So

I guess when I do something it reaches Heavenly heights.  What about Ellen with her mother's Jewish-European last name?

My thing is though being happy like the days of and before Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

Let's gossip about Nell, though, Ellen acting mean is the equivalent of my dad's youngest sister's illegitimate daughter being whiney and acting like she's the cutest most Caucasian, a wild brat, repulsive and not sure what else I can say beyond this point.  She is mean and now acting coy since the n word thing..  I think 2 of her boyfriends committed suicide.  That was after her divorce, but she still keeps the guy, who is Portugese's, last name.  She is kind to me, but that's what she's like around everyone else since she was little.  When she was very little she was mean to me.  That's okay.

Problema

Yu can't just do whatever you want to me because of the N word thing.  Something gbad could happen to you.

Problemas

All this bullcrap from Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres.  N WORD THING.

STOP

Stop looking to my own dad pervertedly when I talk @ the experiment.

What

Just making sure?  You always irritate me though.

STOP

STOP

I got another stupid message.  Yea, go blame Ellen.  I got a Word Captcha, 1st time I remember talking @ it, where it said something like Deepen.  So it's deeper with more to the r than there is.  I don't give a crap Ellen @ your nigger fetishes.  You have enough attention.  YOU ARE MEAN.

I'm sorry.

I don't want to be a nigger like Ellen.

Ellen is too like pushing of me to fuck like shit.  I'm serious.  She can't get over her mom's Jewish last name.  She keeps acting slippy, like I slipped over, and that it's because of the n word thing is why I'm mad..

I just said what was on my mind not sure what I mean by it at the moment don't care.. it was just there.. I mean it sounds funny and it seems it's gotta be said.. dunno, take it back if you didn't think it was really that funny.  I kinda wanna but don't really feel good.

Don't Give a Fuck

I don't give a fuck, Orlando, annoying people can't affect me feministically.  They are very invasive here.  They say they have to be.  There are some things I just don't seem to do.  I am only mad however if it was done on purpose to me via the experiment.  My mom just came in and was feeling for what I was thinking, and I won't take that bullshit.  You're all bullshit because of the n word thing, go suck on it.  Ooh, don't mean anything, I'm sorry if you are just sitting there thinking of a grandeur way to "say" and lie things.

Suing

So, in the mental hospital it was horrible place..there was a lady who seemed to pick on me, very big, very very tall, and pretty fat.  She wailed.  I felt she was trying to affect me, but I just withstood it.  I was wondering if she was also affecting me feministically.  You see, I didn't happen to go to Ginny's class 1 semester cause anyway I also got wind she wouldn't be nice to me because of the N word thing.  So, don't hurt her.  She even tried singing like her, and I felt sorry.  When I said even, I meant that she was like not ignorant of this, somehow.  I did learn more about being motherly before stepping into class.  I would only say you wanna step up to the diving board naky naky?  I even have to provide my own music for singing lessons by her, so.  Ugh!  xp  She wants more musical theater stuff.  Need money!  3 more weeks of like 5 songs ready, though, know lots, but I know a few that aren't musical theater, not practicing them right now.  Anyway, the lady at the mental hospital I had found was there a long time.  She was my roommate and nice to me, was blind to the point she had to feel for things, part blind or very blind.  People were caring to her.  However, she wailed with a very infected noise to me.  My other roommate was a Viet with like a cyllinder skull, to tell you the truth.. but I found her very like respectable.  She seemed very holistic, you know?

Apologies

For anything I spewed.

I just thought that Ellen and people might be stimulated by me thinking I'm Chinese telling them to get a blog so they aren't jealous and stupid.

Well, some people think I

don't have real feelings.

That was

rather stimulating, I am a bit fat.

Maybe

You need to be an experiment, want someone there all the time.

Una Problema

I feel I'm being attacked, and I don't need your stimulation, sicko.

Your Privacy

can be taken away by me

So

Let's just enjoy "what Ellen does."

I will not.

I will not accept Tim Burton's daughter is smaller, daintier, and even sweeter, though she is probably 1 of the sweetest people and children there are.

I fear I found a fart.

Sorry, just a funny thing from something.  Anyway, I am going along with my life and I feel Ellen lagging behind acting all picky and antsy by choice.

