Thursday, June 13, 2013

Problemas

I keep on getting mad at Ginny, but I cool down when I see her.

Not a lot recently.

Untrustworthy

Ya'll were so casual, stop picking on my bloody niggers.

Problems

I don't give a crap for how shitty and on the side you are.

STOP

How did you make the page load this time?  You feeling for something, you piece fo shit, I can say shit, you're shitting me.
Tweeting

Selfish

I'm not doing shit for anyone, you just ruined my family when I tried to get famous, don't give a crap and don't give a crap @ cursing.

Worried

My mom's not so bad about me getting the book.  She's the 1 who takes money away from me, anyway.  Am upset my dad is uncomfortable, not sure why.  He can't keep everything a secret.  I can get a book!  What's wrong?!

Stupid

I bought that book today, didn't work on iTunes, but I just wanted to for some reason and it got bought.  I think the money already went through..

Can someone help?  I don't know what my dad's gonna do, but he seems secretly wanting to be mean to me for it.  I have money in my card I can use, didn't even have to wonder @ it.  I'm not trying to hurt him!  I have no books, too, like.

Don't read much other than my own slob.  I wanted to know the legend of Camelot is all.

TV

How I felt @ "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" in Australia.  I thought it was very inspiring and neat.  She seemed to be able to connect, which is good.  It was very funny.  They might realize something, tomorrow.

So, I just accidentally bought a book today and need to jog with weights, getting ready to audition to be Tinkerbell in the Disney Parade, which just came back here in Orlando.

TV

So, Ellen is giving out all the what anemities on a big plane to Australia, but the plane is plain.  She gave a girl an alcoholic beverage in a little nook that somehow was formed.  She looked so cozy.  HA.  I am the 1 eating on the plane.

TV

Maybe watch Ellen DeGeneres while I wait?

Better

The top of my stomach hurt, but I lay down and it felt better.  I wanna go for a jog with weights.  The working out, moreover floor strength workouts, make me better.  The jogging does get stressful.

Give and Take

Ellen, I have figured it out.  You have at least 1 parent from the South technically.  I have to do what people do in Florida, but you can just coast.  You're not really doing anything, in this sort of sense.  That might sound bad, but I was created in the South and always lived there.  I've been up north but never lived there very long.

Annoyed

My aunt is severing our relationship.  She is so picky about me being perfect, but my family already is up and running in that league and so am I.  Obviously, she is grumpy and pretty much sees me as a mistake-maker.  She'll deny it, but she does that, of course, too.

Got a Book by Accident

I knew my iTunes weren't working, but I just wanted to try and the book was bought, Queen of Camelot.  I think I was happy I had gotten it.  I wanted to write Camelot fanfic.  I think it's a big thing with 1 book when she's young and another older.  My Nook connection does not work, though.  The other thing I want is the book about true ghost stories, maybe should grab it while I know I can.  It's from 2002.

Evening

6 more hours of sleep, woke up @ 3:05, too.

When Inquisited

When inquisited, people will make up something impossible and harmful and say they didn't mean that, in order to prove you are selfish.

Covered

I msged my dad to make sure my aunt didn't do something to him, you know txt.

Werewolves

You can't be nitpicky about a vague past.

I confided in my aunt on hard feelings, and Ellen goes like manicly like in pleaseure?  I saw it, didn't make it up.  Ellen, you're someone who does that.

I DON'T GIVE A GODDAMN FUCK

(Don't worry @ my funny language.)

I know all the prominent 1st class people I respect act like dumb fuck niggers worthless existers with a dad born in Late Boom, the goddamn dumbfucked werewolves with claws that catch.

Making Fun of What's on People's Minds

You never know, anything could be on anyone's mind.  3|

Way of Thinking

Why do people make a spectacle of an achievement instead of making someone feel good for it?

Being Good and Not

So, my aunt thinks my cousin can be good and make that mean I'm not.  Good night, Fort Lauderdale Ashley..in Miami

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Peace and Quiet

You know at any GODDAMN given moment I can hear a click in my room when I'm feeling for myself.  Mainly physically.  GO AWAY NIGGER.

Una Problema

I SAID TO -STOP- the shit @ my cousin.  ELLEN YOU THREATENED ME.  I DONT GIVE A GODDAMN FOR YOUR WHINING LIKE AN INFANT NO ONE CARES @ YOU..really wtf r u

aw it's cute lil ellen WHATEVA you threatened me for something you threaten me for how i think all the time wts ur problem stop ratting at me for when i miss your show when i dont whatever your suggesting (not techincally..) i can say whateveri want

I got a funny message for the likes of you.  Fine, go have a show and have no one bothering you watcha want yer mammy or another mammy wuts ur problem dont you "have it all?" no one wants the same thing but you have a lot, you have a nice house maybe and food i guess, people to talk to, whenever you want, lets see if we can change that bc now i have no one to talk to.. lets see hose fault thatn is hto not yers so.. lets all like forget ellen she has anything she wants unless she wants another young mammy

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Watcha Thinkin'?

