Wednesday, May 29, 2013

I think I've figured it out, for good.

Nell Burton in the world is taking the shit due to me I never was getting.

People Feeling Happy

So, Ellen DeGeneres is also ecstatic @ her race.

Who'd Care

Who cares @ the evolution of the Jews?

What I Think

Watching Ellen DeGeneres on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," I feel she's like sitting at church squirming @ about racial issues she thinks I believe in when it's the opposite.

Feeling Good

So, does Ellen DeGeneres wanna bow down to Nell and make her feel good?  Have fu-un, "Ellen DeGeneres."  No hard feelings, just not really talking just to you..  =.

Oh, so now Ellen DeGeneres is like Nell Burton.  Wowee, I was the nice 1 to her and actually talked @ her in the past.  I mean, she feels the blood.  x  Not being a rude tone, just sayin'..  Well, yes, bein' snooty again.  It brings me pain to here of anything since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory problem days started.

Feeling Good

Is Ellen DeGeneres trying to feel good because it's inappropriate to fight a Jew over a Chinese.  I think she was thinking of it on her show.  WHAT THE FUCK YOU THINK I DID.  You think I was mean?  Huh?  Huh?

Mistaken

I feel Ellen DeGeneres is acting like I'd been reminded I was wrong though I Was very attuned to it.  I was always told how perfect I was and nice and friendly and like shy.  I "wanted to know" "what I did wrong," but I'm just left here being a person.

If anything, it's Tim and her who are considered publicly imperfect.  Don't-know-who-they're tryin' to impress.

I was indeed concerned they got enough attention from older people, just to "say it."

"The" -Thing-

What's the thing now?  Nell Burton is a sissy baby?  That's how I feel about Tweens when I don't want what they want.  Stop telling me I have an attitude, I'm just typing.

Thay's Mo'(r)e

The root of destroying online WAS Nell Burton and the n word thing.

Also, you can't so greedily come in to such a perfect, sweet, shy girl like me who's been appraised all my life for this shit.  This shit I was complaining about wa'n't e'en the shit.

What I'm Doing

I might have to get ready to go.  Not sure if I'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" now.  Have stuff to clean, not feeling the same.  Excited @ the show, but guess will watch later.  I also wanna get to bed early.  I can't drink too much, neither, so I don't need the restroom, don't think I'm going for another walk, today.

More Problems

Did you know getting married even disconnects young people from the world?

Also, why help Nell and not me?  I don't need help.  You wanna turn her into the best, well it won't be "something against me."

Some people are rude and ..what.. like aren't really asking what they're really asking, not being courteous, even to a gentle, young lady.

You see other people also care about these things for themselves.  Why Nell is defintely a question because I mean she has a life and stance and is really good, why just use her as a power tool.  We don't give a shit, we still want to see Tim Burton.  I do respect her, but I see this issue riding up too much of something that doesn't matter and isn't there.  Why not just have a conversation without bringing her up?  Yea, I always hope someone will bring me up, but I mean I don't mean to spray it, myself.  Also, people like smart, accomplished people who like attention, as well, and Nell Burton seems pretty filled up.  Ahaha, nothing bad.  Don't mean anything bad.

Okay

So, Nell Burton may not be as cultured as I was, like you know American and a possibly decidedly white mom with the British tongue, at age 6 or whatnot.

I am happy Ellen DeGeneres thinks of herself as mommy to her, except she seems to already have 1.  I mean, yea, you can definitely try to have more than 1.  I just know, like I said, let me just "say it" that other people "don't like" it but don't seem to get mad at me in the same way if like something happens and someone sorta "reveals my identity."  I just kinda figure out what's going on with others, and I am not sure what Nell does on her own but her parents seem to keep teaching her manners for others.  She just seems like a wild animal, which is a confident, a little kitty with marks on its body and a dark gold coat and possibly white on the underneath.  Does she even know what a wildcat is?  You know, though, when she goes into that she doesn't go into it twice so soon.

I said what I said about what for her's been said, however.  What about the fact it's because she's a childceleb?  Don't you agree she's hogging into everyone's life, not in a crude way, just using a simple term?  I feel like I'm not as good because of her existence and also have even tumbled into the fact I should not have been born because of the issue of her that's deeply rooted and of which I'm chosen -not- to dwell.  I'm not vicious over too much but the extreme hype of her Jewish blood and that maybe it's like Ellen DeGeneres is her mom.  I don't know what to say.  It's been sorta a blasphemous or whatchacallit surprising thing.  I can only say I do it, too, but I try not to do it myself and see how I feel.  I know for sure Nell Burton is imposing..  She gets cranky if her father doesn't let her have whatever she wants, and her mom even dresses up for her each day and thinks she's the best in the world because of her dad.  I don't like the way she thinks everyone else is wrong, either her daughter or her.  Is everyone like this, more or less?  I guess it bothered me for some reason the kind of attention she gets, like when I think Ellen DeGeneres is thinking of her.  It's something I'd talk about and

it'd be pretty nasty but not disgusting.  I fear the reason I wrote all this is because I think it's good to think of Ellen DeGeneres as a mom in a good way .. but it was the way things'happenin'.  I'm sure you can say that was my fuss, though, but I wanted to address what was happening otherwise, with that as the centerpiece sorta.  :/  To go further, people always liked me and when I get attention dunno think they understand well in that way.  I'm not so much wanting to rub in what specifically happens but just like the social message.  Pretty much, I'll notice anything, esp. like bc of what you talk @, bc of Nell Burton.  That's rather suggestive.  "bc of Nell Burton" alone.  No, she is not a part of my life, just like my brother is not really my kid.  I would be very careful if I met her..  What about the way Ellen DeGeneres thinks Nell Burton is a power tool.  She used to be treated like dirt rather than outwardly royal at others, like me.

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Doing Things for Yourself

Did you ever have to do anything for yourself?  Also, why would a baby have horny traits from the dad, being an aged man?  I mean, are you just telling me about parents?  I guess I have a strong rapport with my mom, but I also do with my dad, though he didn't decide to do everything I did, much like my brother.

Jea lou sy

Why do people blow up in jealousy, right and left?

Figures

I figured out the Goddamn, worthless teens.  They were hurting me somehow like Matilda because I didn't attend everything at the beginning of the 1st class.

Now, I'm mad.

I'ai'n' givin' no blood-fuckin fuck @ the citizens of Orlando.

Una Problema

If you're different from your parents or extremely at it, I mean you'd get along with other people who chose to be like you, their mannerisms, the way they take care of themselves with what they've figured out perhaps..

If you didn't know, I miss when my dad would rub my back like a businessman when he got home and I was at my table doing homework and said hi.

I liked when my mom kissed me, but she's a different race but still said good night to my little brother.

I can't take it in ways, I do have a good rapport with my dad and the fam, though.

Do you want to be famous .. like ....

Anne Hathaway?

Y

do I keep having to m*********?  This is 3 tonight.

Thanks!

Wow!  Thanks, Ellen, for teaching me to m*********.

Yay!

My dress patterns are in.  I'm making plain, old-fashioned party dresses, almost perfect, comes up to the bust, the dress part and then to your knees, a bit more higher than below, long drooped elastic cuffs and then flared for the short sleeves.  Something for me to do while I listen to music or just do that.