Monday, June 10, 2013
"Situation"
My cousin has a **** mom, but I myself find that adults prefer me lovingly over my equals to them.. :|
Thought of Another Problem
I like to watch Ellen DeGeneres, but she gets to look all elite because she's famous. I can't have it be that I can't be assertive the way I've come to be.
Una Problema
You pieces of shit I deserve ... You can't say like I'm all of a sudden not good enough for anyone and that I can't know more than 1 person or whatever - my whole life, not have a good variety of relationships or friends.
Una Problema
Will you stop with the obsession over nothing but Ellen DeGeneres? Why should she give a fuck @ someone of your stature if she doesn't give a fuck @ mine?
Una Problema
Why should I give a fuck @ a piece of shit like you? Stop ending me off being stimulated by your attempts to draw me in with submission, you pieces of shit.
Una Problema
Everyone always acts like my cousin is shit and courteous that I be knowing of that. Now, when I have a real crisis of my idea of how she treats me, no one cares. I carefully told my aunt what was on my mind, for some reason. Then, I proceeded to abstractly describe something in my blog. I told my dad, texted him at work then told him tonight when he took me to sewing a bag, which isn't finished, yet, though. I feel that people don't care, anymore. I honestly don't give a crap of her existence in the family and me not being a part of it.
Hey guys
I feel bad @ what I've been talking about to some extent..I am really fed up about the existence of younger kids. What they need?
"The Real Deal"
Ellen doesn't like me. Ellen stop making me feel funny about how much you look up to me. I mean, you never sort out things for real, just like touch up on hard feelings, kinda dorky and not something I will do, I do the real deal, I talk about -stuff-.
Una Problema
Ellen you can't play like this. Let me know if you want that post taken down, I just was joking, in case you weren't astute enough to notice because I know betraying friends tell you every blessed word means crap and I crap for them. Treating me like I ain't white.
Una Problema
ELLEN STOP
Did you drain my brother because I cried for help for him? What about my dad? His being mean and scaring you? That wasn't his fault.. now don't make me mad, I need my family. I live with hem.
Did you drain my brother because I cried for help for him? What about my dad? His being mean and scaring you? That wasn't his fault.. now don't make me mad, I need my family. I live with hem.
OK, I'm spilling the beans.
Orlando is a whiny brat that goes, "Lakeside, Lakeside." That's the mental clin'c.
I told my aunt how I felt about my cousin thinking she was whiter but didn't take the time .. rather took a little time to phrase it differently. I realized lots of new things about her in the past hour or so. Like, her peeing in the potty being so excited about being the youngest and so wary if a question arises. Why does she remind me of my teacher Ginny? Because.. Argh! I grew to hate the imperfections of my idolts. I don't give a fuck @ you werewolves born around 1960, 1957-1961!
I told my aunt how I felt about my cousin thinking she was whiter but didn't take the time .. rather took a little time to phrase it differently. I realized lots of new things about her in the past hour or so. Like, her peeing in the potty being so excited about being the youngest and so wary if a question arises. Why does she remind me of my teacher Ginny? Because.. Argh! I grew to hate the imperfections of my idolts. I don't give a fuck @ you werewolves born around 1960, 1957-1961!
Outta the Tub
I was thinking @ Orla Karron Fallon. She thinks it's important to be nice to other races, but in the end she also doesn't think you can be European if you're not, that you're just doing a favor, an outstanding deed to a piece of shit.
The Chinese are overly paid attention to, like no they cannot deny this role in humanity. I do not believe in pushing them to do bad things for themselves and believe you do that these days and get mad if our lives aren't strangely perfect. Let's talk @ now.
The Chinese are overly paid attention to, like no they cannot deny this role in humanity. I do not believe in pushing them to do bad things for themselves and believe you do that these days and get mad if our lives aren't strangely perfect. Let's talk @ now.
I caught you red-handed again, Ellen!~
I was thinking @ being so happy I am dressing like Ellen by utilizing blue jeans and I felt a full switch of sin that I was too old to feel joy for her in that way and that I always was-
Problem
Stop having fun controlling what I do. Ellen doesn't know shit. She wants us to do anything for her.