Does anyone think Ellen's *beep* for sucking up when someone makes you feel bad?  Oh, she just has to do something when she encounters something.  That's what's not right and not okay.  Ooh, bet that was ticklish.  Hello?  Hello?  No one wants to help me.  Help me to talk to someone.

No Family 3(

I'm not shit for any side of my family.  I'm not from a female in the European side.  What else was it, then I wasn't even what in some other way.

Facebook Posts

I posted this to my younger girl cousin:

Christina Barrett Hi, you are so beautiful and now look a lot like your mother.
Christina Barrett (Oh, Ashley did you know, that you are very special) I look more like the other girl.. She's pretty, right?

Question

So, why make someone mean content .. people like treated well for being like relaxing to others, like complaining so others feel the same way.

E-Mail

To: Dad
Subject: Blazer

Color: #1 - Thin Black and White Stripes
Size: XL (Extra Large in Petite)

Hurry up!  It's $20 and on clearance it says!

My Dad

He was telling me to leave the eggs in the water after a boil or else my eggs must have turned black.. no, though, I don't take Orlando tricks like that.

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Twitting

I won der I won der

So, I wonder .. the teacher said to e-mail her and I said I'd call.  She didn't feel a need to answer my last e-mail.  It did make me upset, but I don't think it was a reason I got kicked out.

I had a dream..

I think Rosie from Sophia Grace and Rosie on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was in it at a last.  I dunno, she's the meek, blonde 1, and her pinky looked like mine.  I don't know why, but she is cute.

The dream was morose.  It probably was a college setting.

You know, my mom actually talked to Ginny and said she saw her Knowledge Workshop years ago.  Must have been 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008..

Morning

10½ hours of sleep
5'3"
banana for breakfast, lowfat oatmeal cooling, bioling water for eggs to make salad }:} just egg saldad, however

slept with 1 of few remaining contacts, currently have no extra formula, not too bad, slept with a lamp on so felt a bit safer that way

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Solution

People wanna be untalented but like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. 

You're not getting me to do General Studies!  8{

Question

So, why were people so mean to me in 2005?

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Who will talk to me?

Who will talk to someone who's been told they're part indian? What's all this new "Native American" crap?

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Una Problema

Stop making fun of me, I need relaxation.

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Wanna Cchhaaat

There are some things you shouldn't talk @.

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Una Problema

Stop liesurely telling people @ race. I know someone with that race did it.

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wut

You want what I got outta Nawlns.

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Leave me alone.

Ya'll are gay, stupid, and worthless niggers goin to Hell. Stop pickin on how I learn. I have other things that I figure out.

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Una Problema

Go to Hell that's not the problem.

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Make like a tree and leaf.

If you can't do it, don't bother me!!!!

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Una Problema

If you don't do anything in the world, I will.

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Treatising

Got the vibe Lily doesn't believe in others having fun.

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Una Problema

Tim Burton, you shouldn't have condemned the world to inevitible damnation.

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Not Meshing

Tim Burton + Helena Bonham Carter don't mesh.



Tim thinks he got with her hating Irish and Chinese. Helena is English and Jewish and doesn't seem European not British. She is a great fortress and a clam for the general non-Chinese shape.

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Family

I just realized I have the English type Irish family line. Sits well with me.

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Comparison

My dad is good to be compared to older women, born late July 1950.

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Cuz

So, my cousin is bad and then when it comes to me she is the favorite, how funny. Younger father.

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Cool People

Maybe, the world isn't cool for cool people, anymore. People making me feel guilty for anyrhing, anything I have and feel. Making fun of me for anything substantially special here.

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Y

Why do fat people want to "get it out?"

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How I Feel

It's hot, I crumbled an ankle with a buzz by me.



Had a banana and some oatmeal with fat free milk, used to always use water of late. Yesterday, plenty of spinach, dog, burger, late.



I feel awake but like weak and empty. I used the bathroom right before leaving. I'm sad @ people being too picky without a reason.

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Twins

I'm cool and did right, and other people are even like me, as well.

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Question

Compare yourself to Ellen DeGeneres other than just fame.

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See

Ellen makes a big deal @ crap.

