Aw

So, Martin Short had to or wanted to cross his eyes?  Boy, Ellen, what else do you want to do.  ;{

Proof

Central Florida has no interest in me, but imma be Tinkerbell.

HEY

GINNY YOU NEVER FIXED YOUR CLASSES

}: Did I **** somebody?

NO

Report

I was worried now were I to meet Ellen I would have to be rude.  I did think of being rude in my next voice lesson, forget what for, probably to do with my cousin.  Er.  What?  I told you my family was different.  Everyone knew that.  It's like a crumb of daily bread!

iWon

I'm attractive, causes more attraction.

I don't believe that..

..being born in 1958 makes you only someone who's available for feeling or like rather being a teacher or director or mentor, something like Tim Burton.. Madonna in fact.  It's just something you can complain @, since 1959-1960 is a tight piece of shit.

E-Mail

To: Dad & Mom
Subject: Continued

I didn't insult her.  I was just telling you she is happy @ being born in 1960.  However, there are people younger than her who may be well off, as well, like maybe Generation Z kids or YZ more like me for some reason.  I thought I was like just Y or XY, rather, it turned out.

E-Mail

To: Dad & Mom
Subject: I just realized something @..

Joni.  She thinks me being happy is an insult to her because she was born in 1960.  Why does she think that?  I'm offensive because I only have 1 parent related to her?  And she actually looked up to Mom??  I'm sure she can do that.

Realized Something

I don't ACTUALLY think bad thoughts at all ELLEN!!! !!! !!!  Those are thoughts of others I'm taking CARE OF

Hm

He would mess up my kids's lives if it were I have kids

Look, racist, I have needs.

UNcomfortable

Tim Burton, I'm NOT comfortable

Obsession

Why don't you just figure that in the end it's not gonna be about how I looked at some other time.  It must have been quite tight but shouldn't have done as much in school.

Also, aunt #2, if your daughter looks funny when I visit just for me .. no, I'm still Christina.  You can't bargain me outta life.  You were unusually upset in Georgia.  It felt like you'd be the 1 to kill me.  I'm attractive like you, my dad is your big big brother.  I also don't need college, like yo mammy.  Wait, I was gonna put a heart there and you'd still talk about it like I'm offensive to post a heart.  You didn't know that was why.  You just thought I would do it and it'd be a sly heart.

Ya'll Fail

Learn some manners, Baby Boom.

I'm not bothering anyone.

Ya'll need to leave me alone and treat me like before and stop getting mad I'm not bothering anyone.

Thought

My dad won't let me be free and public.  Like..hm.  Forget.  He didn't answer.

ha ha

So, I told my mom something I do as a Slidellian New Orleanian, and I had to keep looking at the blog.  She kept asking if it was @ her.  I did cool down @ my cousin, lost some things, but still no problems.

Family

So, my younger aunt can't poke her nose in my dad's existence.

My Side?

My older aunt is mad that the younger aunt thinks everything is for her.  I mean, she ruins things precious to people born different years, like the early 50s.  She's born late 1953.

What's wrong with that?

That's the same as me putting up my pics at my convenience, taking them down when I wish I hadn't put them up, lost most of my stuff in Katrina.  I liked Katrina.  They didn't let us have Nawlins back.  Everyone left for somewhere.  We went to a hotel in Texas and then Orlando, where we were gonna go, anyway.

Slidellian New Orleanian

If I add something, it will be about you, less trouble for me later, as well.

Una Problema

What if that's also Ellen DeGeneres getting back at me for telling everyone not to talk to my dad so they could talk to me?

Er, also, my family isn't the only stereotyped 1.  I'm not the stereotype.  I do hit the marks.

Let's start.

You thought you could make Ashley meaner than me as an excuse.  You aren't really confused about her worse times in like how she looked.

OMIGOD

Why do you care what I say?

No Answer

Why do ya'll care so much about mean people?  That's the shit under the doormat!!!!

Chillin

WoooW

That was interesting, I was so mad @ my nose, guess it had to happen.  I wonder if people will ever get it..  :(

E-Mail

Subject: (Fwd) Re: Clothes Online

ok ya Dad wanted to wait, maybe just the blazer and 1 undershirt.  The blazer is $20, hope they still hold my size.  I thought they were like $7, but they stopped making them so much.  They were so popular at the stores since the beginning of the year.  Yea, we also got the audition clothes which were at least like $70.  So, June 11th, see how long they hold maybe.  I don't have so many clothes, it seems, have to wear a Wal-Mart shirt maybe to voice lessons tomorrow because that's what I have and want to wear, see what she thinks, tho.  I really wanted a blazer.  I have 2 actually, 1 typical look, the other from Wal-Mart gray with sequins to go with the cat shirt.  It might be a bit hot, considering all the sleeves are 3 quarters length.  So, I can wait, just the blazer would be good, $20. 

