Saturday, June 15, 2013
YOU
It's your fault this happened, thinking it was normal, always being mean, ALWAYS BEING MEAN TO ME - You all just want me to not have a relationship with Ellen, to post @ her and not have her find me getting mad and crazy.
Una Problema
My dad was gonna take me somewhere later, apparently have lots of time. He drove home funny last night and always denies anything I say that hurts me. Who GIVES A FUCK NIGGER GET AWAY YOU IDIOT
LEAVE ME ALONE NIGGER
LEAVE ME ALONE NIGGER
Una Problema
Now, my forehead itches, you GODDAMN NIGGER.
MY NOSE STOP NIGGER YOU NIGGER YOU CAN'T STIMULATE ME DUM DUM
MY NOSE STOP NIGGER YOU NIGGER YOU CAN'T STIMULATE ME DUM DUM
Everyone..
Ellen is just an animal. (You know why. She likes people for the age of their parents + their age.)
GO AWAY
SHUT UP ELLEN WHY YOU TALK TO ME
So, you're just really mean? You know what people think @ that..
Oh, wow, corner Christina. Tell her she's gay..bc her mom is Chinese.
So, you're just really mean? You know what people think @ that..
Oh, wow, corner Christina. Tell her she's gay..bc her mom is Chinese.
Una Problema
ELLEN I SAID STOP I DON'T GIVE A FUCK @ WHO MY DAD IS & MAYBE WHO YOU AREN'T
SHE REALLY DID THIS DO SOMETHING I WON'T TAKE YOUR GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING JOKES.. if you did that
SHE REALLY DID THIS DO SOMETHING I WON'T TAKE YOUR GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING JOKES.. if you did that
Also
I told my dad to stop giving me shit. Moreover, my vanity actually already came in. I don't give a FUCK @ my cousin. Why don't you help me? Huh? Huh? She doesn't deserve SHIT. I already told you she's a BRAT. The biggest BRAT in the world. AND THAT'S NOT COOL, NIGGERS.
STOP
If you don't like me cuz a my cousin and think she's worth shit what do you think I'd say if I could? Did you just say I'm like losing relationships? I'm used to that. Oh, wanna get me back for noticing? I AM THE WHITE|CAUCASION 1. I don't give a fuck who you are with the people.. really I know you're a Goddamned nigger. Everyone thinks so, but I have a real problem. It's not a real problem. I just mean people in general I meet. My dad also had me say something uncomfortable. I don't give a fuck. "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" is hibernating, and I don't have a problem other than the N word thing. He also got mad I said Late Boom guys are werewolves because of the N word thing. He's a *beep* Stop playing with words, you Goddamned niggers. You want this for your life? Plaster it on!
What
You're shit. You want me to worship you and play games with my identity? Hmph, another signal. PLEASE SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE. I DON'T GIVE A GODDMAN FUCK @ YOUR MISTAKES.
Worried
You guys might want to send me to the mental clin'c and then move out, but my dad never did that on his own.
Una Problema
Still bothering me. I don't give a fuck. STOP BEING MEAN. I DON'T NEED ANOTHER BITCH IN MY LIFE.
What can I say @ him, now? He said stop bugging him. :| I don't want him to bug me. He can't do that! He's just being weird. I told him he just gives a fuck @ my cousin, who's been mean her whole life. No, you were not nice to me, she is racist, and she didn't do that to be nice to me and make me look good. You did that yourself, she's been a brat since I started playing with her.
What can I say @ him, now? He said stop bugging him. :| I don't want him to bug me. He can't do that! He's just being weird. I told him he just gives a fuck @ my cousin, who's been mean her whole life. No, you were not nice to me, she is racist, and she didn't do that to be nice to me and make me look good. You did that yourself, she's been a brat since I started playing with her.
Una Problema
Oh, guess what, now my dad did something weird. I already told you I don't give a goddamn fuck @ my cousin and you shitting yourself in my business. Sticking your nose up my life. Isn't he a laughing *beep* I don't give a FUCK @ anyone, niggers. I will not take any discipline from him. I didn't do anything. I will not be tested, do not want no goddamn niggers ruining my social life. ARGH do something. Just forget about my cousin.. I can say whatever I want. She's racist to me, and so are you. My dad is being shitty, acting like I'm delirious. Well, he doesn't talk to me. I have to start any conversations with anyone. Why don't we just like do something @ it? I'm not a mean person, and I will not take these suggestive messages. I even left him a note this morning. And get outta my life judging me. Don't even give a fuck @ my family, they keep being mean to me. What the Hell do you think you are? I don't give a fuck what I said.
Watcha Mad -About- ?