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So DUH

So, kids have the magic answer for attractive adults. I don't fuckin' need to bullshit @ Ellen and bring her dahoon (down.). Why does this shit look like whale talk? I don't need you to let it roll, against me. Why are you obsessed with dismissing "cold, hard" attention? I am not treated like a person, yet you keep looking at others with part of me racially.

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Relief

I don't need to preach to boring racial excuses. Does that make you feel releaved?

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W-ah?

Why did some mixes not make it? Like 1/4 black.

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My Night

I woke up @ 100 times and got up for water like 3 times.  I was in a dream, like in Africa in a hut or something with maybe bunks of beds.  I was awake, partly like sleeping writhing in bed.  I was starting to let myself feel so m********** not so strongly but like all over like I was in a diaper.  I heard a noise, and I thought of Ellen but not sure, after a little while.  I don't know .. woke up @ 8:30, was the beginning of the end.

Smaat (Smart)

I thought I -was- smart.  It seems Ellen would be smarter because she's all white.  :|  She just gets people to like give her special attention in a way that doesn't bother her.  She also knows that it's not like it was easier for her, hopefully, more of a complex thing, dunno how to explain right now.  So, people -let- her be smarter than me, but you admit she's smarter than you in some way.

Mad

I just got another stupid message.  Stop doing shit to me.

What was I gonna say?  Ah, yes, Orla Karron Fallon doesn't do much anymore, everyone begs her to be a part of Celtic Woman.  She hasn't come to the U.S., recently, at least go once in each state rather than like her regular several months with a kid band, I mean like every other day or sometimes back to back performances I think.  I don't really see how that is possible.

It doesn't matter, other people are what I talk about, and I don't pick at them for who they are only what they've done wrong in some way, which a lot of people think she's not so public.  I just was noticing what she looked like.  If it made her uncomfortable means she doesn't|wouldn't like me.  Funny this came up in the past day, like listing words like I just did.  See, I am right, from Florida, that's something I noticed here, I know.  The only thing that says is that that's how she is and I'm worth a shit.  Like, some people, not meaning her necessarily at the moment, have a certain look and even knock out your own look, like when you're in a rush, so then you know you can't always be in a rush in things.  Then, everyone will tell me I'm shit because of my race when they see something I could have done.  Ellen, I don't care @ bad people so much.

I Bite

If you just poke at me.  I was wondering like people want my dad so they can make fun of me, wouldn't have cared before possibly.  Like, he works in business and stuff, so I mean that's not really what I am, I'm not really him, but I mean if he's a good person you shouldn't rule out what I've done and all.

Hm.

My last post looks iuteresting now.

UNfunny

YOu wanna know something funny?  I never felt Ellen DeGeneres took care of me.  I make my own decisions and am nicer than her and possibly more successful.

Why People Like Certain People

People like me for my brains and skills in performance|entertainment.

People like the Irish singer who just had a son Freddie, because like her last name is French (Orla Karron Fallon .. the middle name) and she has a lot of bone and muscle that looks very ever-present yet thick and sleek in a way .. looks cute and is able to work with that, get thinner but stay robust, like I've done when I was more alone than my current social situation.

Whimp

Why would like someone be mad I said Ellen helped get my mom in glasses?  I mean, what, you don't have to bore a mole hole!  That's true.  What because I used the word m***********?  Only in fun or like what it is not some weird grotesque unnecessary interpretation of life.  I can say what I want, I'm not attacking|threatening anyone and making them think of me in a bad way nor if they need to at all|want.  What I did mean by mole hole was like get all elaborate in adorning yourself, don't mean anything bad.  Like, say it's sentimental yet be vicious in the end.  Life isn't a game, Ellen.  People get sad and want to fix it.  You don't come on as easy.  I don't get the Americans on your show who totally lose it.  They just like you and happened to be on there, they don't really like who they are.  I get a funny feeling Ellen knows all this yet doesn't care.  I dunno..  I said what I said, didn't mean any negative connotation.  How'd you know?  You might have a feel for who I am.  I should post it in my bio.  Sooner or later, I know the word m*********** will come up and even be used.  I didn't mean anything in a bad way.  I meant like pleasuring yourself.  I didn't mean in a weird weird way.  And in saying that, I just meant something like that, don't know why it seems like a hot potato, put an apology months later.  You also guessed I was mad someone else caused the effect.  I mean, maybe it doesn't matter, you think?  I don't mean someone literally did it but cause my mom stress.

What else, the title of this post?  I'm just saying that word as a post mark.  Maybe, I'd mean it partly, guess it'd need other words around it.

