Tuesday, June 11, 2013
Nitpicking
Why is Ginny so annoying about the nails thing. That disciplinarian was nicer the 1st time in ways but really offended me, Valencia, Central Florida! He was playing like he had square nails and was so fetishy and seemed demanding racially like the Chinese made him clueless.
I did post on her Facebook about nails. Ginny, you can't have Generation Z. What do you people think you are! You're all not good enough.. Yea, I'm mad at all the stupid things in Central Florida, fuckin nigger Central Florida. Whoops, I forget you must have some kids, like my family. It's just like my 3rd finger is cut too much it seems but seems better. I think nail polish is professional and so would be fake nails. I used to not, but they got ruined, anyway. The mental hospital, the mental clin'c.
I did post on her Facebook about nails. Ginny, you can't have Generation Z. What do you people think you are! You're all not good enough.. Yea, I'm mad at all the stupid things in Central Florida, fuckin nigger Central Florida. Whoops, I forget you must have some kids, like my family. It's just like my 3rd finger is cut too much it seems but seems better. I think nail polish is professional and so would be fake nails. I used to not, but they got ruined, anyway. The mental hospital, the mental clin'c.
What's wrong?
Ginny is stuck up. In class, I was asking for Facebooks or passing out something nice or asking a question, and she seriously was mad, a group of 3 people for an assignment after class for some reason.. that girl from California. I don't give a fuck @ California.
How can you get seriously mad about that? Why should I give a fuck @ that teacher's teaching? What the fuck is she on? (I don't mean literally, I mean as an idea, what I just said, so hope it wouldn't make you loopy.)
And another thing, why was I like hypnotized to becomea a pile of shit? Like, sometimes, I forget I have Eggos for breakfast and don't eat breakfast, with fat free milk and chocolate powder.
I also got the message even not in ballet that I have just be like a stone statue with a proper weight. That's very possible. I just don't live on a buffet of egg drop soup.
How can you get seriously mad about that? Why should I give a fuck @ that teacher's teaching? What the fuck is she on? (I don't mean literally, I mean as an idea, what I just said, so hope it wouldn't make you loopy.)
And another thing, why was I like hypnotized to becomea a pile of shit? Like, sometimes, I forget I have Eggos for breakfast and don't eat breakfast, with fat free milk and chocolate powder.
I also got the message even not in ballet that I have just be like a stone statue with a proper weight. That's very possible. I just don't live on a buffet of egg drop soup.
Bothered, Irritated
Why is she making up weird stuff it seems.. like, she'll like get me outta the classroom classes which were fun for me. She let them get up and perform, and they started to disclude me more and more. I like the practice and doing that stuff, like high school.
Gave It Away
Aw, fooey, Ginny just kicked me outta the class and left Seminole. I don't know what it is with her nor anybody else who finds her like seductive. I don't think it's funny that I may not be able to come back. I feel Ginny is settled at that, is rather overweight, I daresay.. I don't know if it's her fault nor mine.
Anyway, I'm just worried they are mad at something they didn't want to bring up. I later said to post on my blog if you have a problem, just getting out my feelings. That might be it, but she never talked to me. She should know that people talk to me funny and how my life is being experimented on.. I liked the experiment, but I don't like how I've blown a chance at life. I know sometimes I said nigger but never a threat. I know I'd get fired at work maybe without warning. I didn't do this before I went to her class and was just an online buddy. She didn't readd me on my new Facebook. She made me antsy when I didn't have an assignment, not stimulated. (Actually, it happened to be that a student gave me the wrong thing, and in grade school this is how we did this and if someone gave you the wrong assignment you can't be mad.) The only other thing I can think of is kicking the chair in front of and to the side of me. They were bothering me. I used to walk around the classroom and get up and try and find a place because they all reacted like I deserved shit like they were even shit.