Look, leave me alone, or else I will have to do something about it. I don't trust you. You think it's right. No, I was just trying to say something in private to someone, and then I got treated badly so posted it online. Actually, I might get mad since it seems no one listens to me because of my race. How can you judge anyway, in all this, who has a right to what? I already said sorry slipped my mind. I will not take punishment for ya'll being the 1s to make me mad. You know, you can't really do something wrong because of it. I was mad at that to begin with even before. That person is no better now than was and I'm no worse. I go there all the time quietly being nice and no one cares about me and treats me like the opposite, the opposite of how I'd like. You think every mistake is a wart? You are gonna find that people will keep doing it to you, if you pick on people who feel hated who mess up and then are sorry. I just don't think you should hurt me because it made me very mad. Don't take it in stride as my life. Guess you "wanted to even hurt the other," but you found that wasn't a strange thing to others. Besides, what I said really didn't mean what you said it did. You can't hurt me! Because then I might get upset back and hopefully do no worse than come on here and rant. You could snap a nerve in me, so to speak, and I will be knocked out forever, in that. Why don't you, why can't you say in English what you wanna say insteada like grunts and snorts? What is that, an animal? Oh, I'm sorry, but I think I warned you about how to communicate with me. Guess I get grunts and snorts interpretations. Must approach the question of if the message is animalistic, however. It sure looks like the reaction is. Stop making me feel guilty and gross. I am trying to clean my room and just did more laundry leftover from the mental health clin'c. Ugh, anyway, I am so sorry for those 2 things I did this week. The 1st time I was just talking with my aunt and thought I could tell her anything, but no.. And, now, I get like annoying things from others and don't know what it was. Why should I go through bullshit with you? I just forget it. Really, what's your problem? I know this doesn't happen to other people. And, @ it being a problem, watcha think I gonna do? I was just saying and now feel the opposite for my sake. I just thought it was okay to my aunt. I am so mad at the joke I made, but I think I was feeling that bad. I was so crazy @ wasting my time blogging on shit, I just said it, as other people say worse things. It's what I'm used to in the world. If I could go back I'd tell my parents I Was at a stupid school and move, as the people in those were sick. However, I liked another 1 later, hope I would have still gone there possibly since I also made good friends. Wouldn't have had as many problems, otherwise, though.
Still?
Also, I do not appreciate the message of my cousin coming into my life like a friend who won't answer back being shown off to you in front of the world, also making me feel well that friend didn't seem to wanna just be thrown in famous. I really am mad if I am losing friends to shit, though.. dunno what to say. Maybe, I should not care? I don't wanna be reprimanded for literally doing something everyone else does, all the time. You constantly hurt me, what can I say? I'll try not to say anything since it'll all be bad.
So what about what I said? People have said anything or transmitted anything about me just as literally, I'm quite certain, or in my presence have torn apart my life, like I don't matter, especially not in this world.. Why not just get the big picture, 1st, how can you be right if you get mad at someone trying to do something that's not that weird?
So what about what I said? People have said anything or transmitted anything about me just as literally, I'm quite certain, or in my presence have torn apart my life, like I don't matter, especially not in this world.. Why not just get the big picture, 1st, how can you be right if you get mad at someone trying to do something that's not that weird?
Woke Up
Forgot to record whatever the morbid dream was, reminds me of like a ghost chamber in the style of Camelot. It was so freaky and probably a little irritating. Maybe my friend from Twitter was there. Maybe, just a feel for her. She's married, though, which is nice, but you know I'm not there, unmarried. She's even a little younger, but I'm glad she's married. I hope things go good.
I just felt my cheeks stretching. You know what probably bothered me was to see how my face was still not fully built, has stretch marks like a horror show, like tight ligament in it or something.
I am so sorry for how mad and ridiculous I was. I just can't stand typing insults and didn't even know where the insults were really coming from, maybe I did but still wasn't thinking right. I don't know what to do. You know, I also have a pimple like a bug bite on a cheek. I feel bad for not practicing my singing, the medicine made me tired, was gonna make up practicing more, should today right away. Anyway, I feel so bad. What got into me? Maybe, it's like I'm nothing, nothing to an adult at least. I even felt that existed for my circle of activity threats, so that's all I have to say, didn't outright say something but for some reason am in the lingo from me as a kid constantly hearing it, hope you understand that, at least. I dunno, I shouldn't just joke around in anger. I don' know hat to say anymore. I just can't get that irritated, but I'm serious my dad was really trying and I can't take people getting at me for things I don't mean in the way they think. It was about my cousin, and I thought that I guess people were leaving me, when she'd always like been a brat, not sure she'd like that, but she's inappropriate and a bit numb or callous to kind feeling and a bit forward with what she has socially..and what we don't
I just felt my cheeks stretching. You know what probably bothered me was to see how my face was still not fully built, has stretch marks like a horror show, like tight ligament in it or something.
I am so sorry for how mad and ridiculous I was. I just can't stand typing insults and didn't even know where the insults were really coming from, maybe I did but still wasn't thinking right. I don't know what to do. You know, I also have a pimple like a bug bite on a cheek. I feel bad for not practicing my singing, the medicine made me tired, was gonna make up practicing more, should today right away. Anyway, I feel so bad. What got into me? Maybe, it's like I'm nothing, nothing to an adult at least. I even felt that existed for my circle of activity threats, so that's all I have to say, didn't outright say something but for some reason am in the lingo from me as a kid constantly hearing it, hope you understand that, at least. I dunno, I shouldn't just joke around in anger. I don' know hat to say anymore. I just can't get that irritated, but I'm serious my dad was really trying and I can't take people getting at me for things I don't mean in the way they think. It was about my cousin, and I thought that I guess people were leaving me, when she'd always like been a brat, not sure she'd like that, but she's inappropriate and a bit numb or callous to kind feeling and a bit forward with what she has socially..and what we don't
Got So Mad
I was so upset last night. I didn't say anything just simply bad but twisted words around. I'm so sorry. Hope it doesn't happen again. I did just buy the true ghost stories book.
