Monday, June 10, 2013

Outta the Tub

I was thinking @ Orla Karron Fallon.  She thinks it's important to be nice to other races, but in the end she also doesn't think you can be European if you're not, that you're just doing a favor, an outstanding deed to a piece of shit.

The Chinese are overly paid attention to, like no they cannot deny this role in humanity.  I do not believe in pushing them to do bad things for themselves and believe you do that these days and get mad if our lives aren't strangely perfect.  Let's talk @ now.

I caught you red-handed again, Ellen!~

I was thinking @ being so happy I am dressing like Ellen by utilizing blue jeans and I felt a full switch of sin that I was too old to feel joy for her in that way and that I always was-

Una Problema

Why should I give a fuck @ your family?

Problem

Stop having fun controlling what I do.  Ellen doesn't know shit.  She wants us to do anything for her.

I repeat

I will not sit here and play Ellen bullshit all day

B4

I can have fun alone in my room without all the clicks and ticks that seem like words to me for some reason, sensitive to noise, act like I'm not even a creature that can hear, that I must be dirty like other people might be.  Making fun of words not matching like math.  I am tortured all day and see Ellen 1 hour.  Ellen stop it, I don't have to work.  I am destined for more than you were able to accomplish seattling your life in.  It's serious because it's true.  Also, I see it wasting away, I don't complain like you!  You with your reputation.  Oh, wow, I can't complain, just you.  NAH.  I wasn't insulting you.  Ah, yes, thinking I have to act like I'm at work.

Also my aunt and dad are being stupid, think I ruined their relationship.  She doesn't want to post on my board.  She wants Facebook.  They didn't even have a relationship.  I gave it back.

New Video of Me

Singing

YouTube

Una Problema

Ellen treats me like I'm stupid.

Kids think I have to say something they don't already know.

Una Problema

Stop bothering me, do you realize how serious this is!

What was I gonna say?  No, there is no bad Nell Burton in a normal person's life.  Stop saying I submitted and keep going.

Beep, forgot.

What happened to "what you said?"  I don't have to be touchy-feely with my dad.  I should have never suffered under his uncaring.  I shouldn't be punished for anything.  He is stupid, too, and other people actually believe that unless they don't know him well and know about me or I'm with them, which seems like something big, shouldn't be made fun of like a loon, who's the loon anyway, I'm not a loon, maybe my mom is, though.

Una Problema

Why does my dad think .. I was interrupted by the thought that Ellen DeGeneres has thought of this .. like I dunno it's inappropriate or something .. like the way he wants me to be doesn't match reality, like a happy social girl.  I can be serious, too, but no one always cared before-

Imperfection

I think people pick on me for that.

Look, I just told my aunt something and she left that message..don't think she'll get me in the hospital but if I did maybe just a week this time.  My mom might go luny and stupid and say something else happened, again.  I shouldn't have to take my pills.  She's stupid.

Why?

How can you deny that you ever did anything to me?  Wait, my room's almost clean, take advantage of me, solve my problems in a blasphemous, necessary fashion??

I don't

give a fuck about the existence of Nell Burton.

People are playing with me.

I AM THE FRENCH 1 YOU GODDAMN NIGGERS WTF R YOU DOING GO *BEEP* STOP SLOWING DOWN MY SHORT LIFE

Problemas

I have another minor issue.. see my aunt seems to follow what I do in her own way.

I'm getting suggestive messages for Ellen DeGeneres, and I don't give a crap, yea I said crap, I don't care I don't give a whatever you can think of instead.  I feel she's blasting these curse words at me because she's not from Florida.  I shouldn't post this, but I mean that's what, not suggesting anything about it..  I know you wanna go on and on and tell me how happy you are and how good Florida is.  I don't give a shit if you've heard this, don't know what the hell you're doing, I never lingered and dwelled on this stuff.  Stuff.  Stuff.  I use the word "junk" so I don't sound like shit saying "trashy" like all the Late Boomers did in the late 1990s.

I keep getting messages and I don't agree and they don't stop.  They're just annoying, I just put up with it.  Sometimes, often, I am taken aback.  I am told I cannot achieve new things, though, too, now.

