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5 Hours of Sleep

When I feel energy, I will proceed to cleaning my room.

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Wrap, donut, water

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So Cool and Cute

Good, so, into Nell, would be fine to meet the happy kid.

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"If I Had Mah Druthers"

I'druther for you to pick me up and hold me and/or tough me affectionately.. than to like m***** a teenager..kid

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Rescue

Nell wants to get rescued.

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Y'all're

You're all bad people, don't pick on me for obvious, nice enough things.

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"Friendly"

Why does my complex logic hurt Nell? She is nice even too friendly.



What is there to compliment, like what else to say? I explained why I've felt so bad.

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I Shoulda Known

Helena and Tim don't know she's not better. They are mean to nice people and now this.

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'tractive Folks

You think I wanna live like this with this brat? She's too questioning of attractive folks? Like mad @ her fat. Okay, but she isn't close, to me.

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Above All

So, why is Nell so above all since their little n word trick? Whoops!

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Devious

So, Ellen is making Nell feel good @ Jewish surnames since she is over 1/8.

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Ole Bc of U

How is Nell celeb star blood..bc of me?

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Wand'r'n

I am not mad at the similarities, but why Nell of Ellen, wondering. Is it from her mom, dad? She seems spoiled like her parents.

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My Need

I need to go out and mingle among random strangers of various ethnic categories and races.

Also, 1 More Thing

-I- am NOT Nell.

I'm just like sensitive to people not making me feel better when I've been hurt, try to do it alone, guess that's what the blog is, you know most people agree.  *swims away*

SORRY

Did you guys take what I said @ the n word thing-

Sorry

Sorry I made fun of the intelligent thing of Nell and Ellen looking the same, but I fear the n word thing has involved me in ways thus I do not tarry.

Being Silly

I guess I was silly to blow up, but I'm not trying to direct it to her reading.  I want someone to talk to @ feelings.

See if You Can Figure It Out

Don't go picking into my family for what I did because we didn't do anything and that's fact and final see if you can figure it out.

Hurt by a Toddler

No one is always right to me.  Every time I figure shit I get insulted like by a baby.

Preparation

Look, sometimes, Nell is prepared to be a good girl because of what she is or what she's become..

"Take It Away"

Wow, Nell, you know who and what you are.  You took Ellen DeGeneres away from me.

Silly Girl

I would say Ellen DeGeneres likes being sillier.

The Most Evil..

Let's just throw "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" in the trash - not that it's bad in any way - just seeing what you must feel like because she don't give a shit @ people in their age groups.  She's like mixing the elixir of life from me to that bitchess.  She's prejudiced to people she doesn't like by way of who their parents are.  That is the most evil thing you can do, in some things.

Bitchess

So, why does Ellen DeGeneres have a special Military album for today?  It must be that 1 Nell Burton, again.  Look, I didn't see you say anything interesting @ her, not speaking in a mean tone.  I know people are interested in HeLeNa Bawn hem Caw ta(r) because I called her daughter the n word with people spying on me with cameras.  I already said I was just having fun.  How stupid is this?  Watch out, she might get to pretend my parents died, ooh hoo, then how bad will things get.  I didn't mean anything of the sort.  I just posted this because it's irritating me.  She claims to do stuff for me, for people..and if she does they like it.  I know lots of young fans are eager for her attention, but I guess they get missed.  This is so, like, tacky.  I see all sorts of meanings in this.  I don't want my life to be shit because of that bitchess.

Well!

People always said I was too nice, but I thought I wasn't nice enough!  Oh!  Oh!  Oh!

What You Have in the End

That's what chance is, occurrences.  I have a friend who seems mad and wants Ellen DeGeneres, but she's not talking to me.  The problem with them is they want over me.  I'd like to comment that the 1st doesn't seem thankful to her parents other than for being good people.  The other 1 acts like being cute, pretty, affectionate is gay, just sorta a strong joker who doesn't smile unless something is like testy.  They both latch on to Ellen, but I do more than other people and they've accepted it, care @ me like a daughter or sister.

So.

What if we did this to her mom?

Um.

Don't you like me and wouldn't my dad, in such a situation as this?

Um.

Why would my dad ruin it for me?

Okay.

In some way, this is weird.  Why can't I watch Ellen?  Well, I guess I will.  My parents and relatives have been trying to stimulate us, lately.  I just feel I'd be told I was silly and need to keep up.  I did skip her holiday shows just so things wouldn't be too systematized.  I am a bit sad though it seems my Ellen days have come to an end with the summer, though I don't mean I won't watch her when the new season comes up.