Dream
Like, there were the dark streets, and I think Ellen was coming to take care of me since the danger was reportedly great. I had the feeling someone was gonna carry me and knew the streets. Lots of eager people. They'd done Phantom of the Opera to some extent. It was about that and criminals around threatening to k*** more people. It was about how much stress there was, and I found an alleyway like before my shelves and had to lock a door there. I did and came inside. I felt good all the adults around taking care of me. However, it was about how people had died. Just the fact. I was looking for a good company, but I don't think there was 1.
So
Before I forget another word. The cute guy from New Orleans who now is gay and seems like to have lots of like weird sorta sad physically features and before was like pristine at 16.
Then, there's the choir director organist .. also from New Orleans! Lives also out of the city.
What I said was they made me ugly. The boy made me have like an oval head and the rest of me kinda looked worse.. then the organist wanted back my cute look, like the short short hair and bangs to the side.
I mean, they were affectionate to me, but this happened each time. I really don't think it's basically right and makes sense, guessing it made'm feel good. Then, for a year it was able to last. I went back really in the end. Maybe, I can get like that again. I just like the light dye in my hair. *holds on and squints eyes*
Oh, and never anything against them as people. Not so much the boy. I just felt a bit upset at how like I saw people doing the same things to me. Even if I was doing something different, I mean it was just weird. I'm sure there was something wrong, but it may not be what I'm talking about. I just don't like it. I used to always say yea I care @ parental age adults but always kinda other than experiment Katrina time felt like unworthy for complaining so much @ it. I did that when I was like 7, 8, and for fun more later. I wasn't totally nasty, didn't know what to do. When I was younger, I think I got mad thoughts with my brother, guess I realized my parents didn't want him to outshine people. IR I I
So.. I wanted to teach whatever grade my brother was in until we moved outta FL, to the New Orleans area. He looked like with big bug eyed, guess you'd go so far as to say someone with beetled eyes but now I am like blood and milk black eyes in 1 pic .. I didn't say the round thing was the beetle's legs we thought of but didn't want to. Must be something made famous but not good. Shouldn't have happened and better avoided. Sounds like a Southern doing, though. Makes sense in a round, but where's the rebound? Here, yet? Oh.. well.
So, yes, both ways, but sometimes. Now, I feel I'm always the little moppet.
Then, there's the choir director organist .. also from New Orleans! Lives also out of the city.
What I said was they made me ugly. The boy made me have like an oval head and the rest of me kinda looked worse.. then the organist wanted back my cute look, like the short short hair and bangs to the side.
I mean, they were affectionate to me, but this happened each time. I really don't think it's basically right and makes sense, guessing it made'm feel good. Then, for a year it was able to last. I went back really in the end. Maybe, I can get like that again. I just like the light dye in my hair. *holds on and squints eyes*
Oh, and never anything against them as people. Not so much the boy. I just felt a bit upset at how like I saw people doing the same things to me. Even if I was doing something different, I mean it was just weird. I'm sure there was something wrong, but it may not be what I'm talking about. I just don't like it. I used to always say yea I care @ parental age adults but always kinda other than experiment Katrina time felt like unworthy for complaining so much @ it. I did that when I was like 7, 8, and for fun more later. I wasn't totally nasty, didn't know what to do. When I was younger, I think I got mad thoughts with my brother, guess I realized my parents didn't want him to outshine people. IR I I
So.. I wanted to teach whatever grade my brother was in until we moved outta FL, to the New Orleans area. He looked like with big bug eyed, guess you'd go so far as to say someone with beetled eyes but now I am like blood and milk black eyes in 1 pic .. I didn't say the round thing was the beetle's legs we thought of but didn't want to. Must be something made famous but not good. Shouldn't have happened and better avoided. Sounds like a Southern doing, though. Makes sense in a round, but where's the rebound? Here, yet? Oh.. well.
So, yes, both ways, but sometimes. Now, I feel I'm always the little moppet.
More
I feel jittery from some sugar. At the mall, there was pepperoni and sausage stromboli. I was gonna get a giant, what like multi-chocolate extra huge cup of Blizzard but got a medium mint chip.. Oreo next time? There was an older couple in front of me. Whew!
What else? I was pretty nasty but only in a sinister way hopefully, and I guess my dad was there to catch the blood. You know, no weird ideas like most people get, like to me.
So to not do it again I did get going on not being told things that made sense. I'm very sorry for this, but I wish you didn't do it. I use my blog to figure myself out. I have to clean my room. It's just like what we could lose. I hope you have a refreshing summer. You didn't do anything
What else? I was pretty nasty but only in a sinister way hopefully, and I guess my dad was there to catch the blood. You know, no weird ideas like most people get, like to me.