Update

Old Textboxes

Ethnic Surnames:
50% NW Chinese
23% non-pure German
14% Norwegian Viking
5% French
5% English
5% Irish
(more French, German, Irish..)

Whims
1. European or American - I love European more.
2. Voice, Lo or Hi - Hi
3. Singing - Experimental|Post Post Modern|Contemporary
4. Dark|Lite Qualities
--Dark - Dutch
--Lite - French
5. Child or Parent - Child
6. Flowers or Hearts - Hearts

So.. I dunno forget!  Wonder what it is @ the South.  They are pretty fair in Florida.  I can live a life, like a Floridian.  The only problem was "if" I had Native American, and it looks like it..

Una Problema

So, I have 2 paren straight from their homeland

but for the South my mom 1st had a European experience in PA, Erie.

I'm my dad!?!!

I have that really rubbery look, like Lily Rose Depp, but instead I have that plastered look of my parents.  In fact, my mom has kinda gray tanned skin.  It got lighter, at 1st, maybe in PA.  Her hair was lite in LA.

Erm

I must be Ellen DeGeneres, everyone in Dishey acted like she was special, like she was the 1, but it was because she was her mom.  I'm not by mom.

So, I am probably like Ellen DeGeneres because I want to see what picture is up next, does the baby go -in- thru the cake.  If you want to know: It's a cultural Mardi Gras thing.  We're not really supposed to give certain impressions, but I don't know I just thought it was what was going on.  So, more on this secretive New Orleans, I mean people don't know, it's "Love that chicken from Popeye's and the shrimp po'boy."  8|

So

Her daughter had freckles?  I don't like what Ginny had her do.  I want her to be cute and young without focus on freckles.

Concerned

I am concerned about what her mom can and can't do with her dad being from Pittsburgh and her mom California somewhere I don't know.

Y

would I say my life is shit and I don't deserve it?

Just Another Person

Someone who really isn't okay with me.. like I'd wanna talk to her, but then she'd go crazy, if things for me were goin' good.

Aow, am I stupid?  Maybe it's still those 15 Pizza Lunchables from last week.

I am sure that people don't like me because I was cunning to follow all rules so I'm happier than others.

Too Bad

Why are there people like this with young daughters?

Um..

I didn't have this problem with other people in the area.  I think I'm spechal.  Woops, was I not on the right topic?

Something Funny in Central Florida

I walked in the room, and everyone knew that Ginny was attacking me using her daughter again.

I'm dead serious, they all looked cutesy like they were a part of Disney World and like said hmph like a baby.

Problem

So, Ginny thought she could have a daughter who could feel good.  Just a joke, not supposed to explain.  Don't mean it in a hard way.  I just couldn't get how she was as different as Ginny and me.  Plus, maybe Ginny always wishes she had more kids.

I shouldn't have to explain because .. wait, yea you know me, but mainly because it wasn't probably a definittive attack but a search for words and stuff with no idea for some reason.

Erm

O yas, I'm not pefectly happy because no one looks at me like I'm white, just tells me I could do something different and addresses the fact that I'm still learning.

Erm

Why would someone like Lily Rose get so mean at someone?  Like I don't know what she said, she didn't make me feel more attractive.  I mean did she get jealous?  Like, I'm good but not cool though know about being cool in complex ways because I like it so much.  What else is there to do?  When you're a chairy on top of the ifle tower?  I guess her dad was with people from Florida a lot, LOL.  That's so perverted, FL, and everyone knows.  Thanks for bringing out the good side, Lily.

I regret to inform you

of the cousin I wanted to live with in Miami but not really now wanna be close to Miami Beach yas she's just from Broward .. that I infact am all white according to the official judge.  People are more onta me for *** than Canadians, Italians, even Hispanics I guess.  What happened to Sofia Vegara?  I've seen other Latinos pass the test, though, but I mean are a bit crazy and I'm not even a little Hispanic.

In fact, I am even mixed with more white on top of that.

My thing in life is to see people get what they need racially for they have already stepped a boundary to me, can't see much of the Earth nor Central Florida (Disney) today.

The Question

My dad's youngest sister has a daughter who looked kinda molded out as a baby, born late 1991.  Obviously, his youngest sister was well-fed as a kid.  Born @ 1960.  She was so attractive, to me.  She had different looks, and I probably would like them all.  Looks like me for some reason, but you can definitely see his oldest younger sister in me, as well.  My cousin is more plastered on physically but more in sync with me than the older aunt in a certain way intellectually, and I turn on when I see her and can't even believe what's happening, guess you all wanna see my whole family have a TV show.

