Friday, June 14, 2013

Stop!

STOP making fun of my age.



Oh wow, maybe just leave forever and also get wasted. Why you?? I mean, I can say whatever I want @ you, you offensive people.

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What's Going On

I dunno, have a feeling that people are taunting me, the people I follow on Twitter. This is not a life. They were mean before, as well. Is this @ Ellen DeGeneres? Ya'll okay? Um. I keep getting annoyed and I feel sorta mocked. Just sayin', my blog. You know, always feel like wasting time when I think of things as this. Like I have no purpose and everyone can make fun of me who knows or strongly identifies with me. Guess everyone feels that sometimes.

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Shopped

Got a teal blazer on sale for $20. At least I have 1, not sure if I want to take the trip back to the mall for a new undershirt..

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Friday

TGIF



I'm glad to see Ellen should be going on vacation, also make a blog and forum.

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Time to Eat

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Books in Nook

I read walking in the morning, Queen of Camelot, an easy but long read. Read more here, got True Ghost Stories, want the free 1, too.

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Aw

Guess something you don't wanna find on the net me spraying shit outta my mouth and buttox.

Sorry, your majesty.

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Problemas

Stop acting like I'm bad and building fortresses of it.  I didn't do anything to you nor anyone.  Just say to leave me be!

STOP I SAY

STOP I SAY NIGGER

STOP

STOP PICKING ON ME YOU'RE A *BEEP*

STOP MAKING IT HAPPEN ALL THE TIME NIGGER I SAID SOIPT

WTF ur problem

I didn't do anything to you, you should have spoken to me!  YOU!  Yes, you!  I was in pain.  WTF is your GODDAMN problem?

Meanies

Don't get mad at me for e-mailing a lot, wasn't bad, you didn't all say to stop.  I was locked up with nothing to do and no one cared.  Couldn't leave the house much.  Forgot @ blogs, for some reason.  /you sure all are a stuck up lot making fun of my anger, wtf you think you are?  You can't just be suggestive and act like you can make me not have a life.  No one even cares @ me.  You're the 1 witha  big mouth.

Judgemental

Ellen, you don't spray shit at other people like me.  You think I'm actually bad and everyone just said I was good so much my whole life?  Thanks a lot, fuckin' Tim Burton, you tell people they have to let out anger and racism on me.  What, Johnny Depp does that?  Yal.

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Option

Ellen's Other Option - Can't you just have a good time?

Guess not.  :{  I feel rather hurt..
cute.

Always Being Wrong

My mom can't always say I have to be like my dad in a bad way and that she can say whatever the bloody hell she wants behind his back.

People from New Orleans who were attractive had me be like that, in a way, you know an uglier, less attractive version of myself, as though they were bad.

Why do you think I would want people I look up to to be ugly?  I guess it just happens.  Do you think I did something for myself I didn't need or that would make someone else ugly?  This morning my mom was acting like maybe in some way I'm really mean to my brother, like something is wrong with him, he is not as strong and compact as my mom but seems rather compact.  I keep wondering why he doesn't want a hard life and be like me, should be easier and something to think about if he's just jealous all the time.

Also, I should be very admiring of Ellen DeGeneres to go to Australia.  However, I know people think she was being sorta siding with Portia.  She goes along with the crowd, I swear.

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Did you consider, Ms New Orleanian

or Mandev I mean Metarienian that I'm not at all against being Caucasian|Middle Eastern?  That means you should stop being so mean because of the N word thing.  Both of those things are the same thing.

If..

I were younger now what'd I do?  Hmm..

High School + College :(*

Year 1
1 Freshman Orientation | Civics
2 Talented Theater
3 PE 1
4 English 2
5 Geometry
6 World Geography
7 Biology

Year 2
1 Spanish 1
2 PE 2 | Health
3 English 3
4 Algebra
5 World History
6 Biology 2
7 Talented Theater

Year 3
1 Spanish 2
2 Free Enterprise |
3 English 4
4 American History
5 Talented Theater
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7

Year 4
1
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Activities - Singing Lessons

College - Music Education isn't specifically needed for graduate studies in Music Education but probably preferred in some places.  You know, a bachelor's in something like Music. Communications is the way to go, and a minor is required, I believe.  It depends on the college.  If I went to Loyola, at the time music was most exciting and a voice major would make me happy.  Music Education wasn't quite as on the ball to pick, so dunno, then.  No Middle Eastern studies then.  It just seems so long, Communications.  I was thinking like whatever is good, History, Middle East, .. Latin American Studies.  It has a required minor built in.  I'd take voice lessons in the city or something, unless I'd had enough lessons, which probably would be the case in that place.