Ugh

I keep feeling things I shouldn't feel.  I thought I was alone.  I can talk @ whatever I want.

A lot of things don't work out for me.  That song I loaded I have to do again, apparently I may have pressed something .. wanna go have some Papa Johns from yesterday.

Sumthin Impo'tant

People from up north don't stay by the rules.  Why is Ellen DeGeneres following in those footsteps?  I am a brilliant girl partly from New Orleans.  I accomplished a lot, there.  I know her mom is all into pure heritage.

I guess they are sweet and pushy down south.  I only mentioned her mom because it's important to know, doesn't change anything about what came through.  I am unable to conceive of why.  It's not really important, this.  It's up to her what she does and what she has to reveal.

I do like her mom and am interested in talking @ her if you want, but I don't mean to barge in and mention her.

Una Prob Lem A

So, I saw I had good expression, and I was like I used to always do that before Tim Burton.

Problemos

Ellen, I keep getting bullcrap messages from other people saying it's from you, I just get it the way funny things happen on the computer.

Tim, you stopped being nice!

New Video of Me

Singing like Someone

YouTube

I'm Sure of This

I watched myself singing and thought how it reminded me of Ginny and I knew Tim Burton said me and Nell not you.  That is like telling someone they're a nigger and to go ***, wonder why I know of that speech so well.  I don't mean some random black teen on the road.

Why Can't

Why can't we look up to Ellen for shit?

I still am into

Gnarls Barkley

O Kay

You sure display when you feel emotion from an elder 1.

Don't you hate it when~

Someone can't take modern stuff and substitutes it with "The Hamster Dance?"

Being Modern

Why don't people care if they have it together up north?

Update

Twitter

I have French and Dutch heritage, French & German blood.

Teacher Teacher

Can she teach my dad to sing like the Moody Blues?  I think he's Barrett tone.

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On the Ride

Why did Ellen DeGeneres have such a good voice, not just for the ride, acts like she did something.

O ~ MY ~ GOD

If you think I'm being good, neat, and giving myself what I need DON'T FUCKIN' TELL ME I'M STUPID BC YOU'RE TOO LAZY TO MOVE YER ASS

A Big Deal..

So, his daughter is a big deal.  He probably steers her.

On Twiiterr!!

Tim Burton does nothing because of baby Nell, that's when the magic stopped.  I was there, online, and saw it happen.  Everyone stopped talking when I wanted to talk to them.  Even @ Johnny Depp.

What If

Ellen DeGeneres is just being mean to me and doesn't think she even means it, like people thinking I'm notorious and telling them I am not from anywhere I've ever lived nor the combination of those very places.  What if I like them?  They fit the bill, sorta, like NYC.

I'm so serious, I swear

I can see all of Slidell and Metarie marching to Orlando right now.

Twitter

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So, is

Ellen stupid enough to think that I'm not "with" Ginny as much as her because I'm able not to be a stupid Pennsylvanian?  My dad's side's in Cleveland, a place, I like, and his mom's side is indeed from the country up north.

Why

Why do people just feel like farting with people about states with significant Native American indian concern?

"She thinks she's like everyone else!"

Isn't it worse to deal with my picky mom racially?

I do not go in the category with just anyone blindfolded.

If you wanna

be nice to me from England, then JUST DO IT!!!!

I AM NOT

more paranoid, people actually don't feel the same about me after flunking.

AHH

I never said I was small, dark, and stupid.  Johnny Depp is not whiter.  I am "whiter" than anyone.

Una Problema

Tim Burton fuckin' stop letting Helena Bonham Carter do shit because you accept it.  She thinks we should just say since Pennsylvania has people so nice to them, she goes on her bloody Jewish rampage against those like the Chinese, and says let's just be suggestive to them and more open to just people from other places, in fact she thinks hurt them.

A Nasty Thought

When you joke @, you put me in the retarded group, who's probably better than you are.

Now

So, now what you do is figure that those parents had cuter kids in the late 90s.

Una Problema

I had this weird friend who if you talk @ you talk @ thru her .. people think because she didn't repsond to me racistly that she's a sweety who wants adults to tell her she is right for being so dull and to play constantly pulling her outta her shell sensually.  But you connected it to my favorite relationships.

