Erm, I blame Johnny Depp for the 1st time I went to the mental hospital .. there's something else that's true I forgot, unfortunately.
They said something @ not going to her class to my mom, but they may forget @ it as time goes by. I just don't want to have contact with the disciplinarian.. I think the counselor doesn't like him. All I told them was I was doing the classwork. She didn't say not to go to the bathroom. I don't remember going so much after or not. I mean it was 3 classes in a row on Thursdays. She has a job like everyone else, I mean. I was stuck at a mental hospital not even allowed to lay in my room. There must have been something I could do confined in such horror. The other patients there were always a danger. LOL. Not funny but how I said it. What else.. forget.. Ah, yes, so they just made it seem like there was some thing they didn't like about me in a theater setting going to the bathroom and something else, like I giggled inappropriately. I was trying to provide, but it was brushed aside. Why give a fuck! So, I'm not as white as Ginny or something? I think she laughed a lot, and the other kids were just mean, seen 'em look at me, the darker 1s. I wasn't thinking @ my skin. So, what? I don't wanna take that.. They acted like they left something out. Also, they read a lot of things the 1st time, the disciplinarian. It was calling her late, just 1 time too late said what you didn't unplug your phone? Then it was @ e-mailing the kids, possibly even knowing @ the group that no one joined, I did for fun. It was fun, I made a multiple choice thing. So, this makes no sense to me. They didn't say anything about hitting my papers and kicking the kids bothering me's chairs by me. They didn't seem like it, but the whole class did a lot, no big problem but made me unable to be good, so overwhelming. I need my freedom. That's it! I'm contacting a lawyer someday. I want to turn in the disciplinarian for being stuck up.
What's the problem with what I said @ Ginny w|my mom? I didn't mean anything. Oh wow, you piece of shit, who didn't know that, LOL! You don't even know who that's to! Neither do I but it's not Ginny.. I can say what I want and not to anyone, and no it's not to her, unless I don't know it. You think that you told me not to do that. I do it when I'm mad, and I make up a collective person model. Just let me know if that doesn't do it for you. I know you were nicer to people who curse than me. What's this basing everything I say on cursing?
What else pops up. Erm, yes, why would you think it's me that's not white? I can like whatever I want. I'm used to "accepting" who I am secretly somehow. You can't "accept" you I am.. I already know my mistakes, and it was not getting enough sleep which means lower grades for awhile, well here's my lower grades! Take that! Oh, wow, I didn't come here to learn to read lots and lots of papers for nothing. This class is an outlet like Weight Training 1 was. It was 2 credit hours. This is the place for adults, too! They are so cutting at us older kids or younger adults. No one thinks I'm worth anything, well don't go into that because my accomplishing is worth more than some mucusy 7-year-old, don't mean any person in particular.
What else? If you work with kids, you can't get tired of giving and then get mad at them for it and wish you were the youngest and never talk @ it. You think there are things you don't have to do because you're already white.
Look, stop PUTTING MY DAD IN THE PICTURE - He's not in a nice moood to me, and also don't get by me with you think I'm not good like either of my parents and not a good individual and you hate me with all your heart, anyone who promises anything just to live to bite my fl*** when the truth is out in the open. Why don't you just be finished with it? Also, it will mean something in my life if people I know move away just because of me. Why does the teacher have a distaste for me? Why doesn't she act normal? It's the god daing Tim Burton lol. I mean, she's missing out on a lot if that's the look on life. I know everybody wants a cool teacher, figured she's just really presentable, born @ 1960. Hm, I don't feel she can just accept things the way they used to be. I was wondering about if my parents took lessons from her why I would be trashy.. Also, I was in her neighborhood waiting, and it's like they all knew I was coming and are mean now because of her finding out what I said @ my mom. Ex-cuse me. I'll never help you when you're ever down in any way. I know you are getting back at the world in stupid ways because of Tim Burton. If you want attention, you'd better go find something.. Stop ruining the fact that kids are always to be encouraged by what you know. I'll just say it, my mom is mean but healthier but not socially- Hello, did you forget I'm here? What's all this Tim Burton nonsense. Just leave him alone. Where's the world!