So to not do it again I did get going on not being told things that made sense. I'm very sorry for this, but I wish you didn't do it. I use my blog to figure myself out. I have to clean my room. It's just like what we could lose. I hope you have a refreshing summer. You didn't do anything
- BREAK -
So sorry, Ellen, you see, on the inside I was always crazy. I thought of something weird but not utterly vicious and grotesque but am rather vicious, not unfortunately but unfortunately in that way.
I was breaking out again. I thought you thought this was funny, me getting insults. Now, we don't even feel safe and it makes me sad. I wonder if my parents will miss me growing up and getting in the Disney parade. I still wanna see my teacher and go watch your show each day, if I have an interest at least later have the energy or whatever to look it up, not sure what's wrong with me, but I might not be quite busy full time even like before.
I was breaking out again. I thought you thought this was funny, me getting insults. Now, we don't even feel safe and it makes me sad. I wonder if my parents will miss me growing up and getting in the Disney parade. I still wanna see my teacher and go watch your show each day, if I have an interest at least later have the energy or whatever to look it up, not sure what's wrong with me, but I might not be quite busy full time even like before.
Chilling
I did laundry for my mom and my new blazer (size L with cuffs stitched up) and now am setting out to clean my room. Just sang for maybe ½ hour or a bit less, while doing laundry and I guess just doing laundry. The laundry was mine and towels drying and my mom wants to do hers - midnight! My blazer's in there but it's okay and she must be getting outta the shower. So, I'll be better and then ready to play. If no one wants to, I have other things to do, like read those books I got, the 1 on a Gueneviere and true ghost stories, like strage deaths, perhaps. :S
Really, for your sake, me with an organized room of stuff makes all the difference.
I joked around with my dad a lot, like my older aunt, his younger sister. I had a subtley showing sense of humor.
Really, for your sake, me with an organized room of stuff makes all the difference.
I joked around with my dad a lot, like my older aunt, his younger sister. I had a subtley showing sense of humor.
Friday, June 14, 2013
Go'way
She shouldn't worry @ someone as racist as my cousin, my aunt's side.
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OK hunny
OK, but I hope she does workshops for high schoolers this summer and stays away from stupid Twitter. She should put videos of this on her website. Guess people hope I calm down, but my mom is not born in 1953.
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Problrma
My dad emphasizes walk like he always does it on purpose for dusty ole Ellen showing off thibking peoploe don't know who yhey are.
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Una Problema
I SAID SHUT UP AND STOP HAVING MY DAD HURT ME YOU CANNOT DO THAT I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT @ YOU
SOMEONE SAID MY FUTURE DAUGHTER ISN'T EVEN IS IN NOODLE SOUP I JUST CONFRONTED MY DAD @ THAT
SOMEONE SAID MY FUTURE DAUGHTER ISN'T EVEN IS IN NOODLE SOUP I JUST CONFRONTED MY DAD @ THAT
Una Problema
SHUT UP ELLEN
You had my dad threaten my future kids. You're just a stupid meanie, what else can I say now?
You had my dad threaten my future kids. You're just a stupid meanie, what else can I say now?
Una Problema
Ellen the Jew needs her guardian minions to make ticks in my house because my dad doesn't care if I complain @ her rotten!
Mad
My dad keeps punishing me from Ellen DeGeneres. He thinks I did something wrong and thinks that makes him uncomfortable.
She is telling me I should be with an older maternal figure like my aunt who just told me off. Go to Hell, stupid.
My dad hurt me because of you. You're a disgusting fucker.
I didn't do anything wrong, you stupid bitch. WTF you think you are? You talking about how notorious you became?
You're a bad person, you think my little cousin doesn't have to be with my aunt, well she's been a flaming bitch her whole life and thinks she's whiter than me. She even fights her mom and doesn't really fight me.
Why don't you go off and pleasure yourself, stupid. I ain't done nothing, stupid. Don't lie and say I'm attacking you for nothing cuz I'm not. I'm getting stupid messages from you through other people. You're not great, at all, just a cheap, rotten liar.
She is telling me I should be with an older maternal figure like my aunt who just told me off. Go to Hell, stupid.
My dad hurt me because of you. You're a disgusting fucker.
I didn't do anything wrong, you stupid bitch. WTF you think you are? You talking about how notorious you became?
You're a bad person, you think my little cousin doesn't have to be with my aunt, well she's been a flaming bitch her whole life and thinks she's whiter than me. She even fights her mom and doesn't really fight me.
Why don't you go off and pleasure yourself, stupid. I ain't done nothing, stupid. Don't lie and say I'm attacking you for nothing cuz I'm not. I'm getting stupid messages from you through other people. You're not great, at all, just a cheap, rotten liar.
Plan for the Night
Going home, floor workouts, maybe jog with weights .. laundry, singing .. bed? Computer, too, though.
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Stop!
STOP making fun of my age.
Oh wow, maybe just leave forever and also get wasted. Why you?? I mean, I can say whatever I want @ you, you offensive people.
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Oh wow, maybe just leave forever and also get wasted. Why you?? I mean, I can say whatever I want @ you, you offensive people.