About the title, well, I mean before people were mean to me she was always whining and getting in trouble, doing things like I know we were playing hide and seek didn'tknow in a resort.  It was the hotel.  Whatever.  She was always screaming, messing up her toys.  I felt I didn't deserve to touch her, but she unfortunately got on vibe with me, I guess.  She got skinnier.  She had flabby skin, and her mom totally did not in a way but wasn't like necessarily always poofy.  When she got darker, though, she was pretty thin, but her head is like an oval, kinda like my chin in a way seems, that area of my face.  When she was older, she was going to court for her dad she wasn't supposed to meet, dunno if I should say this but Italian last name from Canada I later found.  She was with boys, and then she splits, I guess.  She would act all rowdy and do something all the time that was wrong just because she was white and in Florida.

I want ter keep track of it.

I am concerned about people thinking certain people need to be stimulated.  Just throw my brother away or tell me to leave, hope he doesn't hurt you for me.

MUA HA HA

Now, you can stop your lie that I'm too old to be your kid and too young to be you for I like both in the other way.

UGH

Why do Tim Burton and my dad want an attractive female immediately?  They didn't take care of me until I was self-sufficient, something my mom says, "self-sufficient."  She is usually involved, watches me.  However, my brother clinged to her and stared at me maybe, always a problem, and now it exists and affects my life.  I don't remember doing anything to him, in fact, but may later, for sure.

Internet Use

I don't post the crap for anyone in particular but for my own enjoyment.  In fact, I just cleaned most of my room somewhat recently and my dad is getting me a vanity.  I have 4 possibly soon 5 or 6 machines to do my hair with that some have to be plugged into a socket for awhile..

Oh, it started out I was lonely and felt too bad to see anyone, was stuck in a little room with no energy for reading, for an indefinite period of time for "2" reasons - Tim Burton+Johnny Depp and because of them as well my failure to do anything in school, too hard to do lectures and lots of reading, you know at a university or top ranked school, even in New Orleans where I lived by, adjacent to its lake or whatever.

Um

So what is the problem you have with me being created in the city right above the major city above Miami, nothing below I know'f.  I know this like life or a piece of fruit someone just made a painting of.. sounds like the lyrics to Mai Ya Hi..

Why do you see me as SlidellNO shit?

..and Slidell is a special place.  It seems the most basic, wouldn't want to live anywhere else.  They are too much into shit, though.

OK

Somebody tell me and stop acting like I could be someone else, like my little brother, who don't give a quack and a shit about working to be European, says his egg is too old.  OMG!  It was just a bad time for people to exist.  I knew it.  You better go stimulate yourself.

Ya

I'm not perfect in choices.

I had problems in the bathroom like I got it out right away.  I know something was done, but I couldn't do anything but accept it.  I don't like the reason.  See, once, I think maybe Ellen looked at my Twitter for sure, not sure if she has any lists and stuff, but I posted I needed help because I thought Jim Carrey knew what my brother was like.  I wasn't supposed to post his pictures, but you could find him if you wanted.

Huh

Johnny Depp

Her mom is nice, but Lily is acting like 2-sided, like I wasn't perfect in 1 tiny way, called race.  Neither is she, so she can't really say that because she's part black, the 1st freed African-American woman in the U.S.ofA.

Aha!

I see now I know that people in high places that are imperfect to me are actually being naughty.  I'm not putting up with this shit in Florida.  What I meant with the 1st thing was I saw that they liked Chloe Grace Moretz and thought someone like me was shit, they used it against me as all the people where I'm from and based it on my dad and used race to make believable that I wasn't special.

I was also concerned my teacher is so amazing, her daughter isn't unique like her, just wants to feel good.

Infested

I know my parents practice racism and don't give me a chance and claim I did something when I didn't, just noticed the changes---

You know

no one of any age really talks to me, judges me for what I came out as.  Why are you making up stuff @ how I want to be as a baby?  I mean, I was nothing at all like I'd want to be?  I thought my parents were making me ugly, and I couldn't say I felt myself I was something enough for myself to say.

Problema

So, Ellen, if I am right to your parental generation, what's the problem about you being stimulated?  Do you hafta let it out?

Do I Have to Leave

Ellen, I'd rather not talk to you than go through a punishment for literally nothing..  Fix yer problema right away,

Ignore Her

Ellen is using as a punishment stupid shit.  She likes kids with younger dads than mine to *** her up.  Well, you're a sinner.  I actually liked you a lot recently but predicted that I couldn't find a point in anyone.  I just wanted to get into you.

Meanie

Ellen, stop being stupid.  You think you covered all my problems, but I am truthful, and that was my problem with the counselors when I was about 16.

You Don't Really Understand

I really was hurt, my cousin was not.

Your parental generation always agree with me and not you.

Problem in the Tub

1 problem I had was that Ellen wasn't really all that, nuff said, she keeps being mean and says she has to and that's what makes me mad she doesn't look up to me actively.