Keep up With Me

I have to NOT SLIDE my singing.

I have to form my mouth and get the lyrics..remember to articulate.

What else?  Have to make myself plain and still if I'm concentrating.

Critique

Ellen, there's not to be anything against SW NY state from NYC and ruling out FL behind our backs.

Also, I think I have something of "a thing," meself or is that just some thing floating above my head in part?

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the word FRENCH on my Friends Twitter

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I know what it was.

I respected Ellen, but she didn't do back what I'd expect.

The Silver Lining

Does Ellen..

"Then"

My turn.

"What You Can and Can't"

You can't do "what" you do if it's an insult.

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So

Now, are there other kids in your life?  Good to have kids by 40.

-The- Question?

If you don't wanna talk to me, why keep asking me questions?

Una Problema

I'm being haunted with negative messages from Ellen DeGeneres.  Um...  That's because of the N word and thing and I don't give a crap and I'm right about how Tim Burton, who I'm a huge fan of, is wrong.  Also, it wasn't supposed to matter if they wanted me to .. nothing should end the world.  :|

Oh, what was it -actually- about?  Um, just not to be a forgotten fan for someone else's bullshit.  I don't tell anyone to read what I say.  I do say what I think.  I just hope to remain on her friend side, cuz a lifetime's not too long for peer friends you know to be friends and they left me though.  However, she may not like someone my age or just me, and that's fine.  I want her to branch out.  I was interested in watching her, but she changed, so I dunno @ that.  Maybe, she's made other goals.  You just wanna hit that she shouldn't ever see me online and that if it's regularly or constant at times it's bad.  I mean, I do post to and read her online and daily watch her show.  I'm a cool person, so I have no clue what you seem to be speculating on.  Maybe, that's your chance to say you're more impressive to someone else who knows me.  Maybe more like them or something when that's not true at all and I know your parents are gonna tend to that.  I mean, you can be impressive but don't have to literally bump me out of like my chance with them.

E-Mails

UF Music Education Masters Level

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Hello, I am interested.  I have an okay GPA, above 3.0.. however otherwise I was sick 1 semester and they were not able to approvedly give me Withdrawals.  I have been told in these situations all you have to do is include a note for what happened to a sick semester that they could not officially prove.  I see the deadline is Friday.  I want to do the degree online so am wondering if the deadline also applies to online.  I don't have a full Bachelor's degree, but I did do music in college with all As my 1st semester and find it easy to get admitted with a music audition.  I went to 1 of the most prestigious colleges of music that there were, in New Orleans, the area I lived.  My 2nd semester I was told to take a break and not to return, however, to the same things.  So, I had to spend a lot of time pleaing to get back in, but in the end how much happened there was getting Withdrawals for sick semesters, partly because of the hurricane.  I also took Foundations of Education for 3 credit hours in Washington, D.C., after my 1st year of college..  The teacher said I was doing very well for being so young, was very nice and educational.  She also labeled me exotic, which at the time was the bowling over insult

So, let me know the deadline for the online program to apply.  Just get a transcript from each college and 3 notes?.


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I'm a bright student and love Education and Classical Music.

I took a graduate course in Education at just age 19, in Washington, D.C.

I was told to take a break from school, from Music Education and Voice and not to come back for those things, however, because I was labeled as like too good a student being so shy and perhaps because I did too many things.  I tried hard to get back in, and they kept saying I was shy, like.  So, it ruined my chance.  They didn't help me succeed.

My wish is not to spend over 4 years of my life in non-related courses to my major.  The undergraduate major Music Education only has 1 course related to the major, which is General Music Education maybe even only for 2 of the credit hours.  I want to do mainly what the graduate degree does, studies Music Education spot on and not any General Studies courses.