New Video of Me

Mad starting @ Johnny Depp .. get who's packed together against people like my age or without insanely younger dads.

YouTube

Una Problema

Tim Burton you know Johnny was a dumbass like you, think it's all about younger kids with younger dads?  You seriously went in and did nothing but shit in the world after your big movie.

Oh..

Oh Ginny .. you mad at me just for how I asked if I could use your own music stand because I don't have 1?  Who in their right mind would do that?  I just asked.

You think you would always not be for someone like me so much as you could.

I Will Tell You

I'll tell you niggers who I fuck to.

Una Problema

Weird messages people send me from Ellen DeGeneres.  Will you cut the crap on me being younger than you by 30 years?

HA HA HA

Let Ellen DeGeneres pick into all of our pasts and we'll see who's okay and who's not really okay at all.

Are you gonna fart out some waste of time excuse on me?  What about your damnation?

Anti-Cali

I am so glad I don't think it's cool to style as the club goes bump goes bump, like what goes bump in the night

I Kno-ow

Whoops, did that scare you, Ellen?

I seriously know that people think it makes sense that only me shames oneself.

E-Mail

Subject: Clothes Online
To: Dad and Mom

I know just to get a little at a time.  How about this, this will go with some of my clothes:

Item: Blazer
Quantity: 1
Price: on sale for $20.98, not too bad, not many blazers being sold now
Color: the 1st 1, black and white
Size: XL Petite

Item: Shirt to Go Under Blazer
Quantity: 2
Price: $10 per Shirt
Color: Black
Size: XL

It says if you spend $50, there's no shipping.  So, if I can get something else, too, I'd want this:

Item: Casual Dress
Price: $25
Quantity: 1
Color: Blue and Purple Stripes
Size: XL
Link

If you get just the 1st 2 items, it will be $40 + Shipping, so may as well get 1 more thing, and this dress looked nice in the display image, very crisp and seemed well-shaped and patterned.  If you want you could use my savings money.  Since Dad just got me a vanity, it's okay if you want to wait.  I at least want another blazer sometime but need something good to go under, I guess, and I can get another shirt for $8 here and for probably even less at Wal-Mart.  I found a pretty nice undershirt here, could have gotten more but 2's enough for that shirt.  It will be nice when I get a vanity to dress up every day.  I have 3 blazers right now.  1 has sequins, 1 is 3/4 purple, and the other is this 1.  *:)) laughing  So, let me know.  Maybe, you just want to get the blazer for now and 1 shirt or get $50 and free shipping, guess it's up to you.  I could even charge it to my green card but figured it'd be better in your hands so like if I need my card I can use it and when you want you can detract from it ant your leisure and choice.  Okay, see what you say, thanks.

*:-O surprise

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Sunday, June 9, 2013

Wors' Place

The most menial place to live is if the farm is in Pennsylvania.

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Breakfasts

I've been grabbing small apples for breakfast.

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BAH!

Me Dancing to Disney World's Main Street Electrical Parade

http://youtu.be/mwEZy8o_Y5Y

BIG Apology, to..

Ellen DeGeneres.  I wanted to "get it out" at home and kept feeling bad thinking of things like me not having any ancestors from New Orleans.  The only thing that was bad in and of itself I said I can't think of another phrase than this including a curse word.  It was like a sorta thing that means something indirectly that you can tell, that it had to do with for some reason though I did not think of it concretely at least the severity that you had to "get it out" and say it like someone else did it.  Anyone let me know if you have any problems, though I know I don't have 1 straight contact up, can Facebook it.

New Twitters

I got extra 1s on the new page, 1 on there so far.

How I Feel

Like the shit went to my brain in my sleep, so I am a shit head, not you, I cursed against me.

How I Feel


 keep rotating or revolving back and forth between cursing and not cursing.  I honestly disclaim anything brutal againts innocent people.  I know Ellen DeGeneres is really strict, but all I remember now is using the phrase "piece of shit" to designate being menial to unworthy higher powers, seriously.. I wasn't so outta control that I couldn't really even do that.  So, I'm sorry about it, probably wouldn't do it now, just post about the issue.  Gah I'm so dumb.