Not Mad

Just listening to my singing.  Ellen is good, but I felt that Tim wanted to take my mom from me, like ruin us, but do it for his chubby daughter.  Everyone shouldn't look the same.  Helena filled her up.  Tim really "blames" me.  Tim can't really satisfy his itch.  He can't say my mom isn't for me.  He probably already did.  He thinks my mom should have been as authentic to her in her home about her as she was to me, her 1st of 2 babies.

Threats

Ellen made it so she could send me threats, now, I am okay with her, though, but she's not okay with herself, wants to be the little 1.  Well, I'm not a big 1 to you.

O K

I got the feeling Ellen would talk back .. wouldn't work, then she calls me a nigger, not white, not European.

Una Problema

So, don't tell anyone they make you feel good and not know for sure because they'll start tearing up your world right and left because of their fear of the public eye.  You can't just say I'm mean to save your hide.  I've always been told I was perfectly sweet, shy, smart, and trustworthy.  I was the class angel, in a sense, but a shy 1..  I was also considered a good friend in my life, luckily for me.  People I think used to admire me...  People younger than me for awhile wanted to be just like me.  Then, I meet Tim Burton, and this is what happens, he says he can't .. he is like Ellen DeGeneres, thinks they're better than other people with success, more famous, too.  I think they are human just like me.  They think they are godly.  I guess Tim Burton propelled this thought, but I found Ellen to display this reaction, as well, LOL, "reaction.." what else is there to say about that, the word "reaction."  It's funny to me because she is this great figure and thinks I should look up to her punishing me, sending signals in an experiment at any given moment, you know like little ticks for example.  Tim Burton isn't as fun, doesn't seem as positive about me, like he can't change the world, like why does the world do that, they're sitting there waiting for you to do lots of things and for some reason are strangely patient.  It's been 8 years, and that's a lot of life to me.  I feel like death.. sorry...  Guess I'll post this at this ending??

I am

not a social brat but wild and crazy at home.

So, why

is Tim Burton picky @ everyone else, and just how long does your identity take to register, people like Ellen who wears glasses to see up close.  I had such good vision up close and felt like I was smart like science.  I'll go ahead and say it, Johnny Depp doesn't watch himself.  Guess he had people help him growing up.  I don't care how complicated, I enjoy what a normal person has..

Do you care?

Ellen, I don't care how fucking smart your secret messages are, sorry if you don't think the word fuck is amusing beyond amusing.  I noticed that Tim Burton had a meeting with a short boy on 1 side.  You had Martin Short crossing his eyes on your show.  I was just thinking @ Nell, and for some strange reason the thought that popped up was that him being a *** symbol who's not cooler than everyone and not me, thinking he can rub more in on us @ the grandeur of his spoiled brat.  I don't want to know the allure of my mother, but I don't think she's better than me and find her quite mean, only nice at certain moments.  You think she should have everything just because she is your daughter and you think everyone else is shit or a nigger, and I told you he was racist to me.  Then, he has to think @ my dad being born in 1950 because I bet he found it by chance or whatnot.  Why is he the only person left with a brain?  Well, not technically, but most everyone in -some- way, including myself.  Why don't you go care @ other moms, you want a neat thing, my mom, that's why you're so mean and like stealing about it??

You know what I hate?

Ellen DeGeneres thinking she's the cute 1 in the family compared to me when it's the opposite effect, like my whole life's effort and worth!  I have the feeling she feels like "the 1" who did something for me, sorta boring into my childhood of gymnastics and the unraveling after I stopped the classes.  I admit she does look good, maybe that major in communications??  Have I missed the boat?  She did it for 1 year.  It seems more the worth than I was ever ablet to get in.  I have 3 successful semesters.  1 is 1 class Flex Start for 1 credit hour.  It was a study aid course, however, so it was on the easier scale.

Stop

You keep telling me my dad is crap and to accept him, but we had a nice distant relationship that was perfectly fine, then I came home from college.

Tacky People With My Dad! LOL

So, when people say his name, I just feel they are rubbing in my current "close" relationship to this man.  Like, the ticks in my room for the experiment.  Sorry, I feel so nasty, like you don't really like me, like you need a mommy|daddy.  Why should I look up to you, still?  Yes, though, I mean if you wanna act like a child, too, that's perfectly fine, fine by me.  Know others will think you're crazy like me.  I don't know people well enough to say much on it nor to claim how something is okay or not okay.  :/  You know, everyone has different dynamics to their personality.