Could you please like help me get a like certification of undergraduate Music Education so I can enter the Masters level more quickly?  Like, just take the related courses but not have a degree that includes General Studies and Music History?  I thought Theory was pretty easy since I've studied a lot of piano, as well.

Please spot and answer all my questions, thank you.

I do have a lot of, er, hands on experience in music, already, and with different ages and levels, you might say.

I have something big to spread.

The complete Bachelor's degree in Music Education is nothing but 1 course of General Music eduation.

Take a wiff of this, though, have lived in a minor area of Florida before: link.

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Race: ½ NW Chinese, Irish, German, French, Dutch, NAindian? (?)
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yo'ker, Amish-PA Dutch
Hair: Brunette Dyed Blonde
Eyes: Greenish
Skin: White
Height: 5'3"

College Path: Music Education
Career Path: Public Entertainment
Skills: Piano, Organ, beginning Folk Harp

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My Website

Name: Christina Ann Barrett
Birthday: May 20, 1986
Hometown: Fort Lauderdale, Florida
Where I Live: Orlando, Florida
Where I've Lived:
•Davie, Pompano Beach, Deerfield Beach, Miramar, Coral Springs of Southeastern Florida
•Jacksonville, Northeastern Florida - Boca Raton, West Palm Beach, Southeastern Florida - Saint Augustine, Northeastern Florida (Nation's Oldest Continuing City)
•Slidell, Louisiana (Across the Bridge From New Orleans)
•Winter Park, Altamonte Springs, Orlando of Central Florida
Places I Like to Visit: Key West

My Dad's Age Compared to Me: Born Late July 1950, 35 Years Older
My Mom: Chinese-Indonesian, Probably 6-700 Years & Ruled by the Dutch 500 Years, Not Sure What Kind of Chinese & Other People Don't Look Chinese There Necessarily Though

Race: I found I had Swiss|Jewish and Polish|Jewish blood from Germany. I also am part of an old ethnic culture that included Germany, France, Switzerland, Austria, and Lichtenstein. Records of our family history were burned down, and it would let us know if we are part Native American indian, intend to get a blood test if they have it. I think I have English-Irish blood. The only Irish last name I know is Donahue, which is 1 of the most compatible with non-Celtic Europeans although highly appraised by the Irish.  I may have 2 German-English last names.  The side I don't know may be French, German, and Irish.  Another side doesn't reveal anything, neither.  My farming side is Pennsylvanian, all over the state|its corners. The other side is from near NYC and in Cleveland, OH, at the bend of the Great Lakes.

# of White|Caucasian Surnames Collected
German - 5
Norman-Irish - 3
French - 1
English - 1
Irish - 1
Other: French + German

My Rules
•shit words do not equal poo
•I will not take you being mean to me about behavior because I always do what I'm supposed to but especially these days find myself more tired, though unoccupied with homework.

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Una Problema

My aunt literally thinks that she can go in to stimulate me in case someone else also would to say like something stupid is going to be a big deal to me.

Miami Beach

Community and Housing Services

A Joke

My aunt thinks everything's a joke.

Una Problema

Stop telling me I encouraged things like square nails.  People might have fed the idea to me as a kid, but I do not approve of feeling tacky for it.

BRAT

What's that brat Lily doing quoting a nerd?  Oh, wants to communicate 2 things.  Hm, well she's probably doing it for the insult bc she knows something @ it will be insulting.

Sorry

I got mad on my jog, hope everyone is okay.  :(  I just can't stand somethings and forgot to ignore again.  Now, feeling lie staying in my room tired.  Tjhe pills.

Sorry

I was so inappropriately upset, just figured like I was nothing as far as behavior, that was really quite inappropriate, I mean what people attack me not Ellen.  I grew up good with no friends.  Suddenly, an insult?  Sorry, I was so grim, though.  I didn't know Ellen prized her manners, but I know I've used mine, so that I can be this way quite easily.

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Problema

So, you just want Lily in.

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Problemas

Jogging w/Weights



My dad turned on the TV when I came outta the bathroom. I got mad at people passing me annoyingly. Also, Ginny thinks I can't toy with my mom's humor of herself and others. It don't matter. I'm feeling bad in my sacks.

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Una Problema

Ellen is convinced she's better than me.  So what, she has more than I do.