Over-Perfection

My mom keeps criticizing me.  Did do the deed that I was well off and that I was wrong to say other people were wrong.  HOW STUPID IS THAT.  YOU DIDN'T KNOW.

What's Important

So, when things are important, you make it it for someone else or something.  I can say my mom does not think I'm her.

Problem

Ellen, my friends grew up exercising me that their moms were smarter as people.  All I can say is it's nice to have an interesting mom and to do what she says.

What You Can and Can't Do

Ellen, this is about me not my dad.

You acted like my little cousin was a more high-spirited and even attractive person than me.  You wanted to set her up, and you did and you fail.  You will not flip your view on the little sister, who has built a pile of deeds against me, not too much since you'd know.

Ellen, I guess you're in on being nicer to other kids than me.  I may not be perfect, but you cannot follow the older aunt and say you just are concerned about that, not my comfort and near-death experience.

ALERT ALERT

TELL THE JEW HELENA BONHAM CARTER WHEN IT'S DANGEROUS TO DO SOMETHING THAT HURTS YOU

OK

Ellen DeGeneres is overly nice.

You .. Don't .. Kno o ow

You don't know that everyone wants the exact same thing unless it has to do with right and wrong, good and bad.

I am pretty sure I've had this feeling.

1st Tier

What if Ellen saw me and thought maybe I was like everyone else in "what" thoughts come up but then finds that I'm 1st class in normal rankings.

What I Find. 8|

I'm watching myself earnestly sing and finding that .. yes I want you to be attractive, I won't stop you, but you won't let me ruin you by helping.

Might

It might seem nice to play it down for others, but if your parental figures go full out then that's it for me, no joke, yes I am originally from Florida bc my parents'

Tweet

Tweet to Ellen DeGeneres and her *miniuns* aw

Ruined!

What if I said yes I agree with my grandmas but only in the good ways?  It means I have a life.

You's gots to be ready!.

Okay...

You have to MAKE yourself grin..

Not

Ellen no one is consistently perfect and symmetrical.

El Stupida

If everyone knows what's really making good people hurt, we should fix it.  You can't tell me I'm a monster because of ancestors.  What if I don't agree with that and have overcome it in my life?  WHAH DO YOU CAR'E?

Stop bothering me.

Ellen is just a flirt, thinks that 1 thing she doesn't like equals what she likes as fluff intelligence.

Waale (Well!)

Isn't it fun to be on top?

El Stupido

My cousin really thinks she's more specialer.  I told my aunt I was annoyed at how she felt so excited as the youngest, like that 1 Nell Burton..  I can do what I want.  I talk @ my issues, Ellen.

Otra Problema

Ellen, you didn't give a shit about how I felt.

Something She Didn't Do

Ellen, my cousin never did anything for you.

Surprised

Why does Ginny have daughter issues?  I get that feeling, saw a picture clearly displayed in her house.  It's not so much my issue as it is hers.  I don't come saying I have an issue.

Una Problema

So, who wants to start networking or being a celeb?  I'm tired of getting Friend Requests from sticks of saliva.  Isn't that funny?  I deserve better friends than you!

What was wrong?

So, Ellen, you wanna talk about .. "Martin Short?"  He did what he did.

Una Problema

I will never look up to you Californians.  What was I gonna say?  You're too complicated.

Annoyed

Why are the police in Orlando so mad at me?

Una Problema

I didn't beg anyone to do anything for me.  Feelings are just how you feel, and you're supposed to feel really good.

Stop

making fun of my race saying I can't be **** unless I'm not a kid myself.

Una Problema

You're supposed to talk something out so nothing bad happens, so don't get mad if something comes up.

Una Problema

My parents cannot claim that anyone is mean to them, at the moment.  They made my brother who he is by deciding not to let him be another reasonable way.  You don't just come up with it.

I don't think Ellen is dumb, but I don't think she gets that someone can do the same thing to her.

I guess

Ginny hasn't figured out that she caused me to go to the mental hospital by sorta giving an overbearing impression of it, to leave her classes.  Um, no, I'm not gonna have another teacher.  I want to find 1.

Argh

I've lost hope in people who tried to be good to me.

O K

I think someone's in the house, LOL, heard my brother cough?  Wondered if it was my dad?

Snapping at Others

If you irritate someone psychiatrically in a way that causes a physical reaction, they might snap and then you'll have a problem for a long time, for some reason.

The title sounds alluring.

Una Problema

You picky niggers destroyed the internet, even early on I can sense.

I Hate That How

I hate how Ellen DeGeneres acts like an incessant what you see exaggerated in colored Caucasians|Negroids.  LOL, I'm a nigger.

See

People in Europe care about comfort.  They will not sit with a problem hung up as a centerpiece.