Not Safe in My House

Watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  She can do whatever she wants via media to hurt me because of her natural insecurities of the n word situation and not really get in trouble.

Una Problema

Stop threatening me in a tacky way at the inflection of my voice or whatnot.  Johnny Depp does this.  I did what I was supposed to like everyone else, and I just hear a bunch from people of like farting bullcrap.  Meanies!  So, then, also, Johnny Depp, don't think that's okay, to say you're nice then to like kill me using my own dad as the stimuli..yea who wants that?  Because we're close.  You just want a sacrificial lamb and to k**l other people because you are related to the 1st freed black woman.  Who knows, maybe he was covering Tim's LOL decidely "poor" direction by making sure his movies don't come to life, as Tim agreed, though..

The Net

You losers act like I'm weird and inappropriate, but I'm just investigative and not talking to you, in particular.

Apology

Sorry, Ellen, for if I said something wrong online, from talking on IMDb, about you and how you're stimulated.  I just tried to be rather factual and not creative.

O K

So, I was online talking @ Ellen DeGeneres and realized lots of points.  Sorry, if I didn't use enough finesse talking @ her as a baby.  Wow, did she have the 1960 thick skin.

Loser

Ellen, stop belittling perfectly nice families.  It was your decision not to have a family.  Too bad you couldn't fit it in.  I wonder if you'd still like anyone.

Tired

When will I practice?  Hungry, too, gotta get to bed early.  Feel so shitty going in there and cooking with the fam.

Mad

Ellen, stop being mean like you punish people bc you're *beep* *beep* *beep* *beep*  I GREW UP AS THE NICE SHY GIRL AND STILL AM THE ANTI-RACIST SOCIAL INTEREST INDIVIDUAL ON THE INTERNET.

Mad

Ellen doesn't answer, she just jokes .. doesn't act like she hears you and thinks it's cool and Caucasian.  She's onto the N word thing.  Why doesn't she just go make love?  She sure is extra mean, but you think that's impressive.  Well, I'm tired of this shit.  I always post @ it.  Stop ruining my world, Ellen.

WHO CARES

Lily Rose is playing it safe when you're the 1 who's not, who's not, who's not safe.

Ellen isn't sweet online.  No one is.  She'll tell you you're a nigger if you try to do something right because she'd want attention from people in the world more individually.

BAH

I'm tired of Ellen thinking she's more European.

I got an idea.

Ellen is so weird.  She wants to hurt people.  I said that some people move away to get away.

Hmph

Let's put Ellen off - she thinks those rednecks from her place know how ta live.

And

O Wow

I did nothing my whole life to Ellen.  She's just being annoying because of that N word thing, more sissy than others.

Just thought of something even funnier.

Just thought of something even funnier.  Ellen can come to Florida herself.  Most people are from up north it seems or their parents are, probably.  Dunno, lots of the 1s from way back leave, not sure where to but probably everywhere.

What a Looney Tune!

Sorry, but a predicament..?  Ellen DeGeneres thinks Florida is for New Orleanians.  I wouldn't say that.  I mean, I can connect, but I have mixed U.S. heritage, all good, I'm sure, but you know I'm used to it here am from here.  Ellen, why can't you explain?  You're just kidding.  The people there are like from up north.  Well, south, too.  I mean, what exactly about the weather is it that bites you?  LOL bites you!  ;D  Watchall think, whatever?  I know you're all just being mean.  I AM FROM FLORIDA.  You're just saying I did nothing my whole life.  You have mother heritage and still have time to complain?  What if I wasn't from Florida?  Well, I am not from just Florida..  I didn't grow up the whole way to 21 here.  Good thing, for the people here are not at peace.  I got to being alone so am well off this way..  Sorry, if you are offended about me being Floridian, but I know you're just focusing on how jazzy, spicy, and beachy it is in the hills of Pennsylvania or NY state but not upstate.

ARGH ---8p

Ginny doesn't know the dynamics of music found in playing an instrument for a long time.

So

El len

That's where I learned music.  I'm a child prodigy @ 27.

You wouldn't believe..