Watcha think now, nigger, everyone has the same problem and she's better?  Watcha want me to do to ya?

Una Problema

Ya'll thought it was funny to flip Helena Bonham Carter with me..like me being good always meant showing off to you, gotta do something about the shit of everyone

Never were too nice to me, but it's like ooh what does Helena Bonham Carter think?  I DON'T CARE NIGGERS.

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Leave me alone!

So, what's your important reason, jealousy, to take something from me?

STOP

Stop my dad from complaining with what my mom lets me do that doesn't affect him.

She probably didn't let me do it?

It doesn't matter, "as long as everyone's happy."

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM

I'm not having *** with my dad.

Problema

If I "deserved Ellen" it would be because I am right not because I am loved.  What I mean by that is like am I as good as her?  Should people such as like her be mean to me?  No.

See, I'm tired, and if something makes sense it makes sense.  I am trying to definitely get some rest and relaxation.  It's just so hard, I feel opportunities must have gone by.

Una Problema

Stop testing me to have a sin.  Like you're jealous.  I don't give a fuck you niggers you all m******* me like a nigger for cryin out loud!

OMG

My dad has no say in what my mom lets me do and how she does things for me and raises me.  Can someone restrain the niggers in this world?  HEY I JUST SAID I NEEDED THAT ON TWITTER OMG SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON I WON'T GIVE A SHIT.  You're all gay about punishment when I wasn't really bad.  You're bad.  Your parents think so.

Problemas

I keep on getting mad at Ginny, but I cool down when I see her.

Not a lot recently.

Untrustworthy

Ya'll were so casual, stop picking on my bloody niggers.

Problems

I don't give a crap for how shitty and on the side you are.

STOP

How did you make the page load this time?  You feeling for something, you piece fo shit, I can say shit, you're shitting me.
Tweeting

Selfish

I'm not doing shit for anyone, you just ruined my family when I tried to get famous, don't give a crap and don't give a crap @ cursing.

Worried

My mom's not so bad about me getting the book.  She's the 1 who takes money away from me, anyway.  Am upset my dad is uncomfortable, not sure why.  He can't keep everything a secret.  I can get a book!  What's wrong?!

Stupid

I bought that book today, didn't work on iTunes, but I just wanted to for some reason and it got bought.  I think the money already went through..

Can someone help?  I don't know what my dad's gonna do, but he seems secretly wanting to be mean to me for it.  I have money in my card I can use, didn't even have to wonder @ it.  I'm not trying to hurt him!  I have no books, too, like.

Don't read much other than my own slob.  I wanted to know the legend of Camelot is all.

TV

How I felt @ "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" in Australia.  I thought it was very inspiring and neat.  She seemed to be able to connect, which is good.  It was very funny.  They might realize something, tomorrow.

So, I just accidentally bought a book today and need to jog with weights, getting ready to audition to be Tinkerbell in the Disney Parade, which just came back here in Orlando.

TV

So, Ellen is giving out all the what anemities on a big plane to Australia, but the plane is plain.  She gave a girl an alcoholic beverage in a little nook that somehow was formed.  She looked so cozy.  HA.  I am the 1 eating on the plane.

TV

Maybe watch Ellen DeGeneres while I wait?

Better

The top of my stomach hurt, but I lay down and it felt better.  I wanna go for a jog with weights.  The working out, moreover floor strength workouts, make me better.  The jogging does get stressful.

Give and Take

Ellen, I have figured it out.  You have at least 1 parent from the South technically.  I have to do what people do in Florida, but you can just coast.  You're not really doing anything, in this sort of sense.  That might sound bad, but I was created in the South and always lived there.  I've been up north but never lived there very long.

Annoyed

My aunt is severing our relationship.  She is so picky about me being perfect, but my family already is up and running in that league and so am I.  Obviously, she is grumpy and pretty much sees me as a mistake-maker.  She'll deny it, but she does that, of course, too.

Got a Book by Accident

I knew my iTunes weren't working, but I just wanted to try and the book was bought, Queen of Camelot.  I think I was happy I had gotten it.  I wanted to write Camelot fanfic.  I think it's a big thing with 1 book when she's young and another older.  My Nook connection does not work, though.  The other thing I want is the book about true ghost stories, maybe should grab it while I know I can.  It's from 2002.