Dose this make you happi?

link

Update

New Facebook Cover

Info.

Old Text Box:

Race:
Euro-Irish
PA Dutch
French..

Ethnic Surnames:
50% NW Chinese
23% non-pure German
14% Norwegian
5% French
5% English
5% Irish
(more French, German, Irish..)

Last Name: German-Irish or Norwegian-French-Welsh-Irish

Racial Tendencies:
Dutch-English
French-German
Russian-Chinese
Spanish-Italian

Dad's Heritage:
Erie Canal
by NYC

Mom's Heritage:
capitol of Indonesia 6-700 years

Family Heritage:
Cleveland
Allegany

Fending Off

I don't believe I have any friends who've been kicked outta school.

Wonder

Does Ellen attack every person she can that she sees?  WTF is she?  Do you know that's totally like mean?

Una Problema

I am a good person.  Why don't you care?  I know Ellen does stuff like this.

Also, why do you think what I do in private wastes your time?

Una Problema

Why does it feel a little torturous after I get mad, supposedly Ellen DeGeneres wanted it sent, like messages I get with noises and the way things load?  Why is she making fun of when I'm happy?  She's acting like that friend I had.
Post

Saturday, June 8, 2013

Chances

I don't believe in anything like that.  I am scared of being bad, but with some people I'll say just about anything.

Post

Post on Forum, Answer @ Ellen DeGeneres w|my Dad

Bye

Phone Uncharged

I reegret to inform you...

Ellen DeGeneres's mom's last name prevents her from being shit like everyone else to have *** with men my dad's and and doesn't give crap for kids.

Una Problema

I figured something out, and each time I get insulted.  I said stop.  I guess you don't care.

Stop, insulting me after I post something like you're waiting for someone to make you feel good.

Una Problema

Stop talking back to me.  I don't need to go through any stuff that's unimportant.  I can handle it.  I mean, I can be pointedly hurt in a complex way because I don't know how to take care fo myself, have no good friends to help me.  Maybe, I could say, well that was okay, but you do it all the time.  Maybe not literally, unsure.  Hey, I should help my mom cook some, am watching my singing videos to see if anything's interesting to me.

Una Problema

Ellen, stop trying to make me feel bad, "the voice of Ellen" in the speed of my pages loading online.  I know people agree with that stuff but lots don't in a way.  I know I feel I am just being made to feel bad.  Oh, yesterday, I was talking @ how I was jealous of her being good at ball games and maybe other games.  In my dream, she wanted to play Heads Up with me, haven't seen the show lately.  She wants to be me, in some way.  Well, that will work out.  :|  It will.  xI  That doesn't mean I turn into shit.  Why did anyone get that idea?  I know about having to do that, but you have to work to change to be European.

WAH

That's crap like the mistakes of Tim Burton, when he is racist and ruins your life but thinks nothing's there.

You can't just flip around an idea and hurt 1 person to make lots of others who are bad happier

n btw in the way I said "WAH" why do you think I'm like some other girls who don't have their 1st ancestors from New Orleans?  Maybe parents moved there.

1 Generationer

So, Ellen, what'd'ya think of DC?  I never actually told it was okay to think I have biology from a certain place in the U.S.  Pennsylvania -was- "safe."  You can't just change now.  You have to tell me what's going on.

More Sensitive

I have no clue what you're even talking about.

(I mean, where's the booty, the cold hard booty.)

Una Problema

I keep getting huanted by the famous reverberations of attempts at intelligent thought by 1 Ellen DeGeneres.  Just say what you mean, no one will judge you, they know who you are and the weight of your feelings or whatever.

Every time I make a point about people that she said something else for, I get the idea of what she expressed, "she did it," I guess "she 'said' she did it."  I felt a dead feeling in my left pointer finger.  It's the 1 that's not as curved.  I am pretty dead on the inside myself from having lived a life and just in the world functioning.

Ellen, you can't just say, "I said I wasn't going to do it, I'm just gonna tell someone in Orlando to make a loud noise when you said something you thought I didn't say."  You don't always do that, and that's wrong.  Hardy har har.  That's so funny, no hard feelings, just the fact that you think you can do things someone else can't do who wants to do that.