^It's Not..^

You still act like the world is okay, but it's not.

Una Problema

Stop being so quiet around me.

THIS IS RIDICULOUS

My mom can't always act like she can say something and then I go to a mental clin'c, for possibly another week.

So

Why are you telling me weird things when I have a problem?

Problems

Why was school dragging so much after awhile, harder to sleep, too much irritation from Ginny @ school.

She wasn't ready.  She was overflowingly nice, but then this happened.

So

Ginny wasn't sure if it was okay to kick a chair.

Schedule

Why was it so tight and threatening?

Also

Don't just tell me you don't care.  I did what I did.  You couldn't care.

You know what that sounds like

the existence of that person who's been a show-off to me.

So

I can't trust any of you adults to make me feel good when I'm like at home for instance.

Y

was it not okay to ask that before?

A Reminder

Do I make people know what mistake they just made?

's'plain

So explain your pressure of pressuring me to let it out to get it out for good.

Question

Why does Ginny do things that seem okay, but then if you really talk about it she just did it for no reason.

Nawlins Girl

Ellen, I am from New Orleans.

Feeling Bad

I should go back to school, take something interesting, but I don't know any good teachers.

Shower

I wanted a shower.

Problem

Ellen, I could make you so mad you'd hurt me.  So, don't be a meanie.  You just don't like me.  You either have a problem with my dad or my mom and I don't have those problems.  You just don't really like that many people so much, think that maybe the older people are fun for you and not for me.

So

Why are there older people threatening younger people?

It'll Do't

I guess I don't always find the right thing to say, but just a little out and it'll do't.

Reason, Yet

People from New Orleans never tell you why they said anything.

So Good

I feel so much better from Ginny.  Bad, as well.

No More

So, don't think you suddenly find the right to be mean.  You don't know what you're doing?

So

Ellen, this was your chance to get away from me.

aGiTaTeD

Why are my mom and brother out?  Did my mom call my dad?  I just texted him and she didn't..

You are crazy.

I can be good like generations before, does not mean I didn't do anything, thought that's often what I feel.

Una Problema

I like Ginny.  I don't like school.

Sorry

Sorry I got mad today, I had just gotten over it.  I should shower but feel too agitated about my mom leaving so long.

In school..

kids would argue things that had nothing to do with the class, and you'd feel accountable for it later, like you feel it attacking you over 10 years later.

Another Thing

What about Ellen seeming like she'd think I was like whiney, nasally, and worthless?  Message on Facebook.  Just put worthless after..

Another Question

No one makes me feel good.  You know, that means like someone's in the room you don't feel right.  Well, I don't feel good in that way now and for a long time if not forever this way.

Sad

Normally, no one expresses malice towards me.

Why not?

Why don't you say something that makes sense and know that people who are younger don't know everything?

Who cares?

My mom keeps acting like she's kidding around at how she thinks she deserves more, attention, respect.  Used to be so did I but didn't have it, not sure if she did, neither when we were younger.

Question

So, my mom can call the police and I can't?

Weird

Yes, I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" each weekday.  Why can't I make friends otherwise?  She's not the only person I can know in the world.

Openly Dishonest

What about problem causers?

Do you know..

Do you know anyone who can't tell if something seems wrong when it's an issue they can take part in?

Problemas

So, no, I will not act moderin in the way that you say okay we're okay so now I can let out my true feelings because it works in a system and knocks the other thing over like a machine.

Mad

My mom and brother went to walk the dog.  Problem is I was wondering if my mom would call my dad and just call a police.  I was talking @ the screen, didn't like hoarsely shout, "Nigger, nigger."

Another Cut In

Stop being picky @ every little thing I do, stupid.

Let Me Cut In

bw watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Sow"

I don't give a fuck about my cousin niggering me my whole life.

LIKE OMIGOD

o k

Now, I have to have a breakfast and watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Maybe a shower later.

What It Is

Ah forgot..

E-Mail

Subject: Vanities

I found 2 vanities I liked but think I want the 2nd 1.  I didn't see it before.
link
link

Something Bothersome

My teacher thinks it's self-discipline to think she's better than you and that then you cannot be better than her.  How greedy.

Problema

You guys think it's bad for me to look forward to posting online with Ellen DeGeneres.  I can't just have fun in the world.

Something Weird

Weirdos from New Orleans thinking they're better.  Coming from Florida, I had a similar feeling to other cultures.

Music

Organ well utilizes counterpoint.

What If

I said Ellen was not fun..bc..yea she takes classical type things so seriously.

Making up Stuff

I don't think it's funny.

Code Detection

I can tell Ellen does not appreciate organ.

My Point

My point was my attractiveness from age 2-4, 9-11.. 16-19.. does not mean I deserve to die.

How Gay?

