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Sorry to everyone I cursed at but wanted you to know when I did wasn't thinking of any people in particular, just sorta an idea.  My contacts were in when I slept, and I hadn't taken them off!  I think I wanna watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," today.

Una Problema

My dad is really a problem.  He sits in the dirt and pops secretly racist crap on me, even when he says he doesn't.  He keeps being nasty and making me not feel good and not answering why.  Hey, ya'll, stop acting like my dad being mean to me solves all your problems.  It really affected my nose, though.  I forgot what happened, though.  :|

Problema

COMMENT ON MY FORUM instead of telling me I "know" exactly what you're saying.

Una Problema

How many times do I have to tell you to shut up!  What are you, some sickling creature?

Stop putting in messages.  Stop doing anything my dad wants.

News

Are you just doing this bullshit for Ellen DeGeneres?  Every day for almost a year, I've put up with your grimy worthlessess.  This is illegal and should get in the news without mention of me.

Problema

SHUT UP

I feel a bad feeling on the right side, my girl side..

Problema

Leave me alone!  Or else I will get madder and madder.  This is literally an illegal act, and I miss the good old days when people respected me.

Problema

I heard at my computer, "Tink."  Shut up!

Problemas

I'm getting more secret messages blown at me alone in my room!  and they also said it was "the tap" which is what you do when you give up.  Someone fix this nonsense!  You can't chant insults like that to me in private, I'm still feeling it.  I know no one does that to you.  Leave me alone @ that stupid boy.

Problemas

Shut up @ me getting mad, you nigger.

What was I gonna say?

They made my right sack feel mended with my dad.  I don't wanna hear @ that nigger.

Let's just call you a nigger.

Una Problema

I'm hearing those suicidal clicking noises as things in my room settle.  Please shut up @ my dad, you nigger, I don't want his s**.

Back

I got donuts and lowfat chocolate milk for breakfast @ 711.

Commandment

So, you think you test how European someone is?  Thou Shalt Not

Una Problema

I may be pretty in Chinese, but people ignore me for my better traits and not others..

Does

Ellen DeGeneres like to make people uncomfortable .. like push something you already settled against?

Update

My Rules
•shit words do not equal poo

Una Problema

So, I get these offensive messages because it's something that will happen sometime.  However, it feels pretty forceful, these associations, shouldn't be..  What's your problem?  I ain't gonna listen to your constant crap.

Whattayathink

Do you think it's so impressive making fun of successful young people having kids?

Una Problema

Pretty much I want a private life away from my dad.  Ya'll are *beep* to confide in a *beep* alone.  No one's gonna talk to me, think they can talk to someone who knows me.

Una Problema

Oh wow, so do you .. forget!

I just shared this message.

Ah yes you do things like that that don't have to happen.

Una Problema

WOW THANKS JUST LEAVE ME WITH CRAP

My parents shouldn't transfer punishment to me.  Why the fuck are people doing shit to like my nose?  I didn't do anything to yours.

Una Problema

My dad has no business talking to me.  He did something and it like just changed the shape of my nose, and he thought, "Filipino."  I am hesitent to get in bed and wasn't tired.

Equality

Why doesn't Ellen DeGeneres treat us as equals?  I do.

What Gets to Me

is treating me differently.

Stop

giving me the silent treatment because that's a niggerish thing to do.

Problemas

People all act like they're siding with my dad.  I wanna go to bed.

GO Gemrans

English people make a big crap scene @ .. wut wuz it .. oh yes identifying with the underdog.  The Goddamn Under Thunder Dog.

Una Problema

I just want people in my life to leave me alone and strictly go by rules you can follow.

Ugh

I feel like I'm gonna burst out in an o*****.

I am not

a suckup

Better Idea

Since I realized a lady was so good, we should come for those experiences and have a nicer dormy stay.

Need to

****

I will not take anyone making fun of my dignitiy for I see you don't really have any.