Anyway, I'm just worried they are mad at something they didn't want to bring up. I later said to post on my blog if you have a problem, just getting out my feelings. That might be it, but she never talked to me. She should know that people talk to me funny and how my life is being experimented on.. I liked the experiment, but I don't like how I've blown a chance at life. I know sometimes I said nigger but never a threat. I know I'd get fired at work maybe without warning. I didn't do this before I went to her class and was just an online buddy. She didn't readd me on my new Facebook. She made me antsy when I didn't have an assignment, not stimulated. (Actually, it happened to be that a student gave me the wrong thing, and in grade school this is how we did this and if someone gave you the wrong assignment you can't be mad.) The only other thing I can think of is kicking the chair in front of and to the side of me. They were bothering me. I used to walk around the classroom and get up and try and find a place because they all reacted like I deserved shit like they were even shit.
Guess what?
Ooh, hey, guess what Ellen DeGeneres.. I forget what I was gonna say.. Maybe, I'll say.. what was it.. I feel it was @ Florida and racism. I know Orlando is a vicious place, sure good things can happen and people can come together.
Those counselors were lookin' at me acting like there was something I did that did it that they don't wanna talk @. I fear that I wouldn't had done it, anymore, did not want to.
Those counselors were lookin' at me acting like there was something I did that did it that they don't wanna talk @. I fear that I wouldn't had done it, anymore, did not want to.
Excuse
I will get a lawyer to represent me.
In the Weight Training I course, I feel mocked and chased away. The teacher was being nit-picky to me as a ½ Chinese, boring into she didn't care how perfect, shy, and hardworking I was, but I made a mistake. I walked around with an attitude, she didn't care.
In the Weight Training I course, I feel mocked and chased away. The teacher was being nit-picky to me as a ½ Chinese, boring into she didn't care how perfect, shy, and hardworking I was, but I made a mistake. I walked around with an attitude, she didn't care.
Okay
I feel bigger and older, though. I should take a class in college? Which 1? I don't think Ginny minds me going back but knows maybe a counselor won't care who she is and say for no reason not to go even with the note. If I did take her class, I might just go to the night Dialects class once a week for almost 3 hours. I take voice lessons from her once a week for an hour and the practicing is energy and even time consuming. I never practiced musical theater, just went out and did it with the piano or possibly a karaoke CD, never got to recording it but already got a karaoke machine.
I Know
I'm not stupid. I didn't do shit. You're all bothered by every little mistake I make but say I've been too perfect. What my school grades??? Oh wow, what happened to, Central Florida. Then, the N word conspiracy when my life was as an experiment? What can I do? No one is nice to me and all adventurey online like before in the same way.
I realized something.
You want me to be perfectly thin and not have fun while you dubbed Caucasians fart around. Fart yourself down an 'ole.
Did you ever think that 1 day..
..you'd have to do something that hurts you in order to ever be a good person again?
"Problem Sol Ved"
Ever talk like that?
Anyway, I told myself just to ignore people, and I'll be fine. I came into that sewing class all mad. Only 1 teacher who .. well others .. but she's been there for 14 years, and to me that's a lot.. ehe he he
Anyway, I told myself just to ignore people, and I'll be fine. I came into that sewing class all mad. Only 1 teacher who .. well others .. but she's been there for 14 years, and to me that's a lot.. ehe he he
I Dunno
I just got back from the bathroom, pooed lots of times and then warm tea like a pee pot.
I'm watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," too.
I just had a question. So, I stay here to be Tinkerbell, you know to try out maybe get to interested at least twice and if not am singing around Orlando for special events where they invite bands, so can get in on lots of that. However, I wanted to live as close as possible to Miami Beach. I wanted my own apartment, maybe come back home sometime. My life here is hectic, and my option is limited. I was curious to know of a mistaken feeling I had that I'd stay here til I'm worn out then move to Miami, but I'd be much older. I wanted to stay young in a room, not too young like 19 I guess.., and watch Ellen DeGeneres and live my life, going to the beach, living a life, was gonna do trapeze, then nothing. I don't know if that's worth it enough, like I probably am too young to leave Mom and Dad.. ,:
Also, remember if I don't wanna take pills and don't keep curfew of 11 PM that my mom won't let me live here. So, when the need arises. Not thinking it'will. Ellen DeGeneres is doing Dory in Finding Dory, a 2nd Finding Nemo. She is Dory if like me you don't search for those things for some reason at the right time. Anyway, that movie comes out 2016.
