Una Problema

Ellen, stop trying to make me feel bad, "the voice of Ellen" in the speed of my pages loading online.  I know people agree with that stuff but lots don't in a way.  I know I feel I am just being made to feel bad.  Oh, yesterday, I was talking @ how I was jealous of her being good at ball games and maybe other games.  In my dream, she wanted to play Heads Up with me, haven't seen the show lately.  She wants to be me, in some way.  Well, that will work out.  :|  It will.  xI  That doesn't mean I turn into shit.  Why did anyone get that idea?  I know about having to do that, but you have to work to change to be European.