B4
I can have fun alone in my room without all the clicks and ticks that seem like words to me for some reason, sensitive to noise, act like I'm not even a creature that can hear, that I must be dirty like other people might be. Making fun of words not matching like math. I am tortured all day and see Ellen 1 hour. Ellen stop it, I don't have to work. I am destined for more than you were able to accomplish seattling your life in. It's serious because it's true. Also, I see it wasting away, I don't complain like you! You with your reputation. Oh, wow, I can't complain, just you. NAH. I wasn't insulting you. Ah, yes, thinking I have to act like I'm at work.
Also my aunt and dad are being stupid, think I ruined their relationship. She doesn't want to post on my board. She wants Facebook. They didn't even have a relationship. I gave it back.
Also my aunt and dad are being stupid, think I ruined their relationship. She doesn't want to post on my board. She wants Facebook. They didn't even have a relationship. I gave it back.
Una Problema
Ellen treats me like I'm stupid.
Kids think I have to say something they don't already know.
Kids think I have to say something they don't already know.
Una Problema
Stop bothering me, do you realize how serious this is!
What was I gonna say? No, there is no bad Nell Burton in a normal person's life. Stop saying I submitted and keep going.
Beep, forgot.
What happened to "what you said?" I don't have to be touchy-feely with my dad. I should have never suffered under his uncaring. I shouldn't be punished for anything. He is stupid, too, and other people actually believe that unless they don't know him well and know about me or I'm with them, which seems like something big, shouldn't be made fun of like a loon, who's the loon anyway, I'm not a loon, maybe my mom is, though.
What was I gonna say? No, there is no bad Nell Burton in a normal person's life. Stop saying I submitted and keep going.
Beep, forgot.
What happened to "what you said?" I don't have to be touchy-feely with my dad. I should have never suffered under his uncaring. I shouldn't be punished for anything. He is stupid, too, and other people actually believe that unless they don't know him well and know about me or I'm with them, which seems like something big, shouldn't be made fun of like a loon, who's the loon anyway, I'm not a loon, maybe my mom is, though.
Una Problema
Why does my dad think .. I was interrupted by the thought that Ellen DeGeneres has thought of this .. like I dunno it's inappropriate or something .. like the way he wants me to be doesn't match reality, like a happy social girl. I can be serious, too, but no one always cared before-
Imperfection
I think people pick on me for that.
Look, I just told my aunt something and she left that message..don't think she'll get me in the hospital but if I did maybe just a week this time. My mom might go luny and stupid and say something else happened, again. I shouldn't have to take my pills. She's stupid.
Look, I just told my aunt something and she left that message..don't think she'll get me in the hospital but if I did maybe just a week this time. My mom might go luny and stupid and say something else happened, again. I shouldn't have to take my pills. She's stupid.
Why?
How can you deny that you ever did anything to me? Wait, my room's almost clean, take advantage of me, solve my problems in a blasphemous, necessary fashion??
I don't
give a fuck about the existence of Nell Burton.
People are playing with me.
I AM THE FRENCH 1 YOU GODDAMN NIGGERS WTF R YOU DOING GO *BEEP* STOP SLOWING DOWN MY SHORT LIFE
People are playing with me.
I AM THE FRENCH 1 YOU GODDAMN NIGGERS WTF R YOU DOING GO *BEEP* STOP SLOWING DOWN MY SHORT LIFE
Problemas
I have another minor issue.. see my aunt seems to follow what I do in her own way.
I'm getting suggestive messages for Ellen DeGeneres, and I don't give a crap, yea I said crap, I don't care I don't give a whatever you can think of instead. I feel she's blasting these curse words at me because she's not from Florida. I shouldn't post this, but I mean that's what, not suggesting anything about it.. I know you wanna go on and on and tell me how happy you are and how good Florida is. I don't give a shit if you've heard this, don't know what the hell you're doing, I never lingered and dwelled on this stuff. Stuff. Stuff. I use the word "junk" so I don't sound like shit saying "trashy" like all the Late Boomers did in the late 1990s.
I keep getting messages and I don't agree and they don't stop. They're just annoying, I just put up with it. Sometimes, often, I am taken aback. I am told I cannot achieve new things, though, too, now.
