, really, I don't think .. not sure how you interpret something cutting seemingly like that.  I mean, how would you be experienced in thinking of something you actually didn't think was important or something?

wut

Why are you bothering me in hidden signals @ people in the world with problems like I'm the problem?  No answer-

Changes

It sounds like you want changes with my cousin.  I don't think I'm on that steamboat.

What else?  The world is irritating because of Tim Burton.  Is he the English-American Hitler?  I don't think he's separated in will from Europe.  Nor anyone, though, in particularly.  What is the crisis?  Yes, Ellen, or whoever, I really meant what I just thought of but don't mean like necsesarily something bad nor seemingly wrong..

Weirdos

So, I guess some people care about people in too many different ways.

Also, they keep like acting funny..people in my seemingly daily life now.

What is this about age of parents..just got a popup from videos..um..you'll probably just be sorry @ people with a nice parent or 2.  Might even be like posing the idea of danger..not sure..guess you have to do something @ it, didn't say you didn't, just didn't think of it as my 1st quick thought..

Old Post..

NIGGER

So, my dad ruined my relationship with my teacher and thinks it's fate.

He also said I said to get coffee beans pills in an e-mail and I said I didn't want an e-mail sent back.  I didn't say anything like that.. oh chocolate powder, that was a text not an e-mail.  I told hi,

So

You wanna throw me away racially?  If I don't think that I wanna make things seem dizzy?  That can't be the "white" way.  Don't think it'd work in Germany.

Problem

Ellen makes me feel guilty when I get mad and say something, and then I'm sorry in some way and forget about it.  See what happens when she makes a big deal of something?  Have I contributed in saying what the problem with her really is?  I mean, does she make you mad, too?  What else is there to think?

Dorks!

I don't need to crack my throat to reach a feeling I'm afraid to have.

Hello?

Why doesn't anyone feel like they can answer?

This is stressful in and of itself, waiting.

Holding

She's trying another #.

She asked where I was and I said I wasn't telling..

Moreover

I made clear somehow I'm not there for my little girl cousin.

Una Problema

The person here I said was acting funny from Orlando tried to make me not a part of it.  I don't give a fuck, Ginny, if this is 1 of your antsy things.

My Health

When my dad was driving, I was at him for how he had an attitude with me, he got really mad when I told him about ruining famous relationships in some way.. anyway before when I was at him like a year ago, I lay down and my heart was so furiously making its beats I had to try to regulate it so I wouldn't die and already was taking heart pills, natural over the counter..

Mad

So, I said stop like fucking people up who are older than me (I got a sign from Ellen supposedly..) like they need to be babied more than me in a certain way.

So

My mom called a nurse.. she said it'll just be counseling over the phone, I have to wait, wanted to go out.  The nurse said just over the phone.  Stop looking at me like I'm not a person to be respected like everyone else.  Stop lying about Hollywood helping!  All you need is exercise and nutrition and in some way a healthy lifestyle.

Problem

I'm having relationship problems with my dad and I wanna be friends with my parents.

I don't wanna be thought of as apart from everyone with a mental illness for no reason, like being sad, just because of my race.

Hmph

Why am I losing any possible relationships in life?  No, I do not wanna be a dork in Italian.  Stop making fun of me having fun with stuff such as Italian.  What a buggar.

Mad

I know you made my furniture come in on a bad day.  Look, I don't want my cousin in my life like that.  I mean it, she's not going to be the name of my bed.  She's not going to be me.  I dunno what that'd make you think.  I'm not the Italian fool, I'm no fool, and I might not be no Italian.  I don't wanna look at my vanity and think of her!  I mean, sure maybe, but I think I got something in the mail later and wrong.  I don't give a CRAP.  Who did this?  Ellen, you looked threatening on your last show, and I don't give a shit @ your jokes against me!

Topic

My teacher has acted like Helena Bonham Carter, and I'm sure Ellen DeGeneres having her hands like her means something.  Why is everything about Nell Burtn since the n word thing.  I know my room's not cleaned today, but I'm particularly upset that my life went downhill to begin with for no reason.  You just don't care about me.  I dunno because no one cares @ me being younger than them.  Stop telling me I'm something I'm not!  I'm smart and sweet.  Yea, that's what my classmates always said.  I'm smart and sweet!

Una Problema

My teacher is playing around with not using her speakers.  What a juvenille, who cares?  She has to deal with people like you in the world.

Ha Ha

I made up so I won't have to deal with shit.