..how authentic and exquisite are the things on display in the oldest continuing city in the U.S., somehow where I lived a proper life "downtown."  I think you just turn a corner, know there are gas stations, but seemed like we were closest.

Yes, it is Spanish, much like English and French.  I do not know of the people who were there since the beginning, must have left.  We wondered.

Alert

I'll post this now that people in Orlando want to fuck my dad to bestiality.  They want to fuck him away from me.  Like the relationship quality..

What Happened

They died.

Southern Shit Hospitality

Hmph.  You're so perverted.  I have an outline saved so I can see the stars align.  You know, people don't usually stay in Florida long, a long time ago..

Going Back

I always go back and remember who my enemies are.

Problema

Ellen, I don't need to see myself be shit to be anything in the world.

Hmph, my hip unstretched @ my dad, it was fine, but he didn't seem comfortable and I bet he did it on purpose, though it seems not in actuality.  Ever since Nell, everything has gone wrong, though she's just a really cute baby..  :|

ARGH

Can you leave me alone!

Tim Burton did shit to me for something he didn't even get to know I felt.

My Personality

I'm pretty nice.

I dunno

Just seemed like a message, no I don't want to be too skinny.

Mo'? Still

You can't just count me out, in a secret message.  I mean, it makes sense, but I mean it's probably true, just say no to me.  Maybe, just not the same interests?  What's a European girl to a Floridian?

Twitter

Ugh!

I tried to make it a morning, but sorry I was so stupid not to be able to talk differently, at that time, but you know I will only get dummer in that way.

Un Problemas

Ginny isn't shit.  I had to wear what I had and found some nice things at Wal-Mart, am stuck without much but started liking blazers.  And I got kicked outta class.  PE's fault.  What else?  My room should be clean soon enough.  Will practice singing.  Had Crystal Lite some not sure if I'm hungry, had some grapes with my pills.

Unhealthy Relationships

I see kids together at the mall, what about me?  I'm tired of walking around this toenail house.

m0-0m

I'm not going to like my dad in a crappy way.

Whoops

If you don't curse, then they don't care about completing the life as a holistic experience.

Problema

I have a problem, people want me hurt for my parents thinking harshly of people I think are nice.  They are just shit.

"I had a dad."

I know other people did, too.

Hm, yesterday I was letting go and just was upset and wouldn't take my parents's bullcrap hurting people, having a belief people ended the world after an interim of time following Johnny Depp as Willy Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  I wasn't mean, but I had gotten mad so am dropping the other shoe and reacting to it not in a way like someone on catnip skirting around everything and anything, no choice really, have to be truthful, which I know Americans, maybe not so much Floridians, aren't.

Problemas

So, the kids who are teenagers now like to be helped not to hate other people, but I know those people want me as shit and like these people better.  I know it in the blood and flesh, I ain't no northern city gal.

Musing

So, Ellen is overshadowing young teens and not me.  I don't like the feeling of thinking they're "hers" and I'm just shit.

You wanna know what's wrong

Having me look like my dad in a tacky way.. maybe it's the way the egg rolls.  I do not think that was a good idea, whatever my dad couldn't take.  I mean, he's not a nigger.  I don't know what the fuck my mom thinks about this innocent man to her.  Well, maybe not anymore, supposedly, his raising his voice @ communicating gets annoying and her too much acting like she's a fairy with me as a toad is what it is.  My dad has us make sure we respect her, but it had gotten violent.

OMG

You can't just attack me for a baby picture and tell everyone.  Isn't that my parents's fault?  That I looked so bad, fat, unloved racially?  Like I'm really just shit??  It's true.  That's what people think of me.  My parents couldn't provide socially, and neither could anyone else, this "baby."  I posted it cause it was cute in a way, but instead, everyone makes fun of my toenails.  I want a different kind of baby, 1 with alive eyes, strong hair, and a healthy flush if possible.  However, I thought I was still living my childhood.  I won't be considered old to adults.

STOP

Stop threatening me. and future kids.  I am good, you are bad.  I can say whatever I want @ you, you liars.  You think I'm just having fun?  Then, forget it.  Leave me be.  I wasn't talking to you.

STOP

Ginny is hurting me and I don't give a fuck @ what you say @ my practicing at this rate.

