My dad admits if he's shitty, ordinarily.
My mom is vicious and threatening racially. She is kind to others, maybe not deep in public. I heard her with other mental health-related workers and stuff thinking how they got me to say something that they can make it so I get myself in trouble with them like doing things that make me do it and land locked up again for a long time, conveniently put me somewhere else, like they don't really want anything to do with me but to be mean to me and harm my life.