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Utterly MAAAD

I was too tired to see Monsters University yesterday.

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Hometown:
SE FL + NO
Career Path:
Performing + Directing
Personality:
Romantic + Action Seeker
Ethnicities: NW Chinese, German, Irish|Viking, French, Dutch, English, {indian?}
Race:
White|European

School Goals:
AA Music @ VCC
BM Singing @ Rollins
Masters in Music Education

Twitter

I mean it.

I want my life back, not everyone talking in code to me that I like who's famous @ my dad!!!!  My dad is like m******** me via this experiment, it feels.  I will not take it!  I was into Tim Burton, and he already wasn't supposed to touch me unless he was feeling uncrazy again.

Problema

Bella Thorne wouln stop acting mean like to me it seems.  Suggesting things, like @ my birth I think now.

Annoying

Lily Rose is a dork, what else was I gonna say .. keeps hinting in insults at me.  She thinks she's better than me and can ruin my relationships.

Problema

I don't care how "bad" a person is.. but I did not see you invade their privacy.

Always Accepted

So, you younger parents who aren't too young always make your kids feel accepted in the world.

I notice

I notice you wouldn't ask weird things to a young teenager.

Problema

It's true, my dad like gargle coughed twice as I went to and from the bathroom.  It was rather, er, pathetic.  It was about me being worthless thinking I'd accidentally k*** myself.  He has to "cover" things because he's not being as nice as before ever it seems, like there's nothing else there, no more of the good life, thanks to ya'll, don't take it out through my parents.  Yes, I'm very mad and wouldn't mind if I could think of something else mean to say.

My Calculation

Wow, Ellen doesn't like young people.  She is suggestive to us wanting attention.  I want to think I'm right, and I felt threatened @ it by my dad, too.  I mean, I questioned my dad not being as nice because of not doing well in school and the n word thing.  People are all mean to me.  I was told to leave college 3 times, not told directly but to "get some rest."  They did actually mention that in with their shit on why.  I even had good grades, I think.  This teacher Ginny, *beep*, probably mad I didn't know @ repeating the hw when she sent me to the counselor during her 1st class, Voice for the Actor.  She's a speech therapist .. works @ Disney.  Anyway..  So, Ellen is using the n word thing as an excuse to not be nice to me.  I just got a hint @ that, that I think the world is wheezy @ "finding out."  It sounds like a fad.  If you're not cool, you can't do what only cool people do, they think, like be bad and call people stuff.  If you do, then they somehow find some intelligent way of h*r*ing you.

Problema

Why act like I have a mental illness and lost all my dignity just because I had a hard Gifted History course which was also AP .. and got called in for being more like withdrawn.

Then, people actually bit at me for poorer grades, at a public high school .. switched to a Catholic 1.

Don't you get that feeling with Ellen DeGeneres?  Maybe, even Tim Burton like that, a man?

More

So, what's so funny @ me deciding it was a mistake to give a shit @ my dad?  I did give a shit.  It's his fault my world became unexciting and my mom's for getting me in the hospital by insisting an attitude on me, something to do with my dad being older.  What happened was the n word thing.  1st, Johnny Depp acted like I should call him stupid "to get it out."  Then, he was like a plague after me.

Twitter Post

I'm not saying you should trash your wedding dress just because it's a fad, but if you do, I wanna see a photo! http://ellen.tv/1aAVhdg

She just doesn't really like people.

Problema

So, Ellen made a suggestive post, "trashing your wedding dress."  I get a funny feeling she gives a shit @ what my dad thinks.  I will not accept his bullcrap about suddenly ruining our relationship in fear of others because of the n word thing, which was stpid.

Why can't anyone just respect me like before Tim Burton and the n word thing?  Who cares @ him?  I tried hard to be a good fan, and he's just racist and emits only little bits of knowledge at a time, like he's hard to reach or something.. isn't doing the same kinds of projects as before, from what I remember a long time ago.  I am a long-time active online fan.

Bad Dream

My brother's dog was a Chinese dragon and we were like in and under him and it was a girl and it was gonna have a baby.

That looks like the dog on my background.  My dad even said, "We're not getting a cat," and no reason, when I said used to think of wanting 1.

Also, I wanted to wash some things to wear, and I see my dad's stuff is already filled and my mom doesn't do laundry until tomorrow.

Problema

My dad doesn't feel safe just being nice to me.  If you want him to be mean to me, then *beep*  I've had it with his thing with the n word thing and outright am on attack in my mind for anything that happens.