Un Problema

If Ginny just believes in great things but doesn't do what she believes in others .. then anyway she seems to have grabbed a fucking banana because I grew up doing well in school and no one thinks that mattesr then I found I couldn't do college lectures and reading, so can't get a degree necessarily.  LOOK MY GRADES DON'T SAY IF I'M A GOOD PERSON.

Problema

Why should we worry @ my cousin.  You liars, I was just confiding something to my aunt @ her mom pointedly, just didn't get it out right 'guess.

Problema

I'm happy blogging finally, please don't get jealous, you fatsos, and tip over my lunch tray.

Problema

I know you just get mad at every little thing.  It is a nuisance.  I have things to do, cleaning, getting in some extra singing practices since I have a lesson tomorrow.  I tried to wait until I was done eating, but I wonder if I should have done it before.  I only practiced 2 days, have an early lesson coming up.  They help me and are worth it, a bit of money but nonetheless made it.  Whatever, don't question me about what I say and regurgitate it to me later.

WHAT'S -YOUR- -BLOODY- PROBLEM..

Bloody as in very or whatever, or crazy.

I was thinking @ this time when I drew toenails on TV with an art program because my dad and brother were there and I guess I felt were into toenails.  I wasn't mean @ it, drew my dad's pimple, too.  I was just trying to be fun, really, they didn't say anything!  Did you know @ that for some reason, think my mom remembered well enough, hopefully not too imprinted on the family.

Also, I think my dad is testing me, said I could do something, and so I did it a little then gave in for him, though I know I didn't have to.

So, what's wrong with nails?  You gonna raid a nail salon?  Something wrong?  Didn't think of it, perhaps, thought of it right away don't really find it important?  Maybe, doctors don't care that much @ the aesthetic of the body??  Everyone's into their fungus nails.  No insult.  Or their funky nails.  Their fat-filled nails that they can control, really!  Ugh!  I always ask am I okay, I can take back what I said if I told you and you didn't like it, but this IS my public blog go get 1 yourself.  It'll be too late to wait.  Really?  Well, I mean, if you think @ it.  Don't just go off and have kids without establishing a blog online, sorry this is in the same paragraph.  Wonder what I should do.

Ah, yes, class.

Um, yes, I believe in dresses and coats and moreover **** junior wear.

Don't tell us to live like shit.  We are appealing, and you are jealous and uncomfortable.  I never was shit, I'm just a bit overweight.

Also, why was Ginny like gaping at my haircut, like I have no hair.  It is a bit sad, maybe should spray it once with highlighter then dye it dark and let it grow out.  It's been played with too much, as well.  It's not so bad once you get long bangs.  Thing is I do like it dyed because I'm not very attractive very easilly.

I am worried that you're all m*********** that you put the interesting people online I met and that it has something to do with your goofball plan.  Just stop talking to me like a nigger.  I am a European, but I heard otherwise online!

It's true some people do that many don't, some just in case someone else wants to.  I heared it in life, too, and I'd not dwell on it, but maybe I'd not find anything to talk @.

Un Problemas

Let's put a bumper in your face and lock you up from communicating properly with anyone.

Now, what was I gonna say?  Why is the room fucking swirling with cool air?  I don't give a damn.

Una Problema

What do you think about saying the word brain when someone keeps being stupid to you and not leaving you alone?

Problema

I don't give a fuck @ anyone from California showing off stupidity in public, judging others like they have a functioning brain because they don't, they're non-American Caucasian minorities..  YOU'RE THE 1 WHO'S WRONG.  LET'S STOP THIS.  I'm sorry you worship Germans.  Unfortunately, all I can say is I have a significant proportion of German on my Caucasian side.

Problema

You'll just find yourself unsatisfied folk for not being as good as you can, as good enough..

What was I gonna say?  :(

If gymnastics was good for me, why like was it so stressful?  I know doing it on your own is what makes you good.  I dunno they have open gym for adults that includes a bar in the facility.  Guess I should make a call after this hectic week is done.

Una Problema

I don't give a fuck @ you niggerers from California with your hidden lust for the shit of my Caucasian dad.

What?

Why don't you lay down the line the lo down of watcha want?

