BIG Apology, to..

Ellen DeGeneres.  I wanted to "get it out" at home and kept feeling bad thinking of things like me not having any ancestors from New Orleans.  The only thing that was bad in and of itself I said I can't think of another phrase than this including a curse word.  It was like a sorta thing that means something indirectly that you can tell, that it had to do with for some reason though I did not think of it concretely at least the severity that you had to "get it out" and say it like someone else did it.  Anyone let me know if you have any problems, though I know I don't have 1 straight contact up, can Facebook it.