Una Problema

You know there are people who just look at you and think in some romantic sense that you told them to do the wrong thing, like they don't really feel like encouraging you to sing.

You know, like kids from New Jersey thinking, "I hate you," to a random stranger.  They're just jealous.  They got away with simple shit.

Ooh! I found out!

Johnny Depp attacks you if he doesn't get it all, and it'd gotten worse.  You know, then he finds out it's okay and he doesn't have to fix it.

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Overly Moral

Why does Ellen DeGeneres think I deserve trouble?  I didn't do anything.  I know it has to happen.

Better to Get Out

Sometimes, it's better to get it out, and that doesn't mean sooner.  You can bargain something for something impossible someone wants.

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Something Funny

I got the idea from all I wrote that Ellen DeGeneres "likes to be safe."  I mean, like she makes you do things "just in case."  Like, something just happened to me!  LOL.

The Biggest Scardicat

I was thinking of the way Ellen hurts me so no one else has to.

Water

So, in the heat of my attempts at being asleep I had water.

My Singing

It was good yesterday, but it wasn't interesting - "oh boo hoo."  You know what they say in the Nawlins area?  Merci beauxceaux .. not the right spelling.  They also just say boo coo insteada bow koo.

Early Morning Vigil

So, I'm so sorry @ my cousin!  I was just talking and felt already that people were suggestive to me in that way, probably.  I only told my aunt and then had to say I told her because I didn't see any reason to speak to anyone seriously @ something suggestive to them.

So

Anyway, what about putting your feeling into something?  I don't know why, hope it's not because of my cousin like a sacrificial lamb but partly is but maybe not significantly, that I'm wild at home, more than anyone you'd know, since I was a wild child and then tomboy and then girly girl, which is hard.

Waale (Well!)

I'm content and feel fortunate.  I heard there were wars threatening students in the classrooms of France in the early 00s.

Ex er cise

I'm pretty good at getting what I need because my whole life was rationed out to defending my race.  Most of my point has been race, and I don't feel offended by highly attractive males.

"Frenzy and Frolic"

Whatever that comes from.

Why are Johnny Depp and Tim Burton so disposing of me, saying oh she's not some **** complicated teacher, she's just allowed to be nothing to anyone.  She does things nicer, but she mustn't be made of much.  Did you know the mall displays images of skin close up with purple bruises still, since we moved here in 2005?  I'm not even a tadpole?  Not even a fly?

So, why would

Why would you come on and promise you're quite strong and then find you're not much at all and complain of having nothing to do!

So, anyway, with Lily Rose's mom, I was wondering how you connect.  I just get that feeling with people I can have a connection with .. that I don't know where the signal went with the morals of the people around me.

More Still

Hispanics are stimulating and "do something," though you'd say they can all do the same thing not that they are unfortunate.  They discovered the most prominent city in my life I lived in.  I'd like to say it's something else, but I mean compared to the rest of the U.S. it were a haven.

Well

All the people in Europe seem clean cut ****.

More

So, 1st maybe I have to be tested to be worth shit just for show nothing really happening, then you tell me I'm not very mature, like anymore.

OMG, you're forcing a message on me years older that I'm not a very fun person to be a teacher or mentor, that I'm incapable and useless?

Why are you always looking right for that tingly feeling anyway?  I thought 1st you had to be able to be capable of something other than ***.

Frazzled Mad

Why are you cornering me all mad like I'm not even shit?  That's my belief.  It's because of my mom's race!  I am ***** than Tim Burton.

Anyway, you know any **** Chinese or anyway Middle Easterners I find the nicest yet rather unapproachable, the anti-Chinese benefit.

All I have to say @ Ginny with a Welsh last name is that my last name also went through Wales.  To Frace to Wales..

Oh yes, the English from England.  Usually are ****.

"Oh, and.."

Oh, and New Orleans is just full of un**** people with French last names.

"What the Hell's wrong with you?"

I'm not un****.  If I am, it's because no one wants to touch me for my mixed race.  Stop saying I'm right but not **** when I'm attractive I believe.  I'm not 1 of those "character" people who seem extra stimulating .. usu. just because of their French last name.

When I say usually, I mean 3 .. add Lily Rose's mom Vanessa = 4.  5.

Any non-French last names?  Kinda.  The all-SWedish older singer born in 1952 who isn't out anymore is ****.  Huh.  Then there's someone I don't know the last name of.  6.

I mean, I already realize that.  What if I said I was ****** than you?

Morning

6½ hours of sleep.  Woke up like 100 times.  Plan to fall back asleep, waking up @ .. 11:15.

Nitey