Worried|Sympathetic|Empathetic?

I am happy to have a milky white dad from up north with blue eyes with yellow.. and black jetty hair with a duck wave.

Something Else fer Yew

I did what I did, I was right, you were a spoiled racist.  I don't need to reshape myself as an infant baby for you.

Overstating the Obvious

I don't need to consider the obvious.

Have you ever heard of anything as stupid as this?

I'm a big girl and want a life.

Ellen DeGeneres doesn't know if her mom's last name is Jewish and the rest is mostly European.  The Jews are trying to keep out the Chinese and are too mean to us.

*Shake* *Shake*

So, you were just being stimulated, people in Spain and Italy to have light hair and France.  The Middle East is between you and England.
So, I stopped being able to feel, to make myself feel and never did again.
 This is inaccurate, but I stopped making myself feel so much so dramatically in an otherworld type sentiment.  I could do something of the nature.

I couldn't help it - apology

I found out something, like the teacher wanted to affect my female stuff in a weird way, the *beep* 
I meant something specific, but I would like to with others be a holistic person.  You know, some people aren't really fit to help others.  Hey, this sounds like that stuck up maybe Dead South way of thinking, like my little girl cousin with an Italian-Canadian dad, not sure how much at all but last name..

Morning

I'm 5'3" with an approaching 32" waist, which usually doesn't stay.  I was dead tired, last night, and plopped on the sofa after eating junky food.

I had a rather long somehwat complex dream of a certain feel.  I was being mushy to Ginny but not "touching" her but sitting under her like I had with someone else like maybe I read to the 1st person and now she was reading to me.  (Sorry about something I wrote before @ someone, guess it'd just ruin the relationship, just realized something.)  So, I was able to caress her up above from below, like I turned into a cat, a serious astute cat, rubbing her, like I was whining, feeling very touched as I rubbed her, my head and hand paws, like a cat.

I don't remember so much the rest, but it was rather Satanic.  There was a bathroom in it, I think.  It was summut long.  Wish I remembered it, the details.  I dunno, I did something twice with a like group of Scooby-Doo feel characters but definitely not that.

I'd been wondering about not being able to sustain feeling an environment nor way of living.

Una Problema

If there's a little favor I never thought of, like I was fine, then waht?  It happens in habit here, exciting, though, no hope, maybe?

Glad

I'm so thankful to her for showing off her skills, but she seems nasty about if someone else thinks they're good but not.  Don't corner them to say something they don't wanna have anything to do with!  They -left- -you- alone.

Una Problema

Why ya'll so sweet to Ellen?  I have a life, too.  She is a show-off.  I don't like that.  This has caused me bodily harm, and if I lost an eye, I mean, I wouldn't get mad, but I would talk about how it happened?

Well

Ellen is showing her cool skills.  It was sorta lying in bs so I called it out.

More Opinion

Well, I am ALSO from the South.

Argh, forgot what I wanted to say.

Anyway, I do respect Ellen, so what's the big deal?  I just know that I still want to play sports.

Ooh, I remember now.  I set up my life so nothing makes me mad, 1st, however long it takes, and it ain't gonna take long.  You know, people messin' wit' me.  I never said I was better than you.  What do you think I said?  Someone might really be better and you know they wouldn't mean it in a mean way, fact.

Una Problema

I believe that I am not thought of to be a capable athlete.  Like, I "didn't do it," though I feel as though I could professionally play any athletic game recreationally with at least 1 very strong strength.  I wonder what something like that means.

I cracked another nut..

It is true that if something does not seem ideal that it still was a worthy cause.  I was looking at the cover page for Epic, the girl and the googly-eyed thingamabobbers.

Pp-pp-pp-pp-ulease

Isn't it illegal to trap me in an environment where you torture me thinking you are not capable of being tortured because you are not and therefore should ward off things .. every time someone tries to make me feel better?

Jolly Good Show

That picture of me where you see my hand is good.

Hey

You know it ain't mah fault I's unattractive and seem to have a dade (dead) end