So

What do you think @ me @ the mental hospital?  I liked being away from home and was rather prepared.  Nothing too disgusting.  There was this lady who kept talking, but it sorta made the whole place surrender.  No, they were not attractive.  But what else?  Uhhh.  So, I had to get out of school because I was doing worse after the break and didn't get enough sleep prior.  It wasn't completely bad, in the end.  The Mardi Gras was over, and I'd reached like ½ the teacher's age.  I got to go home after.  I just found the whole process rather humiliating, at it for maybe over an hour to these really stupid "counselors."  That's not what got me in.  I called the police again, and they came to where I was with the therapist, who told me to go to Lakeside.  I don't know why, maybe to get away and cool down, not make the family relationship worse.  I was gonna move after..  I decided to stay with my parents.  I wanna be the waver @ Disney, if that sounds alright.  In the night parade.  I mean, why not just tell me to take a break from being tired and force it because of it?  I already had contacted the police and asked to see a counselor @ Lakeside..  They lied and institutionalized me for a month which was supposed to be a week, but I took the liberty.

Look

If you want attention, come and get it.

So

I'm better than you, racially.

Una Problema

My dad must be a piece of Jewish shit.  He wants to act like he's knocking me out when -I- make a racial point and just to say something suggestive, which shouldn't really exist for me..  Is he just some shit infused in my hard life?

What Comes Up

I just got a weely bad idea.  I like Ellen DeGeneres, whose last name may be Jewish.., I mean mom's maiden, and then my teacher Ginny who has an X with a Jewish last name who's younger by several years.  I had worried I like Ginny just because I accept Helena Bonham Carter, know her well now.  I'm not really sure what came up, but I felt left out by just being ½ Chinese.

Una Problema

Me as a drunk cowboy|girl:

I don't really give a fuck for yer existence.  If you're Jewish, you can't tell me I'm like less similar to somenoe.  Didn't you get ****ed in the attacks?  I don't mean the 1st sentence in its traditional form, why would I?  I am not a baby that needs to be told it does nothing for no one nor to be picked on for having non-Jewish blood.

Wow, you're not really "different."  What else?  xp

So

What is Nell's goal?  I mean, if someone like took ellen away from me, I'd be like distraught I know, but I mean I just feel she's like thinking something funny.  I mean, what do you think she wants and what weird thoughts come to a what 6-year-old's mind?  I was 6, once.  I want to meet her and help raise her.

Also, what was I gonna say, like watcha think about m*********** and not touching people who are like not your peer?

MY Dream

I don't remember it, but it wasn't so bad that I'd remember.  Er, I was in the disability van, and this guy, like all guys, "have" to slip in an insult, maybe I better get up and cry.

And, no, no one taught me or made me m********* to things I cry about, in those things at least.

How I Feel

Okay, I have that sorta saliva-induced feeling.  I got 5 hours of sleep in my clothes.

My mom and I went to Joanne's Fabrics, and I'm to take the sewing classes there..  I got the material, thought the material'd be $6, however if you wanna know the lace was $25.  Fabric $19.  A Spanish lady was telling me how it wouldn't fit and it's for kids, she was pretty big.  So, I was reading the instructions while I was in there and found what I need.  Only thing I didn't get was buttons.  I needed ribbon and of course forgot @ the elastic.

I did want some nice pants and shirt, but I have a deep obsession with making just old-fashioned dresses..

How I Feel

I feel empty.  My head is like hollow.  It's a tired, swerving feeling.  Again, I don't seem to feel as much, feel a bit like crying, just so I don't feel like m***********.  Ha ha!

UNaccepted

What if I got mad that Nell Burton didn't accept me?  You see, I'm not her worse side.  I could be, but I had parents to guide me.

If you didn't already know, "worse sidE" means the side that's not as wanted, like her being plump, assuming other people would actually let themselves mutate into such an ecstasy, haha.

Her mother is very supportive of her with others than herself..