Just listening to my singing. Ellen is good, but I felt that Tim wanted to take my mom from me, like ruin us, but do it for his chubby daughter. Everyone shouldn't look the same. Helena filled her up. Tim really "blames" me. Tim can't really satisfy his itch. He can't say my mom isn't for me. He probably already did. He thinks my mom should have been as authentic to her in her home about her as she was to me, her 1st of 2 babies.