What Really Matters Now

I will not take your invitations as fake.  I'm not here to be tested not to do something that really matters and doesn't.

I'm not your slave.

I'm not gonna "do the trick."

My dad, people think, has a sensual affection with Late Boomers and with me like say I had a show where everyone had off I wouldn't be there to receive anything.  I just don't wanna be worrying every holiday like batshitcrazy.  I still like to engage, like everyone else who can find out about the show and record it.  At least, I didn't know what I was doing yesterday.  I was very annoyed my dad saw some little stupid thing and thought about e-mail just for something of this nature.

So?

So, you like to come up to me to tell me you don't like me.

unBelievable

You wouldn't believe how much laundry I have.

Laundry

I wonder if now's a good time.  I guess I could iron in my room, maybe after supper @ 2-3 PM.

I know you can like just watch the show sometimes, so I dunno.  I guess I should watch it.  It's not like it's a party with people there.

I dunnos

Should I watch her show today?  I'm thinking yas.  Everyone'll be watchin', and it's not like Christmas or somethin'.  Any help?

What I'm Doing Today

I feel like just having my health meal and taking a walk, probably get something to eat.

I need to settle some business and get my Disney ticket to film stuff as I go, 3 day pass, 2 times Magic Kingdom 1ce at Epcot for Ellen, Planet Earth .. Wait, why planet earth!

YAY

ellen i ♥ n so duz every1else

Jea lou ou sy

My mom being young and finding out she seems Caucasian makes people jealous.

Una Problema

People fight that they have what someone they wanna hurt has.

So Happy

Wow, I am so happy for Ginny and you should be, too.

Practice

I'm having trouble with what vibrato I think.  I did it, forget what was wrong.  I just did it a little this time, feels like I'm gonna get kicked out again.  It's Monday.. Skipped a lesson for an appointment with 2 people @ my mental health where they just were mean and stupid sorry if you don't like that word, didn't say shit, just trying to impress.

Heey

Stop hurting me, I am not even from where it snows.

Being in a Flurry

Why does Ellen DeGeneres give a fuck over bad people?  Why is she saying I'm not doing that New Orleans shit for other people when they didn't even do anything?  Maybe she doesn't, but I think she "has to."  I was thinking she didn't like what her strict mom made her do..

So

Who's over and above Ellen DeGeneres and who in this world is not?

Laughing

People keep making fun of me for making my life an experiment.

UNfunny

This isn't funny.  I read with my left eye, and I couldn't see the letters close to me.  I could with my right eye.  It feels offended and I don't have the muscles to counteract it from the m********** I did when Tim Burton and Johnny Depp stopped with me, like I couldn't imagine anything @ what I was doing online and didn't see so much of them, just curled away with his illegitimate daughter who may become his legitimate, though unlikely at least soon..

The Race

I'm actually European.  :I

Una Problema

Can someone stop the stupid Ellen messages, like I'm an evil Chinese?

My computer keeps flashing.

Una Problema

Are you getting mad at Ellen DeGeneres with using us for pleasure in a bad way?  Wow, so **** me for what I just said!  I was sure she gave my mom glasses for sometimes.  My eye feels offended.  No one should give a *beep*  Let's see how they see if they are mad at Ellen DeGeneres for not talking to them.  OMG, open your brain, not everyone in the world can be her friend.  All she has is Portia and her mom.

Also, today, the house is cold.  LEAVE ME ALONE.

Whah Should Ah (Why Should I)

That's not right.  I was a very good girl, and my parents want to say I'm my brother why should I give a fuck @ them?

Making Fun of Me

People are making fun of -me- for liking Ellen DeGeneres.

If?

When Ellen is mean to me, why is that okay?

Una Problema

My parents still think their attractiveness is for someone else.

Age Predicaments

Why does it seem like I'm getting messages also that Ellen DeGeneres is like toying with me, like that I am not supposed to act like I have a Late Boom dad?  You're supposed to act like you have what you need.  I just say I'm a kid like another kid with a too young dad.

There Aren't

I guess Ellen DeGeneres can admit my life is not ideal but I guess not that she wants someone to exist that hurts.  That's mean to say to her, but she's constantly thinking @ problems where aren't

Una Problema

Stop telling me I can't be attractive like all those other bitches in the world, I'm no dirty ho.

