She asked what I liked and I said I liked art songs, like ones that are slipped in with musical instruments. I did play instrumental music on piano etc. The thing was I was able to do it well. I approached it the right way. I used to like opera. As to not singing opera, I mean I had a lot of problems, too much. I'm not settling down as a singer, but I do want to perform musical theater. You're actually supposed to do both. I guess she might have me do something that's not just easy musical theater, later. They look @ your voice. I just am not into like pop musical theater but I mean the rhythmic ones are okay. You know, like not worse than Britney Spears. I didn't actually see Madonna in Evita because I guess I wasn't interested in that musical and was busy. I also told her I wanted to do ballet in the opera since I was a ballet minor, but I wasn't asked to. I think she said she picks. I was good at it, just had a hard time remembering on command like over ½ minute exercises. I know the gymnastics made it more about quality than quantity. I couldn't focus. I know I could have a nicer figure and be able to execute it more easily, but my legs are still pumped up in a weird way.
So, I'm listening to me singing, and it sounds okay. I'm not giving up something for singing, it's just a part of my life.
Also, I don't want to be stimulated by my dad- something seemed okay as I typed this, but I feel my mom caused an effect. I will not take this bullshit. I don't like my parents to touch me, so much. I dunno, my parents aren't exactly like me more than others, just some things but probably with my dad with his problems isn't ***. What, you think I didn't tell him how to take care of himself nor my brother?