NIGGER

LEAVE ME ALONE STOP SAYING I'M MY DAD IN A BAD WAY AND I'M NOT A PERSON OTHER THAN ME

YOU THINK YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING

:(

I WANTED A NICE RELATIONSHIPED LIFE, NOT CREATING ENEMIES, PEOPLE WHO CAN NO LONGER FUNCTION WITH ME, SO GO TO HELL

YOU'RE NOTHING

YOU THINK I'M NOTHING

Problema

LEAVE ME ALONE STOP BOTHERING ME ALL THE TIME I'M JUST LIVING MY LIFE ELLEN YOU WEIRDO I CAN PUT MY STUFF IN THE STORAGE ROOM IF I WANT

Problem

My dad thinks he's being normal, but he's not.  He wanted me to leave him alone.

I had an apple for breakfast..little green 1

SHUP PERVERTED NIGGERS who cares @ what I told my aunt

Una Problema

My mom is sending messages too and also ya'll just suffer your own mistakes why should I give a shit- what's going on- STOP BEING MEAN YOU NIGGERS - you know, in the mental clin'c this girl was trained to call us niggers and pushed over chairs just send Ellen there yourself

YOU

It's your fault this happened, thinking it was normal, always being mean, ALWAYS BEING MEAN TO ME - You all just want me to not have a relationship with Ellen, to post @ her and not have her find me getting mad and crazy.

Una Problema

My dad was gonna take me somewhere later, apparently have lots of time.  He drove home funny last night and always denies anything I say that hurts me.  Who GIVES A FUCK NIGGER GET AWAY YOU IDIOT

LEAVE ME ALONE NIGGER

LEAVE ME ALONE

YOU'RE ALL NIGGERS

STOP BELITTLING ME!!!!

Una Problema

Now, my forehead itches, you GODDAMN NIGGER.

MY NOSE STOP NIGGER YOU NIGGER YOU CAN'T STIMULATE ME DUM DUM

STOP

ELLEN WHY CAN'T YOU SHUT UP

Everyone..

Ellen is just an animal.  (You know why.  She likes people for the age of their parents + their age.)

GO AWAY

SHUT UP ELLEN WHY YOU TALK TO ME

So, you're just really mean?  You know what people think @ that..

Oh, wow, corner Christina.  Tell her she's gay..bc her mom is Chinese.

Una Problema

I don't give a fuck over my aunts living where I was born, NO FUCK.

Una Problema

ELLEN I SAID STOP I DON'T GIVE A FUCK @ WHO MY DAD IS & MAYBE WHO YOU AREN'T

SHE REALLY DID THIS DO SOMETHING I WON'T TAKE YOUR GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING JOKES.. if you did that

Una Problema

Also, my message got messed up..

Also

I told my dad to stop giving me shit.  Moreover, my vanity actually already came in.  I don't give a FUCK @ my cousin.  Why don't you help me?  Huh?  Huh?  She doesn't deserve SHIT.  I already told you she's a BRAT.  The biggest BRAT in the world.  AND THAT'S NOT COOL, NIGGERS.

STOP

If you don't like me cuz a my cousin and think she's worth shit what do you think I'd say if I could?  Did you just say I'm like losing relationships?  I'm used to that.  Oh, wanna get me back for noticing?  I AM THE WHITE|CAUCASION 1.  I don't give a fuck who you are with the people.. really I know you're a Goddamned nigger.  Everyone thinks so, but I have a real problem.  It's not a real problem.  I just mean people in general I meet.  My dad also had me say something uncomfortable.  I don't give a fuck.  "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" is hibernating, and I don't have a problem other than the N word thing.  He also got mad I said Late Boom guys are werewolves because of the N word thing.  He's a *beep*  Stop playing with words, you Goddamned niggers.  You want this for your life?  Plaster it on!

What

You're shit.  You want me to worship you and play games with my identity?  Hmph, another signal.  PLEASE SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE.  I DON'T GIVE A GODDMAN FUCK @ YOUR MISTAKES.

MAD

I swear I do not give a fuck @ my cousin's life.

Worried

You guys might want to send me to the mental clin'c and then move out, but my dad never did that on his own.

Una Problema

Still bothering me.  I don't give a fuck.  STOP BEING MEAN.  I DON'T NEED ANOTHER BITCH IN MY LIFE.

What can I say @ him, now?  He said stop bugging him.  :|  I don't want him to bug me.  He can't do that!  He's just being weird.  I told him he just gives a fuck @ my cousin, who's been mean her whole life.  No, you were not nice to me, she is racist, and she didn't do that to be nice to me and make me look good.  You did that yourself, she's been a brat since I started playing with her.

Una Problema

Oh, guess what, now my dad did something weird.  I already told you I don't give a goddamn fuck @ my cousin and you shitting yourself in my business.  Sticking your nose up my life.  Isn't he a laughing *beep*  I don't give a FUCK @ anyone, niggers.  I will not take any discipline from him.  I didn't do anything.  I will not be tested, do not want no goddamn niggers ruining my social life.  ARGH do something.  Just forget about my cousin..  I can say whatever I want.  She's racist to me, and so are you.  My dad is being shitty, acting like I'm delirious.  Well, he doesn't talk to me.  I have to start any conversations with anyone.  Why don't we just like do something @ it?  I'm not a mean person, and I will not take these suggestive messages.  I even left him a note this morning.  And get outta my life judging me.  Don't even give a fuck @ my family, they keep being mean to me.  What the Hell do you think you are?  I don't give a fuck what I said.