The screen flashed at me, like before I got glasses.

Ella Problema

Did you realize this shit is just because of Tim Burton?  Forget that crap.

No time to explain.  Yes, I like him..

Una Problema

I see people in high playses getting that ***yal feeling thinking I thought I was good but saying I was some shit but I was not some shit the other kids were.  I barely made it.  I just am somebody from winding down from physical activity at some utmost importance compared to lots of other people.

Untouchable

I guess Ellen is addicted to being touched.  She thinks everyone wants their moms to m***** them or whatever..  There is another rule that your parents can't touch you ***ually, that they only could touch you if you like it, same as everyone else.

Favorite Singing Music

She asked what I liked and I said I liked art songs, like ones that are slipped in with musical instruments.  I did play instrumental music on piano etc.  The thing was I was able to do it well.  I approached it the right way.  I used to like opera.  As to not singing opera, I mean I had a lot of problems, too much.  I'm not settling down as a singer, but I do want to perform musical theater.  You're actually supposed to do both.  I guess she might have me do something that's not just easy musical theater, later.  They look @ your voice.  I just am not into like pop musical theater but I mean the rhythmic ones are okay.  You know, like not worse than Britney Spears.  I didn't actually see Madonna in Evita because I guess I wasn't interested in that musical and was busy.  I also told her I wanted to do ballet in the opera since I was a ballet minor, but I wasn't asked to.  I think she said she picks.  I was good at it, just had a hard time remembering on command like over ½ minute exercises.  I know the gymnastics made it more about quality than quantity.  I couldn't focus.  I know I could have a nicer figure and be able to execute it more easily, but my legs are still pumped up in a weird way.

So, I'm listening to me singing, and it sounds okay.  I'm not giving up something for singing, it's just a part of my life.

Also, I don't want to be stimulated by my dad- something seemed okay as I typed this, but I feel my mom caused an effect.  I will not take this bullshit.  I don't like my parents to touch me, so much.  I dunno, my parents aren't exactly like me more than others, just some things but probably with my dad with his problems isn't ***.  What, you think I didn't tell him how to take care of himself nor my brother?

Weasel @ Bush

So, I was reflecting on what I sing with this teacher, and apparently I know more musical theater, it's easier..  I didn't know and was like a tomboy because I had a little brother.  I actually prefer like Christmas songs, .. hm, is someone else making a scene of how I didn't take voice?  They gave me musical theater and Andrew Lloyd Webber.  Yes, I did know about singing at a young age but not like singing @ 2..  I was learning to talk..  Maybe, she doesn't want to teach me but cares @ me.  She might be busy.  Yes, but I was thinking it might actually be a punishment, but I got pretty vicious about her sending me to a counselor who just slipped me out.  Why do teachers do that shit when I'm the nicest in the class?  You can talk to me if you think I did something vicious but don't think so.  Yes, what it is is yes you can say no to someone in a vicious way, but you can't do it to a normal person.  I'm a normal person.  She's out there.  It's hard to put my finger on it but that she did specific things she wasn't supposed to and her attitude is flippant.

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Myth

Kids get tired.

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3 Pills, 1 Each of 2

Mucinex Sore Throat

DayQuil Sinus

DayQuil

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Fact.

In fact, I did try to imagine a kind of stimulation this morning.  I was sleeping on my couch and went over to my bed, eventually.

M*********** doesn't last as long, and I've never had ***.  How often you do these things will determine what a drink would be like, I'm guessing.

"Do You Really .. Wanna Know"

Yes, why isn't anyone else at present posting much @ Ellen DeGeneres.  Let her spot you out: on her fanmade site, making an account at her site, and Tweeting out sometime when she's up, like ASAP.

I am not precious like a left behind 1950 Early Boom baby, neither.  There seem to be 2 things in this world.

When You Are Stimulated

Are you ever?  Does it feel "good?"  I know the answer is no.  You just feel like some pop queen.  No one wants you to not live your dreams.  You can be an ancient princess!  Like and not have to worry @ growing up too much.

And It's Not My Ethnicity

So, if Ellen DeGeneres feels really stimulated in some sorta very stimulating, sorta pressing, somewhat "silly" way ... I began to ask myself a few questions.  I was thinking, hey, I'm younger, this don't go, but what I really thought was wait that's something you're jealous of.

I think my brother knew and thought that things were already in place.  Looks like my answer's always gonna be "no."  I am not gay, though, I'm bisensual, and it's not because I'm Chinese.

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