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What's Going On
I dunno, have a feeling that people are taunting me, the people I follow on Twitter. This is not a life. They were mean before, as well. Is this @ Ellen DeGeneres? Ya'll okay? Um. I keep getting annoyed and I feel sorta mocked. Just sayin', my blog. You know, always feel like wasting time when I think of things as this. Like I have no purpose and everyone can make fun of me who knows or strongly identifies with me. Guess everyone feels that sometimes.
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Shopped
Got a teal blazer on sale for $20. At least I have 1, not sure if I want to take the trip back to the mall for a new undershirt..
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Friday
TGIF
I'm glad to see Ellen should be going on vacation, also make a blog and forum.
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I'm glad to see Ellen should be going on vacation, also make a blog and forum.
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Books in Nook
I read walking in the morning, Queen of Camelot, an easy but long read. Read more here, got True Ghost Stories, want the free 1, too.
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Aw
Guess something you don't wanna find on the net me spraying shit outta my mouth and buttox.
Sorry, your majesty.
Sorry, your majesty.
Problemas
Stop acting like I'm bad and building fortresses of it. I didn't do anything to you nor anyone. Just say to leave me be!
WTF ur problem
I didn't do anything to you, you should have spoken to me! YOU! Yes, you! I was in pain. WTF is your GODDAMN problem?
Meanies
Don't get mad at me for e-mailing a lot, wasn't bad, you didn't all say to stop. I was locked up with nothing to do and no one cared. Couldn't leave the house much. Forgot @ blogs, for some reason. /you sure all are a stuck up lot making fun of my anger, wtf you think you are? You can't just be suggestive and act like you can make me not have a life. No one even cares @ me. You're the 1 witha big mouth.
Judgemental
Ellen, you don't spray shit at other people like me. You think I'm actually bad and everyone just said I was good so much my whole life? Thanks a lot, fuckin' Tim Burton, you tell people they have to let out anger and racism on me. What, Johnny Depp does that? Yal.
Always Being Wrong
My mom can't always say I have to be like my dad in a bad way and that she can say whatever the bloody hell she wants behind his back.
People from New Orleans who were attractive had me be like that, in a way, you know an uglier, less attractive version of myself, as though they were bad.
Why do you think I would want people I look up to to be ugly? I guess it just happens. Do you think I did something for myself I didn't need or that would make someone else ugly? This morning my mom was acting like maybe in some way I'm really mean to my brother, like something is wrong with him, he is not as strong and compact as my mom but seems rather compact. I keep wondering why he doesn't want a hard life and be like me, should be easier and something to think about if he's just jealous all the time.
Also, I should be very admiring of Ellen DeGeneres to go to Australia. However, I know people think she was being sorta siding with Portia. She goes along with the crowd, I swear.
People from New Orleans who were attractive had me be like that, in a way, you know an uglier, less attractive version of myself, as though they were bad.
Why do you think I would want people I look up to to be ugly? I guess it just happens. Do you think I did something for myself I didn't need or that would make someone else ugly? This morning my mom was acting like maybe in some way I'm really mean to my brother, like something is wrong with him, he is not as strong and compact as my mom but seems rather compact. I keep wondering why he doesn't want a hard life and be like me, should be easier and something to think about if he's just jealous all the time.
Also, I should be very admiring of Ellen DeGeneres to go to Australia. However, I know people think she was being sorta siding with Portia. She goes along with the crowd, I swear.
Did you consider, Ms New Orleanian
or Mandev I mean Metarienian that I'm not at all against being Caucasian|Middle Eastern? That means you should stop being so mean because of the N word thing. Both of those things are the same thing.
If..
I were younger now what'd I do? Hmm..
High School + College :(*
Year 1
1 Freshman Orientation | Civics
2 Talented Theater
3 PE 1
4 English 2
5 Geometry
6 World Geography
7 Biology
Year 2
1 Spanish 1
2 PE 2 | Health
3 English 3
4 Algebra
5 World History
6 Biology 2
7 Talented Theater
Year 3
1 Spanish 2
2 Free Enterprise |
3 English 4
4 American History
5 Talented Theater
6
7
Year 4
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
Activities - Singing Lessons
College - Music Education isn't specifically needed for graduate studies in Music Education but probably preferred in some places. You know, a bachelor's in something like Music. Communications is the way to go, and a minor is required, I believe. It depends on the college. If I went to Loyola, at the time music was most exciting and a voice major would make me happy. Music Education wasn't quite as on the ball to pick, so dunno, then. No Middle Eastern studies then. It just seems so long, Communications. I was thinking like whatever is good, History, Middle East, .. Latin American Studies. It has a required minor built in. I'd take voice lessons in the city or something, unless I'd had enough lessons, which probably would be the case in that place.