Watcha Mad -About- ?

Look, leave me alone, or else I will have to do something about it.  I don't trust you.  You think it's right.  No, I was just trying to say something in private to someone, and then I got treated badly so posted it online.  Actually, I might get mad since it seems no one listens to me because of my race.  How can you judge anyway, in all this, who has a right to what?  I already said sorry slipped my mind.  I will not take punishment for ya'll being the 1s to make me mad.  You know, you can't really do something wrong because of it.  I was mad at that to begin with even before.  That person is no better now than was and I'm no worse.  I go there all the time quietly being nice and no one cares about me and treats me like the opposite, the opposite of how I'd like.  You think every mistake is a wart?  You are gonna find that people will keep doing it to you, if you pick on people who feel hated who mess up and then are sorry.  I just don't think you should hurt me because it made me very mad.  Don't take it in stride as my life.  Guess you "wanted to even hurt the other," but you found that wasn't a strange thing to others.  Besides, what I said really didn't mean what you said it did.  You can't hurt me!  Because then I might get upset back and hopefully do no worse than come on here and rant.  You could snap a nerve in me, so to speak, and I will be knocked out forever, in that.  Why don't you, why can't you say in English what you wanna say insteada like grunts and snorts?  What is that, an animal?  Oh, I'm sorry, but I think I warned you about how to communicate with me.  Guess I get grunts and snorts interpretations.  Must approach the question of if the message is animalistic, however.  It sure looks like the reaction is.  Stop making me feel guilty and gross.  I am trying to clean my room and just did more laundry leftover from the mental health clin'c.  Ugh, anyway, I am so sorry for those 2 things I did this week.  The 1st time I was just talking with my aunt and thought I could tell her anything, but no..  And, now, I get like annoying things from others and don't know what it was.  Why should I go through bullshit with you?  I just forget it.  Really, what's your problem?  I know this doesn't happen to other people. And, @ it being a problem, watcha think I gonna do?  I was just saying and now feel the opposite for my sake.  I just thought it was okay to my aunt.  I am so mad at the joke I made, but I think I was feeling that bad.  I was so crazy @ wasting my time blogging on shit, I just said it, as other people say worse things.  It's what I'm used to in the world.  If I could go back I'd tell my parents I Was at a stupid school and move, as the people in those were sick.  However, I liked another 1 later, hope I would have still gone there possibly since I also made good friends.  Wouldn't have had as many problems, otherwise, though.

Still?

Also, I do not appreciate the message of my cousin coming into my life like a friend who won't answer back being shown off to you in front of the world, also making me feel well that friend didn't seem to wanna just be thrown in famous.  I really am mad if I am losing friends to shit, though.. dunno what to say.  Maybe, I should not care?  I don't wanna be reprimanded for literally doing something everyone else does, all the time.  You constantly hurt me, what can I say?  I'll try not to say anything since it'll all be bad.

So what about what I said?  People have said anything or transmitted anything about me just as literally, I'm quite certain, or in my presence have torn apart my life, like I don't matter, especially not in this world..  Why not just get the big picture, 1st, how can you be right if you get mad at someone trying to do something that's not that weird?

Woke Up

Forgot to record whatever the morbid dream was, reminds me of like a ghost chamber in the style of Camelot.  It was so freaky and probably a little irritating.  Maybe my friend from Twitter was there.  Maybe, just a feel for her.  She's married, though, which is nice, but you know I'm not there, unmarried.  She's even a little younger, but I'm glad she's married.  I hope things go good.

I just felt my cheeks stretching.  You know what probably bothered me was to see how my face was still not fully built, has stretch marks like a horror show, like tight ligament in it or something.

I am so sorry for how mad and ridiculous I was.  I just can't stand typing insults and didn't even know where the insults were really coming from, maybe I did but still wasn't thinking right.  I don't know what to do.  You know, I also have a pimple like a bug bite on a cheek.  I feel bad for not practicing my singing, the medicine made me tired, was gonna make up practicing more, should today right away.  Anyway, I feel so bad.  What got into me?  Maybe, it's like I'm nothing, nothing to an adult at least.  I even felt that existed for my circle of activity threats, so that's all I have to say, didn't outright say something but for some reason am in the lingo from me as a kid constantly hearing it, hope you understand that, at least.  I dunno, I shouldn't just joke around in anger.  I don' know hat to say anymore.  I just can't get that irritated, but I'm serious my dad was really trying and I can't take people getting at me for things I don't mean in the way they think.  It was about my cousin, and I thought that I guess people were leaving me, when she'd always like been a brat, not sure she'd like that, but she's inappropriate and a bit numb or callous to kind feeling and a bit forward with what she has socially..and what we don't

How I Felt

Just so harrassed and now I feel like my face is bipolar.