I just got the idea with the speed of the page loading that with what I said @ the experiment it doesn't matter because I have a Chinese mom.  You won't let me call you *beep* and get away with it, how stupid is that?  I don't have to say why that's wrong, but it is.  I want my life.  Did you hear me?  LISTEN AND DON'T MAKE ME CURSE IN ALL CAPS FOR YOU TO GET EVERY POINT IN.  I am a good person, so leave me alone being part Chinese.  I know people with Chinese who look European, at least 1.  She's ¼ from her dad in Briton.  Also, stop like making me feel like I don't deserve to blog.  You're the 1s ruining my life and making me take record of thousands of things.  How else I can rid of your foul treatment of me?  You think you know everything but won't do a thing to change your life.  If you did that, then leave me alone.  Don't go ruining what I have and had.  You know, I only did gymnastics once or twice a week and baton once or twice a week, for a year, and gymnastics years before.  I found when I quit that I was feeling much better but energized very much from the workout.  People just didn't care, though they were bad and claimed I was so good a person.

Stop just barking shit at me.  I'm the 1 properly using a blog, and I already told ya'll or want ya'll to get 1.  This is a big time in life, and you can't just say oh I can't type.  We'll, ye's better start.

Update

New update to my life page.

Problemas

Who should give a fuck @ my dad?  He thinks it's bemusing to put ideas in my head when he doesn't feel well.

Also, I don't m********* to shit.  I don't give a fuck, neither, *beep* from California, the tacky lugs, like who just go, like I said on Twitter, "and the club goes bump goes bump."  Oh my god, we do not care!  I guess there is no modern society in existence.  May as well go to Europe.  Or get your tan in Latin America, though you'll be staining the racial purity there.

Una Problema

-I- am from Florida..dunno where you come from.  I don't wanna live life as bullshit.  I don't give a fuck @ anyone who moves to Florida nor moves away for they all are mean to me.  They total and blast out against only me.  They think I want too much, but whatever they want is probably too much for themselves.  Why can't I just go through life without being bothered?  Who's shitting at me?  In the experiment, I was so respected, but then I did poorly in school and everything hurt, every little sound, and it was from being an astute music major, which should be easy to believe.

Una Problema

Why're ya'll so mean?  I can do whatever I want.  You can't get mad at me for having a hard time at a university.  I wasn't prepared for it in the schools back home though I got good grades.  I didn't cheat.  Maybe, the school cheated.

You can look at my oi

old baby pictures or very young pictures and see that while I was perfect at nailing down shots that look like a human that I wasn't given any encouragement, racially.  If anyone knew me in the 1980s, they would do that.

Una Problema

I wonder why they changed the Disney parade.  I sent in some pictures to ask @ my double chin, just attached them, and they said to come and they'll see what I can do.  I wanted to be the Tinkerbell waver.  The praciting might be influenced by a fear of having Asian genes, but I dunno why that problem would pop up.  True, people are mean to me, but I myself can do it.  Maybe, I'm not as good as who they have now, whom I partly based mine off of, they who based it off of L.A.

Una Problema

So, why you think I have a problem?  I don't.  If we treat someone else differently, we'll see what problems ensue, trust Mummy and Daddy.

Breakfast

Crystal Light drink.

Una Problema

My dad just woke up and for the 1st time signaled something @ me not being white.  Ya'll keep on giving me a hard time, and somehow my room gets very full and I get picked on for putting a few things in storage.  I don't have a cabinet or something to store them away..  This is bc of my shitty situation of having wild, domineering cousins, but that's what everyone would be like, in some form, in private.

Well, now, I am worried that he, that person, my dad, is sad.  Interesting for most people to know.  You know this catches on, I just can't take it.  I walk through the house and should shut up.  I'm most concerned about how it catches on.  I knew it was a bad thing.  Also, my dad is sitting in front of the TV, not eating breakfast..  So, I am very mad and kinda just threw his message out somehow, cuz we live together.  I dunno, it's bothering me.

Also, what of that funny picture of me I thought was okay but where I was really rounded and blubbery?  It looked like I was made fun of.  I guess there wasn't much to do, having a Chinese mom.

You wanna know

Something I've nevver done??

M********** to myself being ½ Chinese.

Somethings just maek me cunomforagable.  xp  Was up Tweeting @ Ellen some of the night.  I don't like how I made myself give in but not like all the way, not sure what to do @ that.  I did have a bad week bc of talking to my aunt @ something.  No hard feelings, it was @ my cousin, just wanted to talk @ something.