Evening

6 more hours of sleep, woke up @ 3:05, too.

When Inquisited

When inquisited, people will make up something impossible and harmful and say they didn't mean that, in order to prove you are selfish.

Covered

I msged my dad to make sure my aunt didn't do something to him, you know txt.

Werewolves

You can't be nitpicky about a vague past.

I confided in my aunt on hard feelings, and Ellen goes like manicly like in pleaseure?  I saw it, didn't make it up.  Ellen, you're someone who does that.

I DON'T GIVE A GODDAMN FUCK

(Don't worry @ my funny language.)

I know all the prominent 1st class people I respect act like dumb fuck niggers worthless existers with a dad born in Late Boom, the goddamn dumbfucked werewolves with claws that catch.

Making Fun of What's on People's Minds

You never know, anything could be on anyone's mind.  3|

Way of Thinking

Why do people make a spectacle of an achievement instead of making someone feel good for it?

Being Good and Not

So, my aunt thinks my cousin can be good and make that mean I'm not.  Good night, Fort Lauderdale Ashley..in Miami

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Peace and Quiet

You know at any GODDAMN given moment I can hear a click in my room when I'm feeling for myself.  Mainly physically.  GO AWAY NIGGER.

Una Problema

I SAID TO -STOP- the shit @ my cousin.  ELLEN YOU THREATENED ME.  I DONT GIVE A GODDAMN FOR YOUR WHINING LIKE AN INFANT NO ONE CARES @ YOU..really wtf r u

aw it's cute lil ellen WHATEVA you threatened me for something you threaten me for how i think all the time wts ur problem stop ratting at me for when i miss your show when i dont whatever your suggesting (not techincally..) i can say whateveri want

I got a funny message for the likes of you.  Fine, go have a show and have no one bothering you watcha want yer mammy or another mammy wuts ur problem dont you "have it all?" no one wants the same thing but you have a lot, you have a nice house maybe and food i guess, people to talk to, whenever you want, lets see if we can change that bc now i have no one to talk to.. lets see hose fault thatn is hto not yers so.. lets all like forget ellen she has anything she wants unless she wants another young mammy

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Watcha Thinkin'?

Does anyone think Ellen's *beep* for sucking up when someone makes you feel bad?  Oh, she just has to do something when she encounters something.  That's what's not right and not okay.  Ooh, bet that was ticklish.  Hello?  Hello?  No one wants to help me.  Help me to talk to someone.

No Family 3(

I'm not shit for any side of my family.  I'm not from a female in the European side.  What else was it, then I wasn't even what in some other way.

Facebook Posts

I posted this to my younger girl cousin:

Christina Barrett Hi, you are so beautiful and now look a lot like your mother.
Christina Barrett (Oh, Ashley did you know, that you are very special) I look more like the other girl.. She's pretty, right?

Question

So, why make someone mean content .. people like treated well for being like relaxing to others, like complaining so others feel the same way.

E-Mail

To: Dad
Subject: Blazer

Color: #1 - Thin Black and White Stripes
Size: XL (Extra Large in Petite)

Hurry up!  It's $20 and on clearance it says!

My Dad

He was telling me to leave the eggs in the water after a boil or else my eggs must have turned black.. no, though, I don't take Orlando tricks like that.

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Twitting

I won der I won der

So, I wonder .. the teacher said to e-mail her and I said I'd call.  She didn't feel a need to answer my last e-mail.  It did make me upset, but I don't think it was a reason I got kicked out.

I had a dream..

I think Rosie from Sophia Grace and Rosie on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was in it at a last.  I dunno, she's the meek, blonde 1, and her pinky looked like mine.  I don't know why, but she is cute.

The dream was morose.  It probably was a college setting.

You know, my mom actually talked to Ginny and said she saw her Knowledge Workshop years ago.  Must have been 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008..

Morning

10½ hours of sleep
5'3"
banana for breakfast, lowfat oatmeal cooling, bioling water for eggs to make salad }:} just egg saldad, however

slept with 1 of few remaining contacts, currently have no extra formula, not too bad, slept with a lamp on so felt a bit safer that way