I'm getting suggestive messages for Ellen DeGeneres, and I don't give a crap, yea I said crap, I don't care I don't give a whatever you can think of instead. I feel she's blasting these curse words at me because she's not from Florida. I shouldn't post this, but I mean that's what, not suggesting anything about it.. I know you wanna go on and on and tell me how happy you are and how good Florida is. I don't give a shit if you've heard this, don't know what the hell you're doing, I never lingered and dwelled on this stuff. Stuff. Stuff. I use the word "junk" so I don't sound like shit saying "trashy" like all the Late Boomers did in the late 1990s.
I keep getting messages and I don't agree and they don't stop. They're just annoying, I just put up with it. Sometimes, often, I am taken aback. I am told I cannot achieve new things, though, too, now.
Ugh
I keep feeling things I shouldn't feel. I thought I was alone. I can talk @ whatever I want.
A lot of things don't work out for me. That song I loaded I have to do again, apparently I may have pressed something .. wanna go have some Papa Johns from yesterday.
A lot of things don't work out for me. That song I loaded I have to do again, apparently I may have pressed something .. wanna go have some Papa Johns from yesterday.
Sumthin Impo'tant
People from up north don't stay by the rules. Why is Ellen DeGeneres following in those footsteps? I am a brilliant girl partly from New Orleans. I accomplished a lot, there. I know her mom is all into pure heritage.
I guess they are sweet and pushy down south. I only mentioned her mom because it's important to know, doesn't change anything about what came through. I am unable to conceive of why. It's not really important, this. It's up to her what she does and what she has to reveal.
I do like her mom and am interested in talking @ her if you want, but I don't mean to barge in and mention her.
I guess they are sweet and pushy down south. I only mentioned her mom because it's important to know, doesn't change anything about what came through. I am unable to conceive of why. It's not really important, this. It's up to her what she does and what she has to reveal.
I do like her mom and am interested in talking @ her if you want, but I don't mean to barge in and mention her.
Una Prob Lem A
So, I saw I had good expression, and I was like I used to always do that before Tim Burton.
Problemos
Ellen, I keep getting bullcrap messages from other people saying it's from you, I just get it the way funny things happen on the computer.
Tim, you stopped being nice!
Tim, you stopped being nice!
I'm Sure of This
I watched myself singing and thought how it reminded me of Ginny and I knew Tim Burton said me and Nell not you. That is like telling someone they're a nigger and to go ***, wonder why I know of that speech so well. I don't mean some random black teen on the road.
Don't you hate it when~
Someone can't take modern stuff and substitutes it with "The Hamster Dance?"
On the Ride
Why did Ellen DeGeneres have such a good voice, not just for the ride, acts like she did something.
O ~ MY ~ GOD
If you think I'm being good, neat, and giving myself what I need DON'T FUCKIN' TELL ME I'M STUPID BC YOU'RE TOO LAZY TO MOVE YER ASS
On Twiiterr!!
Tim Burton does nothing because of baby Nell, that's when the magic stopped. I was there, online, and saw it happen. Everyone stopped talking when I wanted to talk to them. Even @ Johnny Depp.
What If
Ellen DeGeneres is just being mean to me and doesn't think she even means it, like people thinking I'm notorious and telling them I am not from anywhere I've ever lived nor the combination of those very places. What if I like them? They fit the bill, sorta, like NYC.
So, is
Ellen stupid enough to think that I'm not "with" Ginny as much as her because I'm able not to be a stupid Pennsylvanian? My dad's side's in Cleveland, a place, I like, and his mom's side is indeed from the country up north.
Why
Why do people just feel like farting with people about states with significant Native American indian concern?
"She thinks she's like everyone else!"
Isn't it worse to deal with my picky mom racially?
I do not go in the category with just anyone blindfolded.
I do not go in the category with just anyone blindfolded.
AHH
I never said I was small, dark, and stupid. Johnny Depp is not whiter. I am "whiter" than anyone.
Una Problema
Tim Burton fuckin' stop letting Helena Bonham Carter do shit because you accept it. She thinks we should just say since Pennsylvania has people so nice to them, she goes on her bloody Jewish rampage against those like the Chinese, and says let's just be suggestive to them and more open to just people from other places, in fact she thinks hurt them.