Can't Keep Up

Eating my way to bed..Made some odd comments, today.

Twitter

mass posting Twitter

Twitter

WAH

I'm hungry.  I want junk food.

I seen it.

I was feeling my pinky toe, which may not be disgusting but is unexposed - please don't burst into laughing.  Oh no, just thought of tickling toes, which shouldn't be too bad to unravel the fear of.  I should do that to m*********.  Anyway, no, Ellen, I will not unravel everything.  I mean, you do it and then what?  You don't do it!  Except, it did look different but not in a totally good way.  Dunno, have wide feet.

Ellen really believes in certain things, and I do not know why.  It does make sense, I know these things happen, but you don't do it on purpose, just if you're in a certain situation, like where "you're living.."  Why does it seem stupid to you that I quoted that?

I Know

I have an idea, Late Boom isn't even shit, nothing like Generation X because I'm "not good enough" as it stands, too old and wrong style to be of the Late Boom family.

What I Should Have Done

It's nice to sit and think @ this in a journal.

I should have made my stuff even neater, was very taxing physically.  This has been since 2006, no help anywhere.  You know, like nothing would make me feel better.  I did stay home and rest, finally, much later started having the food I needed.

So, what?

My life is still in ruins.  In the future, I don't have any better plans.

Om

Why would someone say you're waiting around for someone better than me?  What did I do wrong?  My life is hard.

Btw did you get any ants in your pants?  What's so stimulating about me saying that?  I was wondering why I heard ants in the pants of these annoying adults.  Stop being mean to me and ruining all my opportunities.  I can do whatever I want.  I don't owe you anything.

Look

I ain't following everyone's bullshit.

Cursed

So, you did hurt me on purpose.  My friend took away a recent Twitter picture.  She had 2.  Funny coincidences.  She has a sarcastic, sorta hurt grin.  I have an old dad, so I can relate, but I have to accept it.  She has nice parents, though, who prize her so much.  I wish I could help her, though.

You know

I -would- like life to be merrier, NYC style, but don't forget the kids~

I AM THE RIGHT ONE

I AM THE RIGHT ONE, HELENA BONHAM CARTER.  :o

I provided my well wishes for Nell at the start!  It's obvious what comes next, 1st you seemed to *** @ with her.  Show her off.  Make sure she felt specialer than anyone else or based it on something like that.  What a fatso baby, I'd rather be me, but she could've been a better baby, not sure, looked a bit old, even with her grayish eyes.  Best wishes.  Did you even get that??  Or is this just something you might do to anyone?

HA

It's so funny to see you animals grovelling in the dirt sand worshipping Nell but not me.  Ya'll're nothin'.  I do feel I get attention, but I've lost so much in this world.  People don't actually go up to me.  I think it's just a part of life..

Feeling on Top?

Nell just wants to feel on top of everything.

She's acting like she can do anything.  She's right, but not the right message|situation, so-to-speak.  Not the right message, I see at the moment.

Then, after that, she wants to live her life on top being selfless but hurting the Chinese so I don't give a shit @ her.  I mean, the word shit is okay, I don't mean anything bad by it.  Ask some tween and see if they do the same thing.  Another way to say if you don't like that.. is I don't give a fuck or I don't care not sure what else right now.

link

What I Did

I wanted a little funky thumb like Nell but not small.

G0 AWAY NIGGER

I got another "message" from my mom, like I had a future son and well I got bothered by niggers.

Problema

So, I hope Ellen's mom isn't dictating this, you know all these punishments for nothing.  I will say something if it fits and is awkward, may take extreme things back, things people build cities over.

ST0P

You're gay, loony, psycho .. every time something irritates you about me you take it out on me.

So, what?

I don't get to feel shit and ya'll keep looking at me creepily and proposing worse opportunities.  I like to lie in bed and try to feel I'm with another being.

IMDb

No, I do not give a damn @ Ellen's stimulation as an infant|baby.. whatever.. not that advanced.  What about me, it'd make you feel like a nigger.  I'm not that, I mean, I forget.

Una Problema

My mom just was right there when I opened the door to give her the medicine and now it's a nuisance becaue my thumb jammed.