Ellen thinks that being ratty stereotypes all through most of her childhood = being nice to someone?  That means being shitty is nice.  Does she got shit.  Stop complaining that everyone else is having so much fun.

Una Problema

I keep getting attacked and again wanted to say since my life is now shit that I don't give a shit about your 1950s 1990s crap of let me tie this shit up.  Oh, you can leave off, but this is an ongoing experience.  Do you think I even have a brain, now?

Weird

Ellen wastes her time on shit.  I wonder if that's true in some way.

Una Problema

Wasn't that disgusting?

Una Problema

What was that?  LEAVE US ALONE.  TAKE IT BACK.  No, obviously, I didn't do anything.  I AM WHITE I CAN TALK WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT @ YOU AND WHAT YOU REALLY DO.

Issue

I dunno I think my mom bothers me.

Followup

Of course, Ellen won't necessarily read this?  I dunno what she looks up, haven't seen too much.  I don't want to be too direct, indirectly.

Una Problema

O MY GOD ELLEN U MUST BE RACIST MY MOM IS AMERICAN AND DOES NOT NEED YOU STOP FEEDING PEOPLE LIKE HER SHIT LIKE YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT BEING EUROPEAN AND UTILIZE IT RIGHTLY LIKE O MY GOD I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY - SHE IS ALREADY EUROPEAN LIKE YOU WAS THAT AN INSULT

Una Problema

Stop ruining my relationships and life, you NIGGER.

Una Problema

Stop fucking @ that boy from England you Goddamn nigger.

Una Problema

What a wimp, something always comes up, my parents wanna shit about money to me.

Una Problema

I told you to stop STOP IT NIGGER

Una Problema

I don't give a fuck @ your projection of Ellen DeGeneres punishing me you sickos.  What, oh, I'm so in awe, Christina talked to someone actually, some piece of shit.  You're all mean and are hurting me.

Una Problema

My parents show off being mean.  No one can do that to me.

Una Problema

YOU'RE ALL NIGGERS STOP FUCKING WITH ME ALL THE TIME

Una Problema

STOP FUCKING ME NIGGER

Argh

My parents won't stop fucking @ my cousin..I DON'T GIVE A FUCK @ YOU

Una Problema

I don't give a FUCK what I do.  I said what I said, and I don't give a FUCK about it.  So FUCK outta my life, you criminal.

Mebbe

Why not be picky to picky people?

New Video of Me

Dancing a Little

YouTube

like omigod

huge vanity #2

Like Teacher Teacher

I found a vanity with pictures on the side.  She has like a wall or tree possibly in some fashion of pictures.  She moved them around.

My Room ) ) )

( ( (  So, I was gonna do a blend .. a Floridian-New Orleanian design, a Southern dream .. So, there was a scene with a peach room I think with scary people (saw a drawing of long, thin people in like black like Picasso) and then I guess the outside was pink with the beach I guess .. then a light neon green in the city .. maybe would make the other side a stage setting with curtains.  Guess I forgot.

German boys..

who want something friendly like a game versus the hyperactive ardent 1s who are mentally sane, as well..

Must Resist

"My mom isn't even Euro PEan!"

Huge Light Green Vanity

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My Dad 8 Days Later

Well, do you like it?

Waale (Well!..)

Sorry for anyone I might have gotten upset @ but I am still upset in general

A Little Black Vanity

(listening to Gangnam (sp?) Style)

Stupid

Tim Burton and Ginny just take a basic guide post and do the opposite to make it interesting but they fuck it like they're the Mother of God.

Ew

Ginny you're disgusting and don't get to the point right away.  I will not take the bullshit that I'm not special.

I'm not supposed to have to explain I don't mean anything grotesque as you do.  What's that you makin' fun of me.

End Idea

I have an idea.  I get a part in the Disney parade and then pack my bags for Miami Beach if, well, my mom will be in India..so yea I guess.  Ellen will be there, though.  I'm not networking well.  Ginny didn't e-mail me.

"And More"

As far as Facebook, I just wanted to get it out for you there where everyone can even see, just have to make your page public because there's a Friends limit, maybe like 5000.  You know, it's gonna come up if you don't state something.

Can you stop.

Stop telling us to like cross our eyes to 1 point in the world in the form of a man named Johnny Depp, as well as Tim Burton.

Then, you make fun of how happy we are about you, maybe just because of yo bloody maa maa.  LOL funny way to say it.  I gotta bloody mudder, too.

Age

I don't give a FUCK @ age

WHAT IS YO GODDAMN PROBLEM

I can soak in a meager thing in my northern Pennsylvanian existence.

Don't Need You

Ginny I don't need *** like that.  You keep doing work to hurt people you work with.  Am I lying?  No.  You think some people "didn't do it."  You can't just do whatever you the fuck want because yo mama from Cal i fornia.

