Everyone always acts like my cousin is shit and courteous that I be knowing of that. Now, when I have a real crisis of my idea of how she treats me, no one cares. I carefully told my aunt what was on my mind, for some reason. Then, I proceeded to abstractly describe something in my blog. I told my dad, texted him at work then told him tonight when he took me to sewing a bag, which isn't finished, yet, though. I feel that people don't care, anymore. I honestly don't give a crap of her existence in the family and me not being a part of it.