High School + College :(*
Year 1
1 Freshman Orientation | Civics
2 Talented Theater
3 PE 1
4 English 2
5 Geometry
6 World Geography
7 Biology
Year 2
1 Spanish 1
2 PE 2 | Health
3 English 3
4 Algebra
5 World History
6 Biology 2
7 Talented Theater
Year 3
1 Spanish 2
2 Free Enterprise |
3 English 4
4 American History
5 Talented Theater
6
7
Year 4
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
Activities - Singing Lessons
College - Music Education isn't specifically needed for graduate studies in Music Education but probably preferred in some places. You know, a bachelor's in something like Music. Communications is the way to go, and a minor is required, I believe. It depends on the college. If I went to Loyola, at the time music was most exciting and a voice major would make me happy. Music Education wasn't quite as on the ball to pick, so dunno, then. No Middle Eastern studies then. It just seems so long, Communications. I was thinking like whatever is good, History, Middle East, .. Latin American Studies. It has a required minor built in. I'd take voice lessons in the city or something, unless I'd had enough lessons, which probably would be the case in that place.
Keep up With Me
I have to NOT SLIDE my singing.
I have to form my mouth and get the lyrics..remember to articulate.
What else? Have to make myself plain and still if I'm concentrating.
I have to form my mouth and get the lyrics..remember to articulate.
What else? Have to make myself plain and still if I'm concentrating.
Critique
Ellen, there's not to be anything against SW NY state from NYC and ruling out FL behind our backs.
Also, I think I have something of "a thing," meself or is that just some thing floating above my head in part?
Also, I think I have something of "a thing," meself or is that just some thing floating above my head in part?
Una Problema
I'm being haunted with negative messages from Ellen DeGeneres. Um... That's because of the N word and thing and I don't give a crap and I'm right about how Tim Burton, who I'm a huge fan of, is wrong. Also, it wasn't supposed to matter if they wanted me to .. nothing should end the world. :|
Oh, what was it -actually- about? Um, just not to be a forgotten fan for someone else's bullshit. I don't tell anyone to read what I say. I do say what I think. I just hope to remain on her friend side, cuz a lifetime's not too long for peer friends you know to be friends and they left me though. However, she may not like someone my age or just me, and that's fine. I want her to branch out. I was interested in watching her, but she changed, so I dunno @ that. Maybe, she's made other goals. You just wanna hit that she shouldn't ever see me online and that if it's regularly or constant at times it's bad. I mean, I do post to and read her online and daily watch her show. I'm a cool person, so I have no clue what you seem to be speculating on. Maybe, that's your chance to say you're more impressive to someone else who knows me. Maybe more like them or something when that's not true at all and I know your parents are gonna tend to that. I mean, you can be impressive but don't have to literally bump me out of like my chance with them.
Oh, what was it -actually- about? Um, just not to be a forgotten fan for someone else's bullshit. I don't tell anyone to read what I say. I do say what I think. I just hope to remain on her friend side, cuz a lifetime's not too long for peer friends you know to be friends and they left me though. However, she may not like someone my age or just me, and that's fine. I want her to branch out. I was interested in watching her, but she changed, so I dunno @ that. Maybe, she's made other goals. You just wanna hit that she shouldn't ever see me online and that if it's regularly or constant at times it's bad. I mean, I do post to and read her online and daily watch her show. I'm a cool person, so I have no clue what you seem to be speculating on. Maybe, that's your chance to say you're more impressive to someone else who knows me. Maybe more like them or something when that's not true at all and I know your parents are gonna tend to that. I mean, you can be impressive but don't have to literally bump me out of like my chance with them.
E-Mails
UF Music Education Masters Level
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Hello, I am interested. I have an okay GPA, above 3.0.. however otherwise I was sick 1 semester and they were not able to approvedly give me Withdrawals. I have been told in these situations all you have to do is include a note for what happened to a sick semester that they could not officially prove. I see the deadline is Friday. I want to do the degree online so am wondering if the deadline also applies to online. I don't have a full Bachelor's degree, but I did do music in college with all As my 1st semester and find it easy to get admitted with a music audition. I went to 1 of the most prestigious colleges of music that there were, in New Orleans, the area I lived. My 2nd semester I was told to take a break and not to return, however, to the same things. So, I had to spend a lot of time pleaing to get back in, but in the end how much happened there was getting Withdrawals for sick semesters, partly because of the hurricane. I also took Foundations of Education for 3 credit hours in Washington, D.C., after my 1st year of college.. The teacher said I was doing very well for being so young, was very nice and educational. She also labeled me exotic, which at the time was the bowling over insult
So, let me know the deadline for the online program to apply. Just get a transcript from each college and 3 notes?.
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I'm a bright student and love Education and Classical Music.
I took a graduate course in Education at just age 19, in Washington, D.C.
I was told to take a break from school, from Music Education and Voice and not to come back for those things, however, because I was labeled as like too good a student being so shy and perhaps because I did too many things. I tried hard to get back in, and they kept saying I was shy, like. So, it ruined my chance. They didn't help me succeed.
My wish is not to spend over 4 years of my life in non-related courses to my major. The undergraduate major Music Education only has 1 course related to the major, which is General Music Education maybe even only for 2 of the credit hours. I want to do mainly what the graduate degree does, studies Music Education spot on and not any General Studies courses.
Could you please like help me get a like certification of undergraduate Music Education so I can enter the Masters level more quickly? Like, just take the related courses but not have a degree that includes General Studies and Music History? I thought Theory was pretty easy since I've studied a lot of piano, as well.