If you didn't catch it, it seems I'm wasting everyone's time. Really, I was here for my parents and money! They just wanted a way to get me out. I may have bad credit, though, meaning harder to get an apartment..
Our relationship is hard, and I'm just getting back at the world, righting my wrongs, getting healthier, excited by Disney want to participate, Tinkerbell in parade option 1, we'll see how it goes.
I got the sad feeling that anyone with a kid already doesn't wanna talk to me. I don't wanna be a problem, if I go and come back mightn't be fun for them. I don't have anything to do this summer, got back from a fun, easy sewing class where they tell you what to do, not just the hard-to-understand directions and photos, really, making this tote back which already comes with a ring that we put on. Mine is for the library, purple butterflies.
So, anyone with a kid shouldn't talk to anyone else. Why me, though? That doesn't make sense, at all. Only really good people can get along with really good people. I can see how they got to where they were, some of them, I guess. If you're wondering, my voice teacher doesn't touch me. In class, she asked if I don't wanna be touched. I think she would, but she shows me or I hear her hurling sound of punching her gut. So, I mean, yea, I'm uptight I guess about stuff that's happened to me today, of like having to make myself clear in what I think. I'm worried @ her safety because I got kicked out after seeing a disciplinarian and didn't see a counselor 1st. They lied and said I was shouting. I'm recording my next meetings, but my little Mideast-looking guy don't lemme.
I'm watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," too.
I just had a question. So, I stay here to be Tinkerbell, you know to try out maybe get to interested at least twice and if not am singing around Orlando for special events where they invite bands, so can get in on lots of that. However, I wanted to live as close as possible to Miami Beach. I wanted my own apartment, maybe come back home sometime. My life here is hectic, and my option is limited. I was curious to know of a mistaken feeling I had that I'd stay here til I'm worn out then move to Miami, but I'd be much older. I wanted to stay young in a room, not too young like 19 I guess.., and watch Ellen DeGeneres and live my life, going to the beach, living a life, was gonna do trapeze, then nothing. I don't know if that's worth it enough, like I probably am too young to leave Mom and Dad.. ,:
Also, remember if I don't wanna take pills and don't keep curfew of 11 PM that my mom won't let me live here. So, when the need arises. Not thinking it'will. Ellen DeGeneres is doing Dory in Finding Dory, a 2nd Finding Nemo. She is Dory if like me you don't search for those things for some reason at the right time. Anyway, that movie comes out 2016.
If you didn't catch it, it seems I'm wasting everyone's time. Really, I was here for my parents and money! They just wanted a way to get me out. I may have bad credit, though, meaning harder to get an apartment..
Our relationship is hard, and I'm just getting back at the world, righting my wrongs, getting healthier, excited by Disney want to participate, Tinkerbell in parade option 1, we'll see how it goes.
I got the sad feeling that anyone with a kid already doesn't wanna talk to me. I don't wanna be a problem, if I go and come back mightn't be fun for them. I don't have anything to do this summer, got back from a fun, easy sewing class where they tell you what to do, not just the hard-to-understand directions and photos, really, making this tote back which already comes with a ring that we put on. Mine is for the library, purple butterflies.
So, anyone with a kid shouldn't talk to anyone else. Why me, though? That doesn't make sense, at all. Only really good people can get along with really good people. I can see how they got to where they were, some of them, I guess. If you're wondering, my voice teacher doesn't touch me. In class, she asked if I don't wanna be touched. I think she would, but she shows me or I hear her hurling sound of punching her gut. So, I mean, yea, I'm uptight I guess about stuff that's happened to me today, of like having to make myself clear in what I think. I'm worried @ her safety because I got kicked out after seeing a disciplinarian and didn't see a counselor 1st. They lied and said I was shouting. I'm recording my next meetings, but my little Mideast-looking guy don't lemme.
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