A Nasty Thought
When you joke @, you put me in the retarded group, who's probably better than you are.
Una Problema
I had this weird friend who if you talk @ you talk @ thru her .. people think because she didn't repsond to me racistly that she's a sweety who wants adults to tell her she is right for being so dull and to play constantly pulling her outta her shell sensually. But you connected it to my favorite relationships.
New Video of Me
Mad starting @ Johnny Depp .. get who's packed together against people like my age or without insanely younger dads.
YouTube
YouTube
Una Problema
Tim Burton you know Johnny was a dumbass like you, think it's all about younger kids with younger dads? You seriously went in and did nothing but shit in the world after your big movie.
Oh..
Oh Ginny .. you mad at me just for how I asked if I could use your own music stand because I don't have 1? Who in their right mind would do that? I just asked.
You think you would always not be for someone like me so much as you could.
You think you would always not be for someone like me so much as you could.
Una Problema
Weird messages people send me from Ellen DeGeneres. Will you cut the crap on me being younger than you by 30 years?
HA HA HA
Let Ellen DeGeneres pick into all of our pasts and we'll see who's okay and who's not really okay at all.
Are you gonna fart out some waste of time excuse on me? What about your damnation?
Are you gonna fart out some waste of time excuse on me? What about your damnation?
Anti-Cali
I am so glad I don't think it's cool to style as the club goes bump goes bump, like what goes bump in the night
I Kno-ow
Whoops, did that scare you, Ellen?
I seriously know that people think it makes sense that only me shames oneself.
I seriously know that people think it makes sense that only me shames oneself.
Subject: Clothes Online
To: Dad and Mom
It says if you spend $50, there's no shipping. So, if I can get something else, too, I'd want this:
Item: Casual Dress
Price: $25
Quantity: 1
Color: Blue and Purple Stripes
Size: XL
Link
If you get just the 1st 2 items, it will be $40 + Shipping, so may as well get 1 more thing, and this dress looked nice in the display image, very crisp and seemed well-shaped and patterned. If you want you could use my savings money. Since Dad just got me a vanity, it's okay if you want to wait. I at least want another blazer sometime but need something good to go under, I guess, and I can get another shirt for $8 here and for probably even less at Wal-Mart. I found a pretty nice undershirt here, could have gotten more but 2's enough for that shirt. It will be nice when I get a vanity to dress up every day. I have 3 blazers right now. 1 has sequins, 1 is 3/4 purple, and the other is this 1.
So, let me know. Maybe, you just want to get the blazer for now and 1
shirt or get $50 and free shipping, guess it's up to you. I could even
charge it to my green card but figured it'd be better in your hands so
like if I need my card I can use it and when you want you can detract
from it ant your leisure and choice. Okay, see what you say, thanks.
To: Dad and Mom
I know just to get a little at a time. How about this, this will go with some of my clothes:
Item: Blazer
Quantity: 1
Price: on sale for $20.98, not too bad, not many blazers being sold now
Color: the 1st 1, black and
white
Size: XL Petite
Item: Shirt to Go Under Blazer
Quantity: 2
Price: $10 per Shirt
Color:
Black
Size: XL
Item: Casual Dress
Price: $25
Quantity: 1
Color: Blue and Purple Stripes
Size: XL
Link
If you get just the 1st 2 items, it will be $40 + Shipping, so may as well get 1 more thing, and this dress looked nice in the display image, very crisp and seemed well-shaped and patterned. If you want you could use my savings money. Since Dad just got me a vanity, it's okay if you want to wait. I at least want another blazer sometime but need something good to go under, I guess, and I can get another shirt for $8 here and for probably even less at Wal-Mart. I found a pretty nice undershirt here, could have gotten more but 2's enough for that shirt. It will be nice when I get a vanity to dress up every day. I have 3 blazers right now. 1 has sequins, 1 is 3/4 purple, and the other is this 1.
So, let me know. Maybe, you just want to get the blazer for now and 1
shirt or get $50 and free shipping, guess it's up to you. I could even
charge it to my green card but figured it'd be better in your hands so
like if I need my card I can use it and when you want you can detract
from it ant your leisure and choice. Okay, see what you say, thanks.
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