Please spot and answer all my questions, thank you.
I do have a lot of, er, hands on experience in music, already, and with different ages and levels, you might say.
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Hello, I am interested. I have an okay GPA, above 3.0.. however otherwise I was sick 1 semester and they were not able to approvedly give me Withdrawals. I have been told in these situations all you have to do is include a note for what happened to a sick semester that they could not officially prove. I see the deadline is Friday. I want to do the degree online so am wondering if the deadline also applies to online. I don't have a full Bachelor's degree, but I did do music in college with all As my 1st semester and find it easy to get admitted with a music audition. I went to 1 of the most prestigious colleges of music that there were, in New Orleans, the area I lived. My 2nd semester I was told to take a break and not to return, however, to the same things. So, I had to spend a lot of time pleaing to get back in, but in the end how much happened there was getting Withdrawals for sick semesters, partly because of the hurricane. I also took Foundations of Education for 3 credit hours in Washington, D.C., after my 1st year of college.. The teacher said I was doing very well for being so young, was very nice and educational. She also labeled me exotic, which at the time was the bowling over insult
So, let me know the deadline for the online program to apply. Just get a transcript from each college and 3 notes?.
--- --- ---
I'm a bright student and love Education and Classical Music.
I took a graduate course in Education at just age 19, in Washington, D.C.
I was told to take a break from school, from Music Education and Voice and not to come back for those things, however, because I was labeled as like too good a student being so shy and perhaps because I did too many things. I tried hard to get back in, and they kept saying I was shy, like. So, it ruined my chance. They didn't help me succeed.
My wish is not to spend over 4 years of my life in non-related courses to my major. The undergraduate major Music Education only has 1 course related to the major, which is General Music Education maybe even only for 2 of the credit hours. I want to do mainly what the graduate degree does, studies Music Education spot on and not any General Studies courses.
Could you please like help me get a like certification of undergraduate Music Education so I can enter the Masters level more quickly? Like, just take the related courses but not have a degree that includes General Studies and Music History? I thought Theory was pretty easy since I've studied a lot of piano, as well.
Please spot and answer all my questions, thank you.
I do have a lot of, er, hands on experience in music, already, and with different ages and levels, you might say.
I have something big to spread.
The complete Bachelor's degree in Music Education is nothing but 1 course of General Music eduation.
Take a wiff of this, though, have lived in a minor area of Florida before: link.
Take a wiff of this, though, have lived in a minor area of Florida before: link.
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Race: ½ NW Chinese, Irish, German, French, Dutch, NAindian? (?)
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yo'ker, Amish-PA Dutch
Hair: Brunette Dyed Blonde
Eyes: Greenish
Skin: White
Height: 5'3"
College Path: Music Education
Career Path: Public Entertainment
Skills: Piano, Organ, beginning Folk Harp
Race: ½ NW Chinese, Irish, German, French, Dutch, NAindian? (?)
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yo'ker, Amish-PA Dutch
Hair: Brunette Dyed Blonde
Eyes: Greenish
Skin: White
Height: 5'3"
College Path: Music Education
Career Path: Public Entertainment
Skills: Piano, Organ, beginning Folk Harp
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My Website
Name: Christina Ann Barrett
Birthday: May 20, 1986
Hometown: Fort Lauderdale, Florida
Where I Live: Orlando, Florida
Where I've Lived:
•Davie, Pompano Beach, Deerfield Beach, Miramar, Coral Springs of Southeastern Florida
•Jacksonville, Northeastern Florida - Boca Raton, West Palm Beach, Southeastern Florida - Saint Augustine, Northeastern Florida (Nation's Oldest Continuing City)
•Slidell, Louisiana (Across the Bridge From New Orleans)
•Winter Park, Altamonte Springs, Orlando of Central Florida
Places I Like to Visit: Key West
My Dad's Age Compared to Me: Born Late July 1950, 35 Years Older
My Mom: Chinese-Indonesian, Probably 6-700 Years & Ruled by the Dutch 500 Years, Not Sure What Kind of Chinese & Other People Don't Look Chinese There Necessarily Though
Race: I found I had Swiss|Jewish and Polish|Jewish blood from Germany. I also am part of an old ethnic culture that included Germany, France, Switzerland, Austria, and Lichtenstein. Records of our family history were burned down, and it would let us know if we are part Native American indian, intend to get a blood test if they have it. I think I have English-Irish blood. The only Irish last name I know is Donahue, which is 1 of the most compatible with non-Celtic Europeans although highly appraised by the Irish. I may have 2 German-English last names. The side I don't know may be French, German, and Irish. Another side doesn't reveal anything, neither. My farming side is Pennsylvanian, all over the state|its corners. The other side is from near NYC and in Cleveland, OH, at the bend of the Great Lakes.
# of White|Caucasian Surnames Collected
German - 5
Norman-Irish - 3
French - 1
English - 1
Irish - 1
Other: French + German
My Rules
•shit words do not equal poo
•I will not take you being mean to me about behavior because I always do what I'm supposed to but especially these days find myself more tired, though unoccupied with homework.
