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Are you gay?

Depending on what my mom's age is or isn't you think oh well that means she's not as good.

Ex er cise

I did a legs and upper arm workout - Jillian Michaels - No More Trouble Zones

So

What if my mom isn't white?

So

You had a problem with me being cool and authentic.  Are your children authentic?  Well, yes..

New Videos of Me

Batch #1

YouTube

Show-Off

Why show off your mental illness from the trashiness of the life of your own?

Problema

GINNY

Please.  Do not **** the teens outta school.  Maybe anyone would care to make my life such a mystery as theirs????

OK

Ginny.  Who'd want to take your Goddamned classes?

Impossible

I see teens walzing down the mall on Saturday with big smiles looking up ahead like they did anything in life, think others did it all for them..

Messin' @

Why is Ginny messin' @ with Lily Rose, suggesting she's better than us?  Sure, she's more famous and more pretty, maybe to some more nice

Just Wondering

I have no idea why you think people won't make up some reason to put you down.

What happened?

What happened to the respect - TIM BURTON.  Everything, bad Tim Burton.  I'm better than those mean fans.

That's so dorky.

I'm tired of putting up with this high society disposition.  I liked Ginny for who she was.  Lily Rose wants to say she's worth more than me, just "came up."  That's so dorky.

Question

What's Ellen got against me?

St0p!

Ellen stop crapping at me, unless that's Ginny or something.  Why can't you ever leave me the fuck alone?

St0p!

Ellen, can you shut the fuck up saying I grew up in a crappy culture?

Problem

Something stupid is happening.  Ellen I will not do anything you say.  I load Twitter and I go to select down and it like washes over and makes you look at these other names.  Let's just make Ellen always sit in a hard chair.  Who did this, tho, Ginny too?

Problema

Don't feel as excited physically anymore.

Twitter

Too Depressed

to practice but guess I will .. need a jog..? floor workouts

IMDb

Did you know?

Did you know Ellen acts like she meant something bad?  Ellen, never be mean to me?

Una Problema

You know what Ellen or someone with her really did?  They wanted to make sure I never thought of the word die, nigger, etc.  Like it couldn't be pushed into me and pop up.  HOW STUPID CAN A PERSON BE.  YOU DON'T EVEN CARE.

Experiment

I don't like being insulted at any given moment.  In real life, I find ways to ward it off more and more.  Some people are just scared.

Hmph!

I put the dressing away but feel too sad and mad.

My clothes are drying.  Also, my dad wanted me to ask my brother something.

Mad Mad Mad

It's all Tim Burton's fault .. It's Tim Burton's fault .. It's Tim Burton .. Tim Burton!

Also, I now question my dad's idiocy living in the house hearing him for months not caring about me, too.

SEE THEY ALL LIKE NELL BURTON and my cousin and I don't.

Bad News

I feel I've eaten nothing and perhaps a bit gross..I used store bought Caesar dressing and there was also no sauce on this huge wrap, not the snack wrap, Ranch.  Too dangerous to call the police.  Lawyers I realized could have a problem with me, but I might need 1 for school.

Una Problema

STOP PICKING ON ME AND SENDING ME TO MY DAD IN TROUBLE

Ginny, you aren't as nice as you would've been.  I didn't call you shit online, this time.

I don't give a fuck.  It's my blog, and I didn't start anything.

Tim Burton.

I can say whatever I want as long as there is no threat.  I don't like cursing AT people, though, and think the word fuck is especially funny.  Make me mad and I might do something, like say a word you clam to not adore.

Why does it sound like everyone knows about my order now?  It's just my dad.  You mean you did it on purpose?  What's that supposed to mean?  I'm not doing shit.  I'm not feeling sorry for anything I do.  I just say sorry to you.  You -were- mean, and I try to avoid it, but cursing is funny and didn't mean anything, just felt different for a bit then regretted giving anyone the pleasure.

Feeling Bad

Orlando always plays around, and that's why, tho I like the location spot, I think Orlando people are shit.  Not meaning a long time ago in style.

I got no dressing in my salad and wanted EXTRA and no straw nor plasticware.  Maybe, my dad walked in, not sure.

Yesterday

Need to get the post up saying I had it w/o the wrap, yesterday.

Mickey Dee's

Premium Southwest Salad with Crispy Chicken
McCafé Frozen Strawberry Lemonade
Premium McWrap Chicken & Ranch (Grilled)

Bon Apetite, my food is here and I'm eating now!

Tired

Time to practice voice.. after a shower?  Dunno, may nap later, maybe not, though.

Oh, and I'm starting jazz classes, immediately.  $12 per class.  It's so I can be like Tinkerbell in the front of the Disney parade.  Even if I were Alice I'd need it.  Ballet is very staunch and I do have a lot of training compared to a modern dancer or maybe even someone who's always been to the same school.  Need to do floor workouts, as well.  I was still tired, had some water this morning, need to take pills.  Not sure.  Will probably wait until lunch.  My stomach is smaller and tighter.  There were so many girls and some boys at that audition.

I should probably sing, see if I can do something to my hair, put on a bra, cuz I record it.  I was gonna practice yesterday, but just had a burger with my parents and went to bed.  Of course, the day before I was trying to sleep.  Had some problems, slept early the night before, gone all day.

Analyzation of Self

I was rather grumpy after auditions.  I said nasty things bursting out @ Ellen DeGeneres and Ginny, sorta through with certain thing with Tim but still am a fan and like him as much, like with Ellen and Ginny.  I think Ellen is rather special to me, seems to get along, lived where she lived, most like me at this point in her life as I was not chubby when little and had more dark hair and light skin and not too dark of eyes, though.  Well, I guess with Ginny, I mean, not sure, think she understands.  Saw her post on Facebook when I got mad online, don't remember what I said but may have later taken it back.  This time, I was with my mom, and she was just so stressful seeming possibly.  I'm also mad what Ellen might have thought of my mom, like said she was not as cool as she used to, which I do find rather dumb and of course mean.  Ginny also gave her a book and I found the CD in it.  She seemed fine with it, to me, but maybe it wasn't how everyone wants to be treated.