Got So Mad

I was so upset last night.  I didn't say anything just simply bad but twisted words around.  I'm so sorry.  Hope it doesn't happen again.  I did just buy the true ghost stories book.

Dream

Like, there were the dark streets, and I think Ellen was coming to take care of me since the danger was reportedly great.  I had the feeling someone was gonna carry me and knew the streets.  Lots of eager people.  They'd done Phantom of the Opera to some extent.  It was about that and criminals around threatening to k*** more people.  It was about how much stress there was, and I found an alleyway like before my shelves and had to lock a door there.  I did and came inside.  I felt good all the adults around taking care of me.  However, it was about how people had died.  Just the fact.  I was looking for a good company, but I don't think there was 1.
Friends Twitter

So

Before I forget another word.  The cute guy from New Orleans who now is gay and seems like to have lots of like weird sorta sad physically features and before was like pristine at 16.

Then, there's the choir director organist .. also from New Orleans!  Lives also out of the city.

What I said was they made me ugly.  The boy made me have like an oval head and the rest of me kinda looked worse.. then the organist wanted back my cute look, like the short short hair and bangs to the side.

I mean, they were affectionate to me, but this happened each time.  I really don't think it's basically right and makes sense, guessing it made'm feel good.  Then, for a year it was able to last.  I went back really in the end.  Maybe, I can get like that again.  I just like the light dye in my hair.  *holds on and squints eyes*

Oh, and never anything against them as people.  Not so much the boy.  I just felt a bit upset at how like I saw people doing the same things to me.  Even if I was doing something different, I mean it was just weird.  I'm sure there was something wrong, but it may not be what I'm talking about.  I just don't like it.  I used to always say yea I care @ parental age adults but always kinda other than experiment Katrina time felt like unworthy for complaining so much @ it.  I did that when I was like 7, 8, and for fun more later.  I wasn't totally nasty, didn't know what to do.  When I was younger, I think I got mad thoughts with my brother, guess I realized my parents didn't want him to outshine people.  IR I I

So.. I wanted to teach whatever grade my brother was in until we moved outta FL, to the New Orleans area.  He looked like with big bug eyed, guess you'd go so far as to say someone with beetled eyes but now I am like blood and milk black eyes in 1 pic .. I didn't say the round thing was the beetle's legs we thought of but didn't want to.  Must be something made famous but not good.  Shouldn't have happened and better avoided.  Sounds like a Southern doing, though.  Makes sense in a round, but where's the rebound?  Here, yet?  Oh.. well.

So, yes, both ways, but sometimes.  Now, I feel I'm always the little moppet.

More

I feel jittery from some sugar.  At the mall, there was pepperoni and sausage stromboli.  I was gonna get a giant, what like multi-chocolate extra huge cup of Blizzard but got a medium mint chip..  Oreo next time?  There was an older couple in front of me.  Whew!

What else?  I was pretty nasty but only in a sinister way hopefully, and I guess my dad was there to catch the blood.  You know, no weird ideas like most people get, like to me.

So to not do it again I did get going on not being told things that made sense.  I'm very sorry for this, but I wish you didn't do it.  I use my blog to figure myself out.  I have to clean my room.  It's just like what we could lose.  I hope you have a refreshing summer.  You didn't do anything

- BREAK -

So sorry, Ellen, you see, on the inside I was always crazy.  I thought of something weird but not utterly vicious and grotesque but am rather vicious, not unfortunately but unfortunately in that way.

I was breaking out again.  I thought you thought this was funny, me getting insults.  Now, we don't even feel safe and it makes me sad.  I wonder if my parents will miss me growing up and getting in the Disney parade.  I still wanna see my teacher and go watch your show each day, if I have an interest at least later have the energy or whatever to look it up, not sure what's wrong with me, but I might not be quite busy full time even like before.

Chilling

I did laundry for my mom and my new blazer (size L with cuffs stitched up) and now am setting out to clean my room.  Just sang for maybe ½ hour or a bit less, while doing laundry and I guess just doing laundry.  The laundry was mine and towels drying and my mom wants to do hers - midnight!  My blazer's in there but it's okay and she must be getting outta the shower.  So, I'll be better and then ready to play.  If no one wants to, I have other things to do, like read those books I got, the 1 on a Gueneviere and true ghost stories, like strage deaths, perhaps.  :S

Really, for your sake, me with an organized room of stuff makes all the difference.

I joked around with my dad a lot, like my older aunt, his younger sister.  I had a subtley showing sense of humor.