You know what I hate?

Ellen DeGeneres thinking she's the cute 1 in the family compared to me when it's the opposite effect, like my whole life's effort and worth!  I have the feeling she feels like "the 1" who did something for me, sorta boring into my childhood of gymnastics and the unraveling after I stopped the classes.  I admit she does look good, maybe that major in communications??  Have I missed the boat?  She did it for 1 year.  It seems more the worth than I was ever ablet to get in.  I have 3 successful semesters.  1 is 1 class Flex Start for 1 credit hour.  It was a study aid course, however, so it was on the easier scale.