Una Pro ble ma

I want to look up see what she's teaching.  Why would she go schizo and care?  I don't give a fuck @ her age.

Something Strange

I didn't star that word.

Oh

So, Ginny is better than everyone else and ****.  What if I wanna go back?  How would that happen?  They didn't tell me that, said I needed a note.  My mom said she got a note not to take classes from her there.  I can believe that, but I want a lawyer to figure it out.

Failure

So, what was I gonna say?  Yea, why this?  You're just being mean because of your strength failure with the N word thing and have racial things, as well, I know I feel I'm not that white, maybe Central Florida isn't, like the rest of Florida.  Can't appraise other places too much, though, glad they come through clean.  You never let us feel and act funny @ touching us.  Why does your classes pick on me and not you?  HUH  HUH  WHATTAYALL WANT

CORRECTION

MY POINT IS YOU HAVE TO TELL ME I DID SOMETHING B4 KICKING ME OUT.

ALSO YOUR CLASSES HAD SHIT KIDS WHO WERE MEAN TO ME ALL THE TIME.

Annoyed

I'm even being made fun of for the voice classes I take from her.  WHAT IS YOU GODDAMN CENTRAL FLORIDA FUCKING PROBLEM.

Nitpicking

Why is Ginny so annoying about the nails thing.  That disciplinarian was nicer the 1st time in ways but really offended me, Valencia, Central Florida!  He was playing like he had square nails and was so fetishy and seemed demanding racially like the Chinese made him clueless.

I did post on her Facebook about nails.  Ginny, you can't have Generation Z.  What do you people think you are!  You're all not good enough..  Yea, I'm mad at all the stupid things in Central Florida, fuckin nigger Central Florida.  Whoops, I forget you must have some kids, like my family.  It's just like my 3rd finger is cut too much it seems but seems better.  I think nail polish is professional and so would be fake nails.  I used to not, but they got ruined, anyway.  The mental hospital, the mental clin'c.

Y

Ginny was so nice at 1st.  I was supposed to tape record the classes.

What's wrong?

Ginny is stuck up.  In class, I was asking for Facebooks or passing out something nice or asking a question, and she seriously was mad, a group of 3 people for an assignment after class for some reason.. that girl from California.  I don't give a fuck @ California.

How can you get seriously mad about that?  Why should I give a fuck @ that teacher's teaching?  What the fuck is she on?  (I don't mean literally, I mean as an idea, what I just said, so hope it wouldn't make you loopy.)

And another thing, why was I like hypnotized to becomea a pile of shit?  Like, sometimes, I forget I have Eggos for breakfast and don't eat breakfast, with fat free milk and chocolate powder.

I also got the message even not in ballet that I have just be like a stone statue with a proper weight.  That's very possible.  I just don't live on a buffet of egg drop soup.

Question

Why can Ellen judge you by the state your ancestors are from?

Bothered, Irritated

Why is she making up weird stuff it seems.. like, she'll like get me outta the classroom classes which were fun for me.  She let them get up and perform, and they started to disclude me more and more.  I like the practice and doing that stuff, like high school.

So

You may be legal, but you will pay it seems.

Question

So, "Ginny," why you have such shitty classes?  I don't want the boring teachers and classes.

Gave It Away

Aw, fooey, Ginny just kicked me outta the class and left Seminole.  I don't know what it is with her nor anybody else who finds her like seductive.  I don't think it's funny that I may not be able to come back.  I feel Ginny is settled at that, is rather overweight, I daresay..  I don't know if it's her fault nor mine.

Anyway, I'm just worried they are mad at something they didn't want to bring up.  I later said to post on my blog if you have a problem, just getting out my feelings.  That might be it, but she never talked to me.  She should know that people talk to me funny and how my life is being experimented on..  I liked the experiment, but I don't like how I've blown a chance at life.  I know sometimes I said nigger but never a threat.  I know I'd get fired at work maybe without warning.  I didn't do this before I went to her class and was just an online buddy.  She didn't readd me on my new Facebook.  She made me antsy when I didn't have an assignment, not stimulated.  (Actually, it happened to be that a student gave me the wrong thing, and in grade school this is how we did this and if someone gave you the wrong assignment you can't be mad.)  The only other thing I can think of is kicking the chair in front of and to the side of me.  They were bothering me.  I used to walk around the classroom and get up and try and find a place because they all reacted like I deserved shit like they were even shit.

Guess what?

Ooh, hey, guess what Ellen DeGeneres.. I forget what I was gonna say.. Maybe, I'll say.. what was it.. I feel it was @ Florida and racism.  I know Orlando is a vicious place, sure good things can happen and people can come together.

Those counselors were lookin' at me acting like there was something I did that did it that they don't wanna talk @.  I fear that I wouldn't had done it, anymore, did not want to.