My Website
Name: Christina Ann Barrett
Birthday: May 20, 1986
Hometown: Fort Lauderdale, Florida
Where I Live: Orlando, Florida
Where I've Lived:
•Davie, Pompano Beach, Deerfield Beach, Miramar, Coral Springs of Southeastern Florida
•Jacksonville, Northeastern Florida - Boca Raton, West Palm Beach, Southeastern Florida - Saint Augustine, Northeastern Florida (Nation's Oldest Continuing City)
•Slidell, Louisiana (Across the Bridge From New Orleans)
•Winter Park, Altamonte Springs, Orlando of Central Florida
Places I Like to Visit: Key West
My Dad's Age Compared to Me: Born Late July 1950, 35 Years Older
My Mom: Chinese-Indonesian, Probably 6-700 Years & Ruled by the Dutch 500 Years, Not Sure What Kind of Chinese & Other People Don't Look Chinese There Necessarily Though
Race: I found I had Swiss|Jewish and Polish|Jewish blood from Germany. I also am part of an old ethnic culture that included Germany, France, Switzerland, Austria, and Lichtenstein. Records of our family history were burned down, and it would let us know if we are part Native American indian, intend to get a blood test if they have it. I think I have English-Irish blood. The only Irish last name I know is Donahue, which is 1 of the most compatible with non-Celtic Europeans although highly appraised by the Irish. I may have 2 German-English last names. The side I don't know may be French, German, and Irish. Another side doesn't reveal anything, neither. My farming side is Pennsylvanian, all over the state|its corners. The other side is from near NYC and in Cleveland, OH, at the bend of the Great Lakes.
# of White|Caucasian Surnames Collected
German - 5
Norman-Irish - 3
French - 1
English - 1
Irish - 1
Other: French + German
My Rules
•shit words do not equal poo
•I will not take you being mean to me about behavior because I always do what I'm supposed to but especially these days find myself more tired, though unoccupied with homework.
Una Problema
My aunt literally thinks that she can go in to stimulate me in case someone else also would to say like something stupid is going to be a big deal to me.
Una Problema
Stop telling me I encouraged things like square nails. People might have fed the idea to me as a kid, but I do not approve of feeling tacky for it.
BRAT
What's that brat Lily doing quoting a nerd? Oh, wants to communicate 2 things. Hm, well she's probably doing it for the insult bc she knows something @ it will be insulting.
Sorry
I got mad on my jog, hope everyone is okay. :( I just can't stand somethings and forgot to ignore again. Now, feeling lie staying in my room tired. Tjhe pills.
Sorry
I was so inappropriately upset, just figured like I was nothing as far as behavior, that was really quite inappropriate, I mean what people attack me not Ellen. I grew up good with no friends. Suddenly, an insult? Sorry, I was so grim, though. I didn't know Ellen prized her manners, but I know I've used mine, so that I can be this way quite easily.
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Problemas
Jogging w/Weights
My dad turned on the TV when I came outta the bathroom. I got mad at people passing me annoyingly. Also, Ginny thinks I can't toy with my mom's humor of herself and others. It don't matter. I'm feeling bad in my sacks.
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My dad turned on the TV when I came outta the bathroom. I got mad at people passing me annoyingly. Also, Ginny thinks I can't toy with my mom's humor of herself and others. It don't matter. I'm feeling bad in my sacks.
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Una Problema
Ellen is convinced she's better than me. So what, she has more than I do.
Watcha think now, nigger, everyone has the same problem and she's better? Watcha want me to do to ya?
Watcha think now, nigger, everyone has the same problem and she's better? Watcha want me to do to ya?
Una Problema
Ya'll thought it was funny to flip Helena Bonham Carter with me..like me being good always meant showing off to you, gotta do something about the shit of everyone
Never were too nice to me, but it's like ooh what does Helena Bonham Carter think? I DON'T CARE NIGGERS.
Never were too nice to me, but it's like ooh what does Helena Bonham Carter think? I DON'T CARE NIGGERS.
STOP
Stop my dad from complaining with what my mom lets me do that doesn't affect him.
She probably didn't let me do it?
It doesn't matter, "as long as everyone's happy."
She probably didn't let me do it?
It doesn't matter, "as long as everyone's happy."
Problema
If I "deserved Ellen" it would be because I am right not because I am loved. What I mean by that is like am I as good as her? Should people such as like her be mean to me? No.
See, I'm tired, and if something makes sense it makes sense. I am trying to definitely get some rest and relaxation. It's just so hard, I feel opportunities must have gone by.
See, I'm tired, and if something makes sense it makes sense. I am trying to definitely get some rest and relaxation. It's just so hard, I feel opportunities must have gone by.
Una Problema
Stop testing me to have a sin. Like you're jealous. I don't give a fuck you niggers you all m******* me like a nigger for cryin out loud!
OMG
My dad has no say in what my mom lets me do and how she does things for me and raises me. Can someone restrain the niggers in this world? HEY I JUST SAID I NEEDED THAT ON TWITTER OMG SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON I WON'T GIVE A SHIT. You're all gay about punishment when I wasn't really bad. You're bad. Your parents think so.
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