Also

I put some of my music up this morning, up all night somehow, lay down sometimes.  I put some up before, too.

Kinda Sad

I thought I did pretty good today, just don't know what happened.  I posted some of my singing from last week.  I don't think I had time to listen to it all.  Now, what am I gonna do?  Why doesn't she just tell me I don't have to listen to it all?  It never sounds that good.  What she might just be ticked off at me being happy about something like everyone else.  SHUT UP CLICK IN MY ROOM YOU'RE SETTING ME OFF.

Una Problema

Why should I give a fuck @ things she does.. she probably knows I was sad about my mom in glasses, blamed Ellen DeGeneres.  So, what, don't rebound on me.  I don't give a fuck, I'm from Florida, ya here?  I'm not even just from Florida, I'm from a suburb!  HEY SHUT UP NOISE IN MY ROOM DON'T BOTHER ME FOR TALKING LIKE A NORMAL PERSON.

HEY

Stop making fun of me for my singing lessons progress.  I thought my teacher recorded it all but didn't.  Found different reasons.  Well, SOR RY, but you'll be SOR RY.  You won't really be sorry by me, I mean technically.  I woulda recorded myself, actually.  Let's see, I did okay, today.. maybe the middle song messed up too much, you know practiced it several times in 1 day.  She told me to do these losening up exercises like 3 times a day.  Ha ha, very funny.  Maybe, it stopped working.  I thought I could use her speakers again, but she had to use a small 1 for some reason.  Maybe, she likes that.  She's a quack.

Oh, I forgot.

She was supposed to give me a CD to give to my mom, and instead she got a book|little booklet.  It almost got ruined, but I saw there was a CD in it.

So

My teacher gave my mom a book instead of a CD in a sorta mean way, so 2 negatives = ..  for my mom.  Her eyes went to an extent, and she owns glasses.  You know, I don't see her wear them.  They were supposed to be for school, as well as the road.  I think 2 physical injuries caused that, and she had another.

Also, my teacher's mamma is from California.  I don't give a damn to sit here and follow her like I did Tim Burton just to find how she insulted me because I believed in California and I just so happened to find out ya'll're shit because you act like my cousin with a younger dad than mine.  You just let your life be run by the n word thing.  No, I don't wanna go back.  I did come from Florida, not my parents.

Or for me

every vacation

A Week

of our lives is utterly wasted.

So, why

are Ellen DeGeneres's emotions so extreme and like bursting out like a piece of candy?

For your sake, I should disclaim my point and just say I'm making 1.  I mean, like if she's mad, it's okay, but it's very annoying the way she likes guys her age, sorry, so do I, but I mean, I also have a mom who's more "young" and a dad who's older and I feel she really believes I'm crap how stupid so does my mom.

Una Problema

I'm such an attention-getter.  Why not pay attention to something you're really after, meaning like ^Tim Burton^  :|  .."Tim - Burton - the Great"  ^0^

Eating

Just yogurt.  I like treats, too.

Buttt

Only stupid people keep promoting crap.

Well, sorry, I said stupid a lot lately.  I'm crazy.  It should go away..  :|  Guess I have a leash and collar.

So.. what?

Oh, so I can't say 1 risque thing anymore I know now and you don't give a fuck still wanna fuck bad people .. and it's no different for you than if I did it regularly, though the situation is a irregular.

Twitter

Upset

If anyone from the New Orleans area had it down, it wouldn't just simply be no competition Ellen DeGeneres who lives in L.A.  }:}

Una Problema

Ellen, I didn't really like seeing you buckering up people who are nice to be mean to me, like I was thinking about New Orleans, seems you want to be the Queen.  It was even something so important as staying out of fighting.  Ooh, you people online are stupid.  That was the big lesson of the day, you know 1 of them, probably pretty big and 1 of the biggest.  You know, I think a lot of people there if not being in the spotlight are successfully set about to right their own lives and find out their own mistakes.

Bet

Seems my dad is feeling gay about what I said this time because he agrees that the issue is a negative 1 because of problems but wouldn't say.  I talk, though, and if something's not okay I just say sorry.  All I can think of is it making you like look bad.  I do believe and am positive you guys anyone who knew me would accept if I got upset like this.  Tim Burton is the 1 who caused it, though.  You think I blame him for all my problems.

Mean

You're lal just mean because of the n word thing.

So

You are all over the brattiness of my cousin, no surprise.  I'm worry ti say it's not a big deal.

Sorry

I'm sorry, but I know you don't wanna waste your temper on my cousin.

Una Problema

It's a bit odd, you take to people just because of what you found someone else did.  Let 'em figure it out, themselves.  I tried to take back what I said.

Hmph

I am not a mean person.  I may really think something on the negative side I proposed but not what you think I meant!  I do agree it was wrong, unflattering you'd say, and just unnecessary but hard to fudge around and probably not worth having to try.

Oh, no!

So, what all do you think about what we say @ my cousin being so important?  I guess I suggested something they want to blame me for when I thought I'd merely confided in my aunt..not even about her directly.

So, that means ya'l just fell for their meanness and they will probably care about if I feel good, guess there's not so much behind everyone's actions, not meaning to suggest something typical, which didn't actually mean to joke @ it in 1 way, you know?  Don't know if I'll have time to get it so I always explain what you don't understand.  I'm not threatening anyone..

I just feel I keep getting people pressuring me to do things that are hard to avoid, as well.  That can be stressful and a waste of time..

*shrugs*  Hard to say something and not have someone say it's typically suggestive, though in some ways it is "suggestive" just not others.

Everywhere I turn, I keep getting this.  I feel people..I dunno.  I just want to know I'm right and you're wrong.  If you say something bad about someone bad doesn't make them better than you!  Just a related thing to say..  :|

Woke Up

Think I slept 6 hours on sofa with lights on and earplugs.

Remember my diet!

Eating

I guess I'll have fruit and yogurt .. Plain greens (leaves) and plain meat. Toast?

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Una Problema

Some people in Orlando are mean to me. They say I'm guilty of something small.

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Una Problema

Ya'll give a shit @ what I said about ny brat cousin to my aunt. Hm, I wonder what I should do @ my spoiled aunt.

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The Reason

The people in Orlando aren't like me. There is a reason for everything the way it is under the sun.

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Una Problema

I do not practice being an Asian on purpose. So, I do not have Asian traits.

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Una Problema

There's a guy driving me home being nasty. The people in Orlando aren't real. He keeps digging into me. Her's racist. He wouldn't be mean to someone else.

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How I Feel

Tired? Not when I get in my room.

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Mobile

Foood

Dessert?  I'm too weak!

I feel a call.

So, I m**********, again, all alone.  The sad thing was I sorta hung onto the idea of watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and felt ooh maybe I don't have to feel it.  Well, I'd such a rough week, I gave into this feeling the Ellen DeGeneres was supporting me.  Like I wasn't as like strong as her.  :(  :)  There's a way where I feel, not big, though, that submits, I guess now.  I dunno, if I were on my own, I may be fine in the world.  It's hard to find what to do.

Nite

Falling down on my couch

Update

I put a new photo in and into the set of Me 1.

Flickr

Asians

I know they seem ugly, but you can't force them to say they want to be Asian, in that way no one likes.

..just realized something

I never acted tacky like a 1950 girl insteada a 1960 girl

New Photos

New Photos of Me

Check out the link to the side.

Un Problema

Before what Ellen would have thought of me was better moralistically than the upcoming of the stupid N word thing.  In fact, it's positively treacherous.

Singing Practice

(Wed) Day 1 - warm-ups + Sweeney Todd 1 time long song
(Th) Day 2 - same thing
(Fri) just fell asleep this day
(Sat) realized I was too tired after hungry and eating
(Sun) dunno how many times I warmed up but sang like 3 sessions of waiting until I lost my vocal quality

My plan, do more sessions if you skipped significantly.  I just get tired and sleep on the sofa.

Remember, Fri day is fun day!

New Recordings of Me Singing and Singing More

TV

ellen

Oh no!

My teacher sounds like that lady! sometimes.. What if it doesn't come 0ff  Well, you know, it's like, why?  She doesn't sound like me.

More

Having 1 of 4 vanilla yogurts.  I asked for 2.  Came in a pack.

Una Problema

Ellen is shit to people like Tim waiting tackily for some perfect little angel.

Change

My mom made Chai Tea, don't remember when I'd had it before.  She didn't come to pick up my pill plate.  She brought an extra cup without the animal top that was out there before when she didn't tell me to come.  You know, we can h*** you, too.  :{  I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT.  I am tired of getting mad and then people being stupid and not saying anything but letting out emissions of their jealousy to you.  Please leave me alone, this is true, people are mean to me and won't talk to me.  There's no such thing as a bad word or phrase, only what you're really trying to say.