Excuse

I will get a lawyer to represent me.

In the Weight Training I course, I feel mocked and chased away.  The teacher was being nit-picky to me as a ½ Chinese, boring into she didn't care how perfect, shy, and hardworking I was, but I made a mistake.  I walked around with an attitude, she didn't care.

Also

So, I know I have a Wet 'n Wild pass coming for the year for $55.  My mom is getting me an unlimited Disney pass for unfortunately after the summer is over.

Okay

I feel bigger and older, though.  I should take a class in college?  Which 1?  I don't think Ginny minds me going back but knows maybe a counselor won't care who she is and say for no reason not to go even with the note.  If I did take her class, I might just go to the night Dialects class once a week for almost 3 hours.  I take voice lessons from her once a week for an hour and the practicing is energy and even time consuming.  I never practiced musical theater, just went out and did it with the piano or possibly a karaoke CD, never got to recording it but already got a karaoke machine.

I Know

You think I'm too old to start blogging.  No proof.  No note.  Well, I like it.  I think it's fun.  I just can't seem to get a hold of my personality.  It seems I'm insane.  Maybe it was the food I et.

I Know

I'm not stupid.  I didn't do shit.  You're all bothered by every little mistake I make but say I've been too perfect.  What my school grades???  Oh wow, what happened to, Central Florida.  Then, the N word conspiracy when my life was as an experiment?  What can I do?  No one is nice to me and all adventurey online like before in the same way.

I realized something.

You want me to be perfectly thin and not have fun while you dubbed Caucasians fart around.  Fart yourself down an 'ole.

Apology

I'm very sorry for my behavior all day.  It was wrong of me, and I knew it.  I felt I had no choice because it kept bothering me.  I think I've got the nuts cracked and could give a fuck.

Did you ever think that 1 day..

..you'd have to do something that hurts you in order to ever be a good person again?

"Problem Sol Ved"

Ever talk like that?

Anyway, I told myself just to ignore people, and I'll be fine.  I came into that sewing class all mad.  Only 1 teacher who .. well others .. but she's been there for 14 years, and to me that's a lot..  ehe he he

I Dunno

I just got back from the bathroom, pooed lots of times and then warm tea like a pee pot.

I'm watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," too.

I just had a question.  So, I stay here to be Tinkerbell, you know to try out maybe get to interested at least twice and if not am singing around Orlando for special events where they invite bands, so can get in on lots of that.  However, I wanted to live as close as possible to Miami Beach.  I wanted my own apartment, maybe come back home sometime.  My life here is hectic, and my option is limited.  I was curious to know of a mistaken feeling I had that I'd stay here til I'm worn out then move to Miami, but I'd be much older.  I wanted to stay young in a room, not too young like 19 I guess.., and watch Ellen DeGeneres and live my life, going to the beach, living a life, was gonna do trapeze, then nothing.  I don't know if that's worth it enough, like I probably am too young to leave Mom and Dad..  ,:

Also, remember if I don't wanna take pills and don't keep curfew of 11 PM that my mom won't let me live here.  So, when the need arises.  Not thinking it'will.  Ellen DeGeneres is doing Dory in Finding Dory, a 2nd Finding Nemo.  She is Dory if like me you don't search for those things for some reason at the right time.  Anyway, that movie comes out 2016.

If you didn't catch it, it seems I'm wasting everyone's time.  Really, I was here for my parents and money!  They just wanted a way to get me out.  I may have bad credit, though, meaning harder to get an apartment..

Our relationship is hard, and I'm just getting back at the world, righting my wrongs, getting healthier, excited by Disney want to participate, Tinkerbell in parade option 1, we'll see how it goes.

I got the sad feeling that anyone with a kid already doesn't wanna talk to me.  I don't wanna be a problem, if I go and come back mightn't be fun for them.  I don't have anything to do this summer, got back from a fun, easy sewing class where they tell you what to do, not just the hard-to-understand directions and photos, really, making this tote back which already comes with a ring that we put on.  Mine is for the library, purple butterflies.

So, anyone with a kid shouldn't talk to anyone else.  Why me, though?  That doesn't make sense, at all.  Only really good people can get along with really good people.  I can see how they got to where they were, some of them, I guess.  If you're wondering, my voice teacher doesn't touch me.  In class, she asked if I don't wanna be touched.  I think she would, but she shows me or I hear her hurling sound of punching her gut.  So, I mean, yea, I'm uptight I guess about stuff that's happened to me today, of like having to make myself clear in what I think.  I'm worried @ her safety because I got kicked out after seeing a disciplinarian and didn't see a counselor 1st.  They lied and said I was shouting.  I'm recording my next meetings, but